Letter to Candleships - CBB

Written 20 March 2013

Hi Candleships,

Thanks a bunch for your transcriptions and thoughtful comments. You got my poem, so passed the test I give everyone before taking them seriously :) You're a human, so homo sapiens sapiens. Whoo-hoo! I hope I don't scare or bore you off - there ain't many h.s.s. around me.

More on what my poem meant, sought to express - as SAH's comments and some other comments also show, many "echoes" are foully misleading, resulting in me (and probably more so less conscious others) feeling that fate has irrevocably destined me (and us all) for destruction, degradation, misery, "evil"... resulting, sometimes, in me giving up trying to make a better fate.

Those around me are often thrilled at my and others' failure because misery loves company. Those in power too will failure, degradation on us, along with the likes of S.A.H., apparently too blind by their own anger over their own hurt to realise that they're just feeding the very fire that burned them and which they scream they hate. If you hate hate, you really love hate, unlike in mathematics...

In answer to your question - hell yes I'm writing more parts to "The Realm of Consciousness" post, as with any post I title as "Part_". Thank Benj. Sugar for fuelling that, along with Wisconsin Books to prisoners www.rainbowstore.org/b2p ph 608-257-6050 - the bookstore sent me Consciousness Explained by Dennett, which I mentioned to Benj. and Benj sent me The Mind's I and The Society of Mind, each of which exponentially expanded my mind, even though it's been too constantly loud and crazed around me recently to finish The Society of Mind and then scour each text again. These people ought to know what a huge impact they had in me, surely for the better. I will pay it forward fanatically.

As I've said to other readers, I hope you check out my first postings, as they are well written, as honest as I can be, and informative about matters I don't want to repeat myself about.

Best regards. Thanks for shining some light my way :)

Nate

PS It's a little saner where I'm now at, so back to my studies :)