SAH your comments say so much more about you, and the hatred in your own heart than they ever could about me.
The only comment you've made here that is significant to me was the influence your mother had on you. What my mother always said, in comparison, was...
'If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all'.
I have her to thank for the person I am today. Hatred is taught, and becomes a reflection of who we become. I guess that is why your comments wash over me as very misdirected.
It takes a special kind of evil to not only replicate that, but to also target and attempt to bring down those that are trying to make a positive difference. Again... you say so much more about yourself with your comments than to those of us you target with your negativity.
Sean, you brought your own father into this situation. It was the little piece of lined paper cut in half with your father's scribbles on it claiming that the family photo's he received had feces smeared on them. The same letter that the divorce court judge, Flancher, refused to accept as fact and dismissed. When your father wrote that note and lied to the judge on a sworn document and then later assisted you by offering to mail certificate of service documents you brought him into this. Your father was never brought into this before that happened. So are you telling us that you didn't own a Kodak printer and that you didn't buy color ink at the store to avoid having photos developed professionaly and that you didn't send porn pictures to your dad almost weekly. Does your dad not have a huge stash of porn movies in his barn that his wife doens't know about? Why did you tell me your dad lost his business in California and had to move to Oregon from family pressure. Wasn't it because you said he was on his boat with a young girl in her early or mid teens and that he was having sexual contact of some type with her. Since this girl was a friend of the family or something it was handled by the family and your dad lost the business and most of his money and had to move out of state. Isn't that why he doesn't own a computer and doesn't get on the internet?
"I'm glad I went, I met a lot of good people" (Sean's comments on Moderting the Sean Riker debate - posted above) Really? You met a lot of good people. People like Mark Jordan? The man you framed for murder and has been saying for the last decade plus that you killed David Stone and not him. Remember David Stone was murdered on the yard at Florence USP and shortly after that you snitched and got the directors of the prison to help cover for you and that's why you got to be moved from Florence USP to FCI-Englewood. That's why you became a PC inmate. That's why you filed a motion for expedited sealing of your court records. You can laugh and yuck it up because you and I both know that you're in a state prison, not a federal one now, and that in WI there is a small white prison gang population and the threat from such groups to you is much less in WI than it would be in other states or the federal system. But don't take my word for it. Please write to inmate Mark Jordan at: Mark Jordan #48374-066, Big Sandy USP, P.O. Box 2068, Inez, KY 41224. Ask him about all the other good people Sean met and made friends with. Nobddy said you were a member of the Aryan Brotherhood but if they could get their hands on a NLR dropout such as yourself you bet they would. And one final bit on this. If you're not scared about the inmates in WI finding out you're a snitch then why (besides claiming that reason in your two million dollar lawsuit) did you recently file a federal motion to have that paperwork sealed. Yes, I know that you recently motioned the courts to have the currently public document sealed for your own safety. I also know about the other things you wrote during this summer. It was two pieces of mail specifically and they were mailed to the same person/group. They were about the same situation. They contained information from you that does not match what you claimed to have happened in 1995. Ask Sean specifically to tell you what I'm talking about. I won't throw Sean under the bus just yet, I'll give him a month to tell you himself what I'm talking about otherwise I'll do it myself.
Nicki, your posts also paint an interesting portrait. See if I'm close. I see a woman with VERY low self esteem (validating womanhood with convicted murderers). The prey are desperate and needy... kind of "any port in the storm" mentality.
I'm guessing you have some physical limitations (either due to weight or some medical condition). Perhaps you're immobile?
As I go back and read, I'm leaning more to my sense that you are of advanced age (not the young mom you portray). Perhaps you did have children who are long out of your nest. That I'm not sure of.
There is an age old adage about "thou dost protest too much". It can be applied here. You take WAY too much time 'splainin and validating. Trust me when I tell you I've been there with young children, done that.
Then, I look at your post dates and wonder...how does a single mom who goes to school and works have that much "me" time to post on a website dedicated to criminals? Let's not forget that besides these posts you also do USPS correspondence (according to you).
On a score of 1 to 10 (10 being spot on) - how did I do?
At some point, Nicki, you're going to have to "graduate". I'm sure it will be a joyous and memorable experience. My odds (if I was a gambler) would be on the house. All things considered, I think you're a nutcase who is attracted to unattainable men. You're probably very young, probably don't have children and most certainly suffer from some form of mental illness.
Either that or you are of advanced age and a recluse who lives (or tries) vicariously through others.
In the United States, we have (at least some of us do) a saying that it takes a village to raise a child.
I take umbrage that your attention is on lonely, dependent, psychotic and deranged middle aged men who have committed and are serving a death row sentence.
In your living quarters (according to you) you have young, vibrant children.
Don't deny them for these men who already made their choices. Your children are not there yet and will need your guidance.
Oh, and by the way, telling inmates your next term will be about sensory deprivation is a bit misleading. Correct me if I'm wrong, but those studies come MUCH later in the curriculum.
Not my job to call you out or take your mask off. All I can say is that you do NOT exhibit the qualities of a learned professional (even a student) in either psychology OR criminology. My question is whether your faux posts are helping or hurting those you target. Eventually, the truth will unveil.
These comments to prisoners under the umbrella of "psychology and criminology student" are really pathetic and lame. Again I'll ask Nicki (as I did in the case of Ronald Clarke) whether she even bothered to read his sheet. Does she know why he is in prison? Is he guilty as charged/convicted? I'm thinking her young children (as she disclosed in a recent post) could fare much better by her time and attention. Nicki, you are neglecting your own children and spending way too much time dabbling in something way out of your league.
Take your children to the zoo or for a walk in the park. A working, going to school mommy with children does not have the leisure time you exhibit. Instead of trying to love and be loved by these cons, how about you start right there in your own house. Your children need you.
Your posts, and those of others here, have made me chose the subject of sensory deprivation for my next assessment. I hope to find information I can share with you to help your understanding of what you are subjected to. I am hopeful that perhaps being conscious of the effects, will help reduce your burden in some small way.
I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
RSS
The only comment you've made here that is significant to me was the influence your mother had on you. What my mother always said, in comparison, was...
'If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all'.
I have her to thank for the person I am today. Hatred is taught, and becomes a reflection of who we become. I guess that is why your comments wash over me as very misdirected.
It takes a special kind of evil to not only replicate that, but to also target and attempt to bring down those that are trying to make a positive difference. Again... you say so much more about yourself with your comments than to those of us you target with your negativity.
Really? You met a lot of good people. People like Mark Jordan? The man you framed for murder and has been saying for the last decade plus that you killed David Stone and not him. Remember David Stone was murdered on the yard at Florence USP and shortly after that you snitched and got the directors of the prison to help cover for you and that's why you got to be moved from Florence USP to FCI-Englewood. That's why you became a PC inmate. That's why you filed a motion for expedited sealing of your court records. You can laugh and yuck it up because you and I both know that you're in a state prison, not a federal one now, and that in WI there is a small white prison gang population and the threat from such groups to you is much less in WI than it would be in other states or the federal system. But don't take my word for it. Please write to inmate Mark Jordan at: Mark Jordan #48374-066, Big Sandy USP, P.O. Box 2068, Inez, KY 41224. Ask him about all the other good people Sean met and made friends with. Nobddy said you were a member of the Aryan Brotherhood but if they could get their hands on a NLR dropout such as yourself you bet they would. And one final bit on this. If you're not scared about the inmates in WI finding out you're a snitch then why (besides claiming that reason in your two million dollar lawsuit) did you recently file a federal motion to have that paperwork sealed. Yes, I know that you recently motioned the courts to have the currently public document sealed for your own safety. I also know about the other things you wrote during this summer. It was two pieces of mail specifically and they were mailed to the same person/group. They were about the same situation. They contained information from you that does not match what you claimed to have happened in 1995. Ask Sean specifically to tell you what I'm talking about. I won't throw Sean under the bus just yet, I'll give him a month to tell you himself what I'm talking about otherwise I'll do it myself.
I'm guessing you have some physical limitations (either due to weight or some medical condition). Perhaps you're immobile?
As I go back and read, I'm leaning more to my sense that you are of advanced age (not the young mom you portray). Perhaps you did have children who are long out of your nest. That I'm not sure of.
There is an age old adage about "thou dost protest too much". It can be applied here. You take WAY too much time 'splainin and validating. Trust me when I tell you I've been there with young children, done that.
Then, I look at your post dates and wonder...how does a single mom who goes to school and works have that much "me" time to post on a website dedicated to criminals? Let's not forget that besides these posts you also do USPS correspondence (according to you).
On a score of 1 to 10 (10 being spot on) - how did I do?
Either that or you are of advanced age and a recluse who lives (or tries) vicariously through others.
Take that analysis and rock it.
In the United States, we have (at least some of us do) a saying that it takes a village to raise a child.
I take umbrage that your attention is on lonely, dependent, psychotic and deranged middle aged men who have committed and are serving a death row sentence.
In your living quarters (according to you) you have young, vibrant children.
Don't deny them for these men who already made their choices. Your children are not there yet and will need your guidance.
Oh, and by the way, telling inmates your next term will be about sensory deprivation is a bit misleading. Correct me if I'm wrong, but those studies come MUCH later in the curriculum.
Not my job to call you out or take your mask off. All I can say is that you do NOT exhibit the qualities of a learned professional (even a student) in either psychology OR criminology. My question is whether your faux posts are helping or hurting those you target. Eventually, the truth will unveil.
Think about it.
Take your children to the zoo or for a walk in the park. A working, going to school mommy with children does not have the leisure time you exhibit. Instead of trying to love and be loved by these cons, how about you start right there in your own house. Your children need you.
Thank you.
I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
Nicki