Help, I Need Nudity

For some reason, TDCJ will not allow pictures containing nudity or penetration in prison. They say it's because they want to cut down on homosexual activity, but I think that is just a bullshit excuse. Same sex intercourse hasn't slowed down one bit because of lack of pornography. I honestly believe that not allowing porn has actually increased gay intercourse because it's the only form of sexual release. Without porn, a person's imagination can only take you so far and this causes guys to give in more easily to other dudes.

Now normally, this would be a reason for me to celebrate because I'm gay, but there are reasons that I would rather masturbate than have sex with another inmate. AIDS is the reason. The percentage of HIV infections is astronomically higher in prison than anywhere else and, added to the lack of real medical care in here, having sex with another prisoner is tantamount to suicide. You may find this hard to believe, but I don't think this is accidental either. I feel this is a conscience effort by the prison industrial complex to keep control of the inmate population, which is made up of mostly minorities.

Well, happy holidays to all of you.

Peace :)
Donny

Here are a couple of my poems. Enjoy.

Love Punished
I gave you my heart
full of trust, hope and love.
You shared only torment
innocence smashed
I wanted to save you
your shining hero.
You punished my desire
soul fallow and dead.

It's Okay
I am that I am
is good enough for God
so what is it to you
if that's how I live my life
What's wrong with who I love
if the emotion is true
Who you are to judge
what other people do
You try to force us all
to live life as you foresee
But with the diversity of man
that seems unnatural to me
Why is it always a chosen few
who know how God or natives think and feel
But these unwavering ideals and beliefs
In the end always force us all to kill