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Praise Team meeting 9-11-18
My own guilt. I did mention 2 3 brothers that I felt in my spirit that a brother was mocking the Praise Team on Sunday. It appeared 2 me that his looks-n-whispers all lined up with the happenings of the rehearsal. Somebody messed up-n-there was a snicker. The stuff with the sound also garnished crazy looks, finder pointing-n-the like. I did not follow the command 2 go 2 the brother. Heart broken I try 2 discern if this was my flesh "judging by appearance" (after al I couldn't hear his whispers) or was this the spirit of Jesus blessing me with discernment?
Wonder should I address it? Will it open up old wounds? Will it expose me as a fraud? Will the brother-if he's present-upon hearing this tell me it was my flesh-n-I shouldn't B dip'n in kool aide when I don't know the flavor?? Will I address it B4 the meeting? God give me a chance.
When I think of the Praise Team, if it can b called that, what caves 2 me is something. Jesus said when James & John sought 2 sit beside Him in His glory. He told the remaining IO how the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, but it shall not B among U, but whosoever will B great among U, shall B ur minister. And whosoever of U will B chief, shall B servant of all Christ then reminded the disciples that he came not B served, but 2 server (Mark 10:25-45)
We are failin as a team. 2 server one another. We seem 2 lack servant hears. We seem 2 love 2 lord or Leadership over others. We appear 2 B bitter-n-we can't ask each other a question or volunteer our services w/out the other person-routinely getting snippy. Some of us can't wait 2 lead so we can get back so-n-so. Ouch. There's grudges in here.
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