I've been in counseling and she keeps talking "CLOSURE". The only closure I'm going to get is when you tell me WHY and that you are sorry.
You may be able to bridge that for me. Please help me understand the WHY. Please have your other "inmates" weigh in. Tell me something that explains the loss of an innocent life. Tell me ANYTHING that helps.
Holidays? Hell no. Birthdays, Easter, XMas, Thanksgiving...all I want is a bottle of vodka and a mattress.
That is the honesty of crime. Please help me understand and not hate.
I'm going to snail you, Marcus. I have alot of questions and hope that you will tolerate my rant. I honestly feel like IF I could rid myself of the angst, the anger, the pain...I could be the person with empathy and compassion that I once was.
Merry XMas and Happy New Year.
I will ask you to share with other convicts and PLEASE give me some answers. The WHY is the most important one.
Thank you for your gracious reply. You know what? I'll take you up on your offer to be a "listening ear". Obviously I'm not doing well blogging here because there are SO MANY bleeding hearts who have never been victimized by crime. Just my opinion, this site should advocate for those who were just random victims as well as the criminals who committed the crime(s).
Dear two dogs, Who would think that we could communicate this way. I have moved to palm desert, CA. I will write and let you know more.. I have just made contact with my son. A very tentative contact but enough to learn that he is ok. And my missing daughter is ok too. I think of you quite often. Sincerely. Dos canines.
Please know that we are thinking of you this Holiday Season, and know that you are with us, in our hearts always. And we will keep your Mom & Sister in our prayers as well.
You may be able to bridge that for me. Please help me understand the WHY. Please have your other "inmates" weigh in. Tell me something that explains the loss of an innocent life. Tell me ANYTHING that helps.
Holidays? Hell no. Birthdays, Easter, XMas, Thanksgiving...all I want is a bottle of vodka and a mattress.
That is the honesty of crime. Please help me understand and not hate.
Merry XMas and Happy New Year.
I will ask you to share with other convicts and PLEASE give me some answers. The WHY is the most important one.
Thank You.
SAH
I wish you a very heartfelt XMas holiday, Marcus.
Who would think that we could communicate this way. I have moved to palm desert, CA. I will write and let you know more.. I have just made contact with my son. A very tentative contact but enough to learn that he is ok. And my missing daughter is ok too. I think of you quite often. Sincerely.
Dos canines.
I finished the transcription for your post.
Love Always, Dona