HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER KRISTA PEZZECA

Oct. 16, 2016: 4:10 am Listening To: You Make Me Feel Brand New By: The Stylistics

I struggle with sleep. When life outside is going bad, life inside is as well. I haven't had a full nights sleep in over a decade. Today I got 4 hours. My daughter Krista is 19 today. I got to talk to her for the first time in over 2 years yesterday. How I loved hearing my little monsters voice. So soft, sweet and innocent. Not the voice of a kid who has had the hard life that she has. She gave me her address so I want to try to find a friend who can send her a small late birthday present for me. 19 is not an adult. Still a kid to me, when I see her I see the little girl I met when she was 7 years old. I still can close my eyes and remember her 7 year old voice when she said "I love you Daddy". My hear melted the first time I heard her. I want to call her today and sing Happy Birthday to her. I have never been able to do that in her 19 years of life. I want that today. If there is anyone who is will to send my little girl a trinket, a book, anything, for her birthday, you can send it to:

Beverly Brown
C/O Krista Pezzeca
PO Box 1868
Albrightsville, PA 18210-1868

Anything sent to that PO Box will get to her. If you can't, it's okay. But I have no money, I can't buy her anything and i'm desperate. Krista is a beautiful 19 year old kid who hasn't really had a birthday in years. Her mom is a piece of crap who only cares for herself. I have a fairly large family, who will do nothing for my child. None of them understand how that hurts. But I will spend my last couple of bucks writing them to ask. Let me stop there. I want to write more if I get Krista on the phone today. Be back later, Ciao.

I got to talk to my daughter again today. To talk to your child on her birthday, that's something I haven't been able to do for her whole life, until today. Boy my little girl can talk. She goes on and on and on. But I love it, I love hearing her voice. She could hear the tears in my eyes but they were there. Every time I talk to her, the tears are there. I'm not going to BS anyone. I need help. I am not a scam artist, I'm not a user, but I really don't have anyone to reach out to. If anyone can help me, I'd really be grateful. Let me explain how bad I am doing here today. I have no food to eat, my cable was shut off for not being able to pay, they took my job when I was moved to another side of the prison. I'm down to my last few stamps and I have no more money to call my mom or my daughter. I don't care about food or cable TV but I would love to continue to be able to call my mom and my little girl. If anyone can spare money, I would really be grateful. My name is Robert Pezzeca #DX1148, I am in SCI Dallas in the state of Pennsylvania. You go to "JPAY.COM " and read more. I'm not used to asking people for help so this isn't easy but I just got my kid back in my life and I can't lose her again. I have never asked for money on this blog or anyone's help financially but I am desperate today.

I had 2+ years of worrying about her not knowing if she was okay or not but even at a $1.00 a phone, I can't afford to call her anymore. So if anyone can help me out, I would truly be grateful, it is no secret my mom is dying. I rarely get to see her and I would give anything to be able to talk to her every week. So this is a father and a son asking for the kindness of strangers. I don't know what else to do. Even if they give me a job, it's only 19 cents an hour. Who on earth could survive off that? Through out all of PA State Prisons, these jobs in here generate over 100 million dollars in sales. All the inmate labor. There was an article on it over 10 years ago when we asked for a pay raise. The barbershop gets the highest pay at 51 cents an hour. In the world they could make over $100 in an hour. I'm struggling an anyone who is willing to help me, please do. If you want to write me a private letter, that's fine. My address is on this blog. Only conditions are the envelope must be white and it must have a name and return address on it. No money can be sent to the prison. It must be done at the JPAY website or by sending a money gram. I think that's like Western Union but I am not completely sure.

I have wasted my life and sometimes I don't even feel like I deserve a life. There are days when I don't even want to go on anymore but I do this for my mother, whom I have caused enough heartache and for my daughter, a kid I owe so much to. Talking to her is a dream come true but without money I won't be able to call. My heart is happy that I got to talk to my little girl. Now I dream of seeing her again. I only ever saw her once but that's next on my wish list. Take care, thank you for everything. I love everyone's responses to what I write and always look forward to them. God Bless, Ciao.

P.S. Can anyone Google or search for me the mailing address to the Dr. Phil Show? I'm desperately searching for anyone that will help

Grazie Mille