March 22, 2019

Rapid Ripple Regret

From Lessons Learned by Antoine Murphy (author's profile)

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3-6-19

Rapid Ripple Regret

When I shot Warren
I shot his children
When I shot Warren
I shot Tre
When I shot Warren
I shot Reese
When I shot Warren
I shot me
When I shot Warren
I shot my unborn child 17 days before her due
date—I shot Prisha
When I shot Warren
I shot my mom
When I shot Warren
I shot Walt
When I shot Warren
I shot Shantae
When I shot Warren
I shot Lakia
When I shot Warren
I shot Gaby
When I shot Warren
I shot Rose
When I shot Warren
I shot Lil Russel
When I shot Warren
I shot Alissa
When I shot Warren
I shot my missin' in action dad
When I shot Warren
I shot Raene
When I shot Warren
I shot America
When I shot Warren
I shot God

When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd my mom of her son
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd me of the next 75 years
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Tre of the next 55 years
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Reese of the next 55 years
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Prisha of her dad
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd myself
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Walt of his little brother
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Tae of his big brother
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd AC of his big brother
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Lakia of her big brother
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Alissa of her best friend
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd my dad of changes to get to
know me
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Gaby of child support
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Rose of her boyfriend
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd Main St. of tranquility
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd the USA of unity
When I rob'd Warren
I rob'd God of His will in my life

I'm done shootin' n rob'n

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March 6-n-13
2019

I AM WE
WENDESDAY(S)

Prisha dearest
What has God done 4 u lately?❤
When was the last time u said
"Thank u Jesus"?

Ur an answer 2 ur parents prayers

Leve shows in ur eyes. So does hope -n- hopefulness. Strength

I miss prayin w/u, 4u, over u [wing drawing in pen]

If the chance ever presents itself
check out a book entitled
The People of the Lie-Scott Peck
Haven't read it yet, but from the tidbits
I seen quoted I strongly believe the
book will help u durin ur quest 2 b
a psychologist. :D

Use all that u r 2 ur advantage

Ur actions r listened 2

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3-11-19
M-n-U
WE

also Spiritual Twins

(I'm workin on put'n this godly truth on paper so as 2 help us [-n-others like us] know -n- appreciate our spiritual background. Something God has been speakin 2 me bout since Jan 2018. So far just been pen'n the notes is my Bible(s) 2 share with u about how WE LEVITES, spiritual descendants from the tribe of LEVI. This truth explains everything including the brokenness in our lives, our personalities, our emotions especially how WE love, our gifts/talents, our favorite colors, our desires, our fashion sense, our life purpose, our ❤s, our bein writers—yes me -n- ur very essence can b tracked back this far.)

This is part of the legacy ur dad is goin' 2 bless u with—now -n- in the future

:D

WE WILL NOT LOSE

March 6-m-13
2019

Prisha,

Been writin' like crazy but had 2 take a break. Caught up in future fame?! I lost sight of priorities. Gotta finish my Bachelor's which also requires tons of writin', so books can wait. Gets 2 finish this schoolin' God called me 2. Amean. Just got some homework yesterday. Gotta get at it. Once that's done, I'll have breathin' room 2 write my ❤ and while still learnin' 2 write. Check'd out The Christian Writers' Manuel of Style from the chapel so got's 2 read that. May not finish b4 I leave this facility but I'm gene definitely add it 2 my personal library upon release.

Speakin' of which. Every day I get closer 2 this yet 2 b determined date. 2day God had 2 people mention "put in 4 a pardon" 2 me. So I'm gone pray on it -n- see what God's up 2.

Other than that waitin' 2 leave here so I can have a chance 2 get a job makin' dollars/hr instead of 5 cents. Which will help me save so I can take care of u. Knew $$$ ain't everything but I can't help but want 2 give u the world. :) $$$ will help me pay 4 the chance 2 give u opportunities I never had like college, cruises, vacations, trips, cowboy games, beers 2 :D, a new car, a house, etc.

Plus I'm in debt so I gotta climb outta that 1st. then sky's the limit.

An associate told me his nephew the manager at a Nike store in Pleasant Prairie, so he gone see if he can get me a job offer. Knew that's right up my alley. Maybe that'll help me sell some designs 2 Nike. Wishful thinking.

Seen a guy on a visit holdin' his lil baby girl. She was like 2-3. Made me miss u more. [crying eye drawing]
Sorry I missed those precious moments in ur life, Prisha
I❤U more I AM WE ❤ Ur dad

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