At some point, Nicki, you're going to have to "graduate". I'm sure it will be a joyous and memorable experience. My odds (if I was a gambler) would be on the house. All things considered, I think you're a nutcase who is attracted to unattainable men. You're probably very young, probably don't have children and most certainly suffer from some form of mental illness.
Either that or you are of advanced age and a recluse who lives (or tries) vicariously through others.
In the United States, we have (at least some of us do) a saying that it takes a village to raise a child.
I take umbrage that your attention is on lonely, dependent, psychotic and deranged middle aged men who have committed and are serving a death row sentence.
In your living quarters (according to you) you have young, vibrant children.
Don't deny them for these men who already made their choices. Your children are not there yet and will need your guidance.
Oh, and by the way, telling inmates your next term will be about sensory deprivation is a bit misleading. Correct me if I'm wrong, but those studies come MUCH later in the curriculum.
Not my job to call you out or take your mask off. All I can say is that you do NOT exhibit the qualities of a learned professional (even a student) in either psychology OR criminology. My question is whether your faux posts are helping or hurting those you target. Eventually, the truth will unveil.
These comments to prisoners under the umbrella of "psychology and criminology student" are really pathetic and lame. Again I'll ask Nicki (as I did in the case of Ronald Clarke) whether she even bothered to read his sheet. Does she know why he is in prison? Is he guilty as charged/convicted? I'm thinking her young children (as she disclosed in a recent post) could fare much better by her time and attention. Nicki, you are neglecting your own children and spending way too much time dabbling in something way out of your league.
Take your children to the zoo or for a walk in the park. A working, going to school mommy with children does not have the leisure time you exhibit. Instead of trying to love and be loved by these cons, how about you start right there in your own house. Your children need you.
Your posts, and those of others here, have made me chose the subject of sensory deprivation for my next assessment. I hope to find information I can share with you to help your understanding of what you are subjected to. I am hopeful that perhaps being conscious of the effects, will help reduce your burden in some small way.
I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
I can't believe that no one commented on this poem. It's really good. So good that it actually inspired me to write a couple of poems. Honestly, I have never had an inspiration like this before. I've always wanted to write poems that rhymed and I never did it until now. Until I read this poem, your poem... And I'm not saying this to blow smoke up your ass, I'm serious. Here, I'll show you one of the writings that you inspired me to write.
It’s so hard to start It’s so hard to finish It feels as if all that you've accomplished will someday be diminished
And it won’t matter if you become somebody some day Because someone will easily take your place Steal your ideas And make a living off you, THEIR way
It’s sad but true Every mutha F**ka Will take a piece of your mind and will somehow ultimately f**k you
not physically but mentally making you think you’re not one of a kind their getting all the fame while everyone leaves you behind
leaving you to feel like a failure people telling you to talk to God, he’ll have the answer
I pray, looking up at the ceiling Hoping someday he’ll give me a reason…. To keep going on with my life and my ideas But all I’m left with are clones of my feelings Washed up on canvases with someone elses fake veneers
Before I end this message I'd like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! = D
OK the art has been posted. I finally figured out how to navigate this thing. You didn't send me the text that goes with the painting. I will try to include it in the frame with the painting. It is really cold in here. I am sitting here waiting for the end of the world. Hope all is good with you Much love, Ellen
Oh, yes, that was a tragedy with that nurse in England....
I do believe those two guys from Australian radio hadn´t expected to really get any information and even less did they expect such a development of the things.
When the hospital at once said they only supported the nurses who were concerned I didn´t believe them already. Not if the royal family was concerned. And the nurse left a letter saying their colleagues were mocking at her etc..... That´s something they shouldn´t have done. The situation was unpleasant enough for Jacintha Saldanha. She knew herself she made a fault, no necessity to point it out over and over again. In my eyes, the colleagues are as guilty as the radio station.
But what I can´t think being right is that Mel Greig and Michael Christian are threatened now. Just hope those people who said they´d kill them won´t do that. Enough pain about it in the world already, don´t add more.
And I agree - I can´t understand that hype about Kate´s pregnancy either. I mean, I do watch royal weddings on TV (looking if I like the wedding gown ;-) ) and it´s nice to hear when a baby is born but why do they have to stalk Kate when she´s puking her guts out. Just leave her alone and that´s that....
Greetings!!!
PS Well, even if some others don´t like your drawings, I usually do - okay, you´re not van Gogh, but the paintings are nice in my eyes. But that skull.... Sorry, just an "ugh" from here. I don´t like that kind of stuff. But maybe others do, who knows. There was a time when skulls were absolutely "in" - I have even seen baby´s wear with skulls on it.
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Either that or you are of advanced age and a recluse who lives (or tries) vicariously through others.
Take that analysis and rock it.
In the United States, we have (at least some of us do) a saying that it takes a village to raise a child.
I take umbrage that your attention is on lonely, dependent, psychotic and deranged middle aged men who have committed and are serving a death row sentence.
In your living quarters (according to you) you have young, vibrant children.
Don't deny them for these men who already made their choices. Your children are not there yet and will need your guidance.
Oh, and by the way, telling inmates your next term will be about sensory deprivation is a bit misleading. Correct me if I'm wrong, but those studies come MUCH later in the curriculum.
Not my job to call you out or take your mask off. All I can say is that you do NOT exhibit the qualities of a learned professional (even a student) in either psychology OR criminology. My question is whether your faux posts are helping or hurting those you target. Eventually, the truth will unveil.
Think about it.
Take your children to the zoo or for a walk in the park. A working, going to school mommy with children does not have the leisure time you exhibit. Instead of trying to love and be loved by these cons, how about you start right there in your own house. Your children need you.
Thank you.
I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
Nicki
It’s so hard to start
It’s so hard to finish
It feels as if all that you've accomplished will someday be diminished
And it won’t matter if you become somebody some day
Because someone will easily take your place
Steal your ideas
And make a living off you, THEIR way
It’s sad but true
Every mutha F**ka
Will take a piece of your mind
and will somehow ultimately f**k you
not physically but mentally
making you think
you’re not one of a kind
their getting all the fame
while everyone leaves you behind
leaving you to feel like a failure
people telling you to talk to God,
he’ll have the answer
I pray, looking up at the ceiling
Hoping someday he’ll give me a reason….
To keep going on with my life and my ideas
But all I’m left with are clones of my feelings
Washed up on canvases with someone elses
fake veneers
Before I end this message I'd like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! = D
It is really cold in here. I am sitting here waiting for the end of the world.
Hope all is good with you
Much love,
Ellen
I do believe those two guys from Australian radio hadn´t expected to really get any information and even less did they expect such a development of the things.
When the hospital at once said they only supported the nurses who were concerned I didn´t believe them already. Not if the royal family was concerned. And the nurse left a letter saying their colleagues were mocking at her etc.....
That´s something they shouldn´t have done.
The situation was unpleasant enough for Jacintha Saldanha. She knew herself she made a fault, no necessity to point it out over and over again.
In my eyes, the colleagues are as guilty as the radio station.
But what I can´t think being right is that Mel Greig and Michael Christian are threatened now. Just hope those people who said they´d kill them won´t do that. Enough pain about it in the world already, don´t add more.
And I agree - I can´t understand that hype about Kate´s pregnancy either. I mean, I do watch royal weddings on TV (looking if I like the wedding gown ;-) ) and it´s nice to hear when a baby is born but why do they have to stalk Kate when she´s puking her guts out.
Just leave her alone and that´s that....
Greetings!!!
PS
Well, even if some others don´t like your drawings, I usually do - okay, you´re not van Gogh, but the paintings are nice in my eyes.
But that skull....
Sorry, just an "ugh" from here. I don´t like that kind of stuff. But maybe others do, who knows.
There was a time when skulls were absolutely "in" - I have even seen baby´s wear with skulls on it.