June 24, 2017

Every Man & Every Woman Is A Star

From While I Breath, I Hope. by Sarai Rose


It has been nearly an year or more since my last contact; and so much has taken place in that time.
First I must give time to my beloved daughter & friend "Sarah Elizabeth Surratt" whom left this crazy and fucked up world on July 20th, 2015.
Her birthday would've been June 2nd, and she would have been 35. It has been nearly two years now since her departure, and it still hurts - I still miss her so much, the loneliness at time seems so suffocating; the anger at her early demise over-bearing, especially when I deserved an early exit far more than this child did.
Her laughter & smiles are a part of my every day still. Every time I hear the name Sarah, my heart fills with both pain and joy; when I look into the eyes od the sun, I am reminded of the Beauty and Awesomeness of my Precious Aglaia!
She is definitely still very much a part of my very heart and soul. I love you Sarah, and I do miss you so very much my Beloved Friend & Daughter!

June 18, 2017
Pax Vobiscum

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I have now been in Medium custody for about 6 long months and am somewhat adjusting after being in close custody & single cell for 17 years. Being in an open dorm with so many idiots is very trying. So many disrespecting asswipes these days fills these dorms, and it seems like every 6 out of 10 are some kind of sexual deviant - Fucking crazy! Pedophiles (or) plain rapist it seems is quite the lot these days; and now they are actually protected by the police in here, and they've absolutely taken over all the religious programs.
Hell! They gave me Life Without Parole for killing a 4 time offended - a piece of shit who raped two little five year old girls; I end his filthy life and they decide I deserve eternity in prison. Hum? Yet this P.O.S. had only (24 to 36) months for his sickened assault on two innocent little girls. Where's the justice, my daughter has asked?

On brighter notes: I was blessed with one more grandchild on January 23, 2017 , a bouncing baby boy D.R.K. III (Daniel).

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"Every man & every woman is a star."

I am truly blessed in so many ways even though I am incarcerated now 32 years with life w/out parole. I have grandchildren whom know and love me; two precious little girls who write me often; and whom I talk with when $ permits. Siana is 11, and Serenity is 6; Both are so smart, and very dear to my old heart. They are quick to let me know how they love me and never fail to lift my spirits with their warm smiles and laughter. Yes! I am truly Blessed.
My soul mate is yet by my side lending me mental & spiritual comfort as needed; I am so blessed to have her in my life.
My Precious Mother is still in my world and I am even greatful for this! She is my hero no doubt; a very strong and compassionate woman.
My daughter Christen Cora is without a doubt the greatest light in this darkened world! She is my very life; my love & understanding; my strength and courage; my hope and belief in a better and brighter tomorrow - she is my sanity! She has never given up on me, nor denounced me, nor her love for me! I am awed by her strength, Beauty, and courage! She is a true Goddess by all standards!

Today I live, Today I hope
Pax Vobiscum
David Bauguess

David E. Bauguess #0023906
(AMCI) 600 Amity Park Rd.
Spruce Pine, NC 28777

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kat3005 Posted 6 years, 11 months ago. ✓ Mailed 6 years, 11 months ago   Favorite
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post.

klfloyd7 Posted 6 years, 11 months ago. ✓ Mailed 6 years, 10 months ago   Favorite
I hope you find peace at some point

klfloyd7 Posted 6 years, 11 months ago. ✓ Mailed 6 years, 10 months ago   Favorite
I must say that I also like the images you use

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Nataliebauguess87 Posted 5 years, 5 months ago. ✓ Mailed 5 years, 5 months ago   Favorite
My dearest david as always i am so proud of you . i totaly get how that young lady touched your heart. I feel that everyday with our natalie and grandson garrett with autism but you as a person a spiritual man and love of my life make my heart smile alltime you have had to indure being incarcerated but you have achieved so much i want to know how proud i am everyday . love and miss you so much always rita bauguess

Sarai Rose Posted 5 years, 4 months ago.     1 Favorite
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Nataliebauguess87 Posted 5 years, 4 months ago. ✓ Mailed 5 years, 4 months ago     1 Favorite
Hello daddy it's January 22 2019 I just now saw ur reply andni cried like a baby . i love u so very much and it made my day to hear from u lol g says to tell his grandpop he said hi and he loves u hes going to draw u something to mail u . I hope ur doing ok I wanna visit u when the weather permitted my new address is 700 west burke street apartment 35 martinsburg wv 25401
I love u always and forever 💗 ur babygurl Natalie

Nataliebauguess87 Posted 5 years, 4 months ago. ✓ Mailed 5 years, 4 months ago     1 Favorite
Good morning ny dearest love as i suck with technology our baby gurl natalie helps me with as u have my heart fluttering with joy just to hear from you. So u no I have always been proud of you and can't wait to come see you we are coming to spruce pine in june and possibly even a move .as you are alwats in my heart and prayers i always long for you glad to hear your still working I have finnaly got my disibility and talk g it one day at a time. You are loved by many never forget that. Loved by me the rest of my life ecery minute of every day .

Love always ur wife rita bauguess

Nataliebauguess87 Posted 4 years, 4 months ago. ✓ Mailed 4 years, 4 months ago     1 Favorite
hey daddy I love and miss u so much I have connected with christen on fb :) I have so much to catch up on with u as does lil G who isn't so little anymore hes outgrowing me more and more every day here is our new address 700 west burke street apartment #45 martinsburg wv 25401 I will be mailing u out a kite and some new photos this week I hope to hear from u again soon love always ur baby gurl natalie

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