It has been nearly an year or more since my last contact; and so much has taken place in that time.
First I must give time to my beloved daughter & friend "Sarah Elizabeth Surratt" whom left this crazy and fucked up world on July 20th, 2015.
Her birthday would've been June 2nd, and she would have been 35. It has been nearly two years now since her departure, and it still hurts - I still miss her so much, the loneliness at time seems so suffocating; the anger at her early demise over-bearing, especially when I deserved an early exit far more than this child did.
Her laughter & smiles are a part of my every day still. Every time I hear the name Sarah, my heart fills with both pain and joy; when I look into the eyes od the sun, I am reminded of the Beauty and Awesomeness of my Precious Aglaia!
She is definitely still very much a part of my very heart and soul. I love you Sarah, and I do miss you so very much my Beloved Friend & Daughter!
June 18, 2017
I have now been in Medium custody for about 6 long months and am somewhat adjusting after being in close custody & single cell for 17 years. Being in an open dorm with so many idiots is very trying. So many disrespecting asswipes these days fills these dorms, and it seems like every 6 out of 10 are some kind of sexual deviant - Fucking crazy! Pedophiles (or) plain rapist it seems is quite the lot these days; and now they are actually protected by the police in here, and they've absolutely taken over all the religious programs.
Hell! They gave me Life Without Parole for killing a 4 time offended - a piece of shit who raped two little five year old girls; I end his filthy life and they decide I deserve eternity in prison. Hum? Yet this P.O.S. had only (24 to 36) months for his sickened assault on two innocent little girls. Where's the justice, my daughter has asked?
On brighter notes: I was blessed with one more grandchild on January 23, 2017 , a bouncing baby boy D.R.K. III (Daniel).
"Every man & every woman is a star."
I am truly blessed in so many ways even though I am incarcerated now 32 years with life w/out parole. I have grandchildren whom know and love me; two precious little girls who write me often; and whom I talk with when $ permits. Siana is 11, and Serenity is 6; Both are so smart, and very dear to my old heart. They are quick to let me know how they love me and never fail to lift my spirits with their warm smiles and laughter. Yes! I am truly Blessed.
My soul mate is yet by my side lending me mental & spiritual comfort as needed; I am so blessed to have her in my life.
My Precious Mother is still in my world and I am even greatful for this! She is my hero no doubt; a very strong and compassionate woman.
My daughter Christen Cora is without a doubt the greatest light in this darkened world! She is my very life; my love & understanding; my strength and courage; my hope and belief in a better and brighter tomorrow - she is my sanity! She has never given up on me, nor denounced me, nor her love for me! I am awed by her strength, Beauty, and courage! She is a true Goddess by all standards!
Today I live, Today I hope
David E. Bauguess #0023906
(AMCI) 600 Amity Park Rd.
Spruce Pine, NC 28777
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