Oct. 26, 2011

What A Wednesday

From Prisoners Praise by Frances Nichole Whitlock (author's profile)

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10/12/11

What A Wednesday

If you were able to get inside my head, you'd be amazed at the complex thinking going on over four different subjects at once. Wow. Over and over, I let the events of tonight and some of today replay, analyzing, breaking down, sorting through, then categorizing... everything. I've given myself a headache thinking so much and stressing out.

I got a letter telling me my date to go home has been moved up to the 24th of this month. Totally freaking out. I had to go pre-release lab today, my physical, and apparently my account's closed.

Oh my gosh! And wouldn't this ex-ghetto girl love soul food!

I had just mailed out about twenty letters to my family telling them Dec. 1st. (lol)

I've gotten my heart broken. I know he loves me—he just isn't a good man for me because I wont' accept any old way of treating me. Nope, no matter what! I'm stressed behind this relationship only to find out my 100% was met with 46% of his. Oh well. I am wondering if anyone realizes the fact that there are good people I'm going to have to leave here. I want to take them with me. I got sisters I love like my blood (Have you seen her~♪). Women who treat me as their niece or daughter, and this hurts my heart. They say you don't find friends in prison, but I did.

I'm stressing out so badly because I have to try to get all my things taken care of, and I feel like I got little time. I want this to get to the point. The sooner, the better.

I pray that my time goes more smoothly. Ima fast and pray this through, for sure. I am READY!
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HOME! :)

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