Gay and Proud

I am gay. I don't know if it's because of DNA. I don't know if it's because I was sexually abused from the age of 4 to ll. I do know that even though I become sexually aroused with women that I cannot ejaculate no matter what I try. Simply, I am turned on by dudes. Now don't get me wrong, I am a man. I am not feminine in any way. I have actually been a very tough fighter for my whole life. I am attracted by regular guys. I hope to one day fall in love and get married. Most people would never be able to look at me and say, "That guy is gay". I'm not some sick, demented weirdo and I have never forced or manipulated anyone to have sex with me. I'm gay and I'm proud of who I am. I have been through and seen some really bad stuff in my life, but I'm still a good person. I'm gay and I know God loves me because he miraculously healed me of a severe mental illness that I suffered from since 1991. I'm gay and if you look at it, I am no different from you. The type of people that turn me on is no stranger than you liking blondes or girls with big butts. Where everyone makes a mistake is thinking they have to understand, when really they want is control. You don't understand God and you definitely don't control him. If some of us being gay isn't part of God's plan then why are there gay people in every age of human history? We don't breed. If being gay isn't part of nature then why is there male on male sex throughout all mammal species? If everyone were the same life would be boring. It's through our very differences that we have an opportunity for greatness. We are all human and that is all that really matters in the end. Live and let live and be happy for the other persons happiness. I'm gay and I'm proud of who I am...Smile for Gods sake. :)

Peace :),
Donny Welch #1375713
McConnell Unit
3001 S. Emily Dr.
Beeville, TX 78102