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Xzyzst pt. 2
(Forgive)

Forgive, the internal action
no witnesses or repentance required
Forgiveness is the first step
I'll even go as far as to state that
to forgive can be medicinal
a face check of your history
may discover forgiveness uniquely traditional
one must experience this power
sustaining it's force, hour to hour
second to second, minute by minute
to fully appreciate this reality
you've got to be in it
Regardless of Race, age or class
and all that forgiveness is open to
the only thing forgiveness truly requires
is you.
Create a mental list
and forgive those who may have campaigned antithetical to
your growth and health
then move to amplify its energy
by remembering to forgive yourself
because the truth is that
you are not the way you are
because you were molested
you were molested because
someone chose to have sex
with a child.
So nothing is wrong with you,
you are perfectly you
and not responsible for the actions of those that
violated your childhood.
Today, you stop blaming
yourself for being you, as
though God is capable of
making a mistake.
-Xzyzst
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(Forgive cont.)
We rush to ask Gods and
other sorts of Deities to
forgive us, and we never
see them face to face.
But when we are called to be
the forgiver, to those that
we can see, we become more
not like the Gods we so
claim to love and worship.
Those days are over, people
are forgiven because you
say so, and that's power.
Nobody needs to ask for it,
in fact they don't even need
to know about it, whats
important is that you tell
those that need to hear it
from somebody that they
understand, and that person
is you, because your experience
alone is proof that not only
do you understand, but work
everyday to rid yourself
from the emotional attachments
of the attractiveness of the
struggle and revenge. People
must know that you are
connected to how peace is
able to win. Writing like
this, and knowing that one day
you would read it, is my,
How, peace is a winner.
I only gave you portions of my life leading up to the
age of Ten years young, Imagine
how much love and forgiveness
you can generate wherever you
are, Just by being fed up
with war and unforgiveness.
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(Forgive cont.)
Our community is in trouble,
we all need you to get back
out in society, get back
to the yard, get back to
conversation and let
your other self know that
they are not alone, and
we got work to do.
They call us Black Gay
Gangmembers with zero
love and direction, and
all things sexual based.
It's not other peoples
fault that they don't know
the real you. If our
youngerselves don't see
care with understanding,
that would be our fault.
It's no longer about what
you did, or what people
say you did, that's done,
the only thing that is not
done, is what you will do
tomorrow. Get creative,
mix it up, be yourself,
engage no today, and be
ready to embrace yes tomorrow.
And always remember that
listening is a skill, especially
when you invite people to talk.
Some people just want to
be heard, to vent, and
get things off their chest
without facing adverse
persecution. Even when we
don't agree, we at least know
where we all stand, and it's our
obligation that we, stand together.
- Xzyzst (exist)
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(Forgive cont.)
Here, I issue the challenging call
for dispositions based on Jealousy
within the incarcerated, good
related, and over all LGBTQ Community.

Our range, through multidiversified, identities,
still constitutes one family, and
when we openly display contempt
for each other, we exacerbate the
tone for others to enjoy engaging
in the attempt to keep us all under
continuous struggle. Forgiveness is not
religious, forgiveness is human, so,
forgive past relationship struggles, for
at this point in society, none of
us have the luxury for self destructive
dispositions. The universe has provided
enough love for us not to be able
to contain to move on toward it,
and release past lovers, to the
freedom of movement, for themselves.

Staying friends after a tough break up
can be a good thing in any relationship,
however, remaining family, is even
more valuable in these times, so I ask
that of all of you continue to support
a more family valued, and community
centered disposition, moving forward.

From our most flamboyant, through the
ranges of us that reaches to our
innercity homies, we've got to do a
better job about how we treat each other,
all in favor say, love deeper.

Deeply, Xzyzst
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