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6-4-15
My Love:
I did post my ten year denial. ❤ I know, long time. I have it marked down that I sent it out on 4-1-15 with your reply ID 74qb on it. The post you left your comment on, I sent it out on 3-3-15. The date it was posted was March 31, 2015. So let's hope you've read it, that it was posted by now. And that you're thinking of words of comfort and encouragement for me. ❤
If I had your phone number, you could have known what happened the same day I went. Then maybe you could have given me some words of encouragement at a time when I was in shock over the amount of time. I've been a downer since it happened. I have no one to talk to except my heart. When you're not there, I'm lost. It's not about the time, my love. I never thought I was ever getting out. It's the emptiness I feel without you, knowing that you are there for me.
I could have written you a letter if you send me a P.O. Box #. I can't say the things I want to say here. Loving me forever and ever is a good thing, my love, but withholding it leaves me lost.
I've not been able to call Linda since January. She got a new phone or something. She hasn't answered any of my letters. She must be on a break too since I haven't heard from her since then. Did get to talk to Teddy for a few minutes a couple of days after the board, but he hasn't been home to answer since.
You are my heart, my light. My stay without you singing to me causes my shop to just wander in all directions, without cause or purpose, capable of breaking up, of being misunderstood.
Forever and ever
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