i remember playing with my brother an sister in california in a field we ran and we stayed outside alot. my sister derica and my brother fritz both had blond hair and blue eyes. i loved it when ever they came to see us it truly felt like home. i stuck out as the young brunette who didnt understand why they had to leave or why i couldnt live with them or they couldnt live with us i was torn from those who i loved to go live with my grandparents in another state i remember talking to my older brother once and how sad and hurt he sounded on the phone. not a day goes by that i dont think of those who are apart of me its been so long i cant remember there faces. if this is the fritz that was once my big brother please know that i love you if this is not my brother please know that you are loved and your children will always love there daddy that is something that no one can take away even if they get separated and are miles apart ali
TREAL TALK. Unfortunately my daughter doesn't have friends outside of school hours I pray that The Lord will send her a real friend. So I don't know any of these folks. I'm basically the only brother in my complex but I guess we see I'm not as hood as I may dress sometimes they start to believe I'm OK. Most of the women are cool but they're husbands mostly act funny but I see them check out my wife so I don't think they hate black people maybe just a real black man handling his without acting white could be unsettling for some but after all that I still Love it out here. The mild hate has nothing on Hood self hatred. Keep writing
Supreme timing on this writing for me personally because recently I reflected on the hurt & confusion of seeing my Dad kiss my Mom's best friend (I thought she was my Aunt) on the lips in the park. I must've been about 4 or 5 years old. The recollection was as vivid as yesterday. I guess we must embrace without condoning because I'm sure the result of my Dad's actions has impeded my development severely. But God has been restoring everything that has been taken from me so I mustn't let my past hurts & pains that I've caused and received stunt my growth anymore, thank U for this writing bcuz it has DEFINITELY helped me answer how to deal with issues go my past. God Is good
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ali
I love you and miss you so much. You are always on my mind and I pray that you will be coming home soon.
As soon as you can have visitors I will come see you.
Love always
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