Oh, and I want to know what your fellow did to her. I want to know her last words. Did she say I love you mom? Grandma, HELP ME. I'm ripped up about those thoughts. I'd like to think she was not terrorized. My baby...being brutally murdered is NOT what I had planned for motherhood . You bet I'm angry. I'm fighting (not you) but the criminals who took her life. I HATE it that some of you guys post day after day (journals) of the poor treatment. Ronald Clarke, for instance, has 2 HOMICIDES. His other charges didn't even factor into his death sentence.
I've been in counseling and she keeps talking "CLOSURE". The only closure I'm going to get is when you tell me WHY and that you are sorry.
You may be able to bridge that for me. Please help me understand the WHY. Please have your other "inmates" weigh in. Tell me something that explains the loss of an innocent life. Tell me ANYTHING that helps.
Holidays? Hell no. Birthdays, Easter, XMas, Thanksgiving...all I want is a bottle of vodka and a mattress.
That is the honesty of crime. Please help me understand and not hate.
I'm going to snail you, Marcus. I have alot of questions and hope that you will tolerate my rant. I honestly feel like IF I could rid myself of the angst, the anger, the pain...I could be the person with empathy and compassion that I once was.
Merry XMas and Happy New Year.
I will ask you to share with other convicts and PLEASE give me some answers. The WHY is the most important one.
Thank you for your gracious reply. You know what? I'll take you up on your offer to be a "listening ear". Obviously I'm not doing well blogging here because there are SO MANY bleeding hearts who have never been victimized by crime. Just my opinion, this site should advocate for those who were just random victims as well as the criminals who committed the crime(s).
Dear two dogs, Who would think that we could communicate this way. I have moved to palm desert, CA. I will write and let you know more.. I have just made contact with my son. A very tentative contact but enough to learn that he is ok. And my missing daughter is ok too. I think of you quite often. Sincerely. Dos canines.
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You may be able to bridge that for me. Please help me understand the WHY. Please have your other "inmates" weigh in. Tell me something that explains the loss of an innocent life. Tell me ANYTHING that helps.
Holidays? Hell no. Birthdays, Easter, XMas, Thanksgiving...all I want is a bottle of vodka and a mattress.
That is the honesty of crime. Please help me understand and not hate.
Merry XMas and Happy New Year.
I will ask you to share with other convicts and PLEASE give me some answers. The WHY is the most important one.
Thank You.
SAH
I wish you a very heartfelt XMas holiday, Marcus.
Who would think that we could communicate this way. I have moved to palm desert, CA. I will write and let you know more.. I have just made contact with my son. A very tentative contact but enough to learn that he is ok. And my missing daughter is ok too. I think of you quite often. Sincerely.
Dos canines.
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