Your posts, and those of others here, have made me chose the subject of sensory deprivation for my next assessment. I hope to find information I can share with you to help your understanding of what you are subjected to. I am hopeful that perhaps being conscious of the effects, will help reduce your burden in some small way.
I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
I can't believe that no one commented on this poem. It's really good. So good that it actually inspired me to write a couple of poems. Honestly, I have never had an inspiration like this before. I've always wanted to write poems that rhymed and I never did it until now. Until I read this poem, your poem... And I'm not saying this to blow smoke up your ass, I'm serious. Here, I'll show you one of the writings that you inspired me to write.
It’s so hard to start It’s so hard to finish It feels as if all that you've accomplished will someday be diminished
And it won’t matter if you become somebody some day Because someone will easily take your place Steal your ideas And make a living off you, THEIR way
It’s sad but true Every mutha F**ka Will take a piece of your mind and will somehow ultimately f**k you
not physically but mentally making you think you’re not one of a kind their getting all the fame while everyone leaves you behind
leaving you to feel like a failure people telling you to talk to God, he’ll have the answer
I pray, looking up at the ceiling Hoping someday he’ll give me a reason…. To keep going on with my life and my ideas But all I’m left with are clones of my feelings Washed up on canvases with someone elses fake veneers
Before I end this message I'd like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! = D
OK the art has been posted. I finally figured out how to navigate this thing. You didn't send me the text that goes with the painting. I will try to include it in the frame with the painting. It is really cold in here. I am sitting here waiting for the end of the world. Hope all is good with you Much love, Ellen
Oh, yes, that was a tragedy with that nurse in England....
I do believe those two guys from Australian radio hadn´t expected to really get any information and even less did they expect such a development of the things.
When the hospital at once said they only supported the nurses who were concerned I didn´t believe them already. Not if the royal family was concerned. And the nurse left a letter saying their colleagues were mocking at her etc..... That´s something they shouldn´t have done. The situation was unpleasant enough for Jacintha Saldanha. She knew herself she made a fault, no necessity to point it out over and over again. In my eyes, the colleagues are as guilty as the radio station.
But what I can´t think being right is that Mel Greig and Michael Christian are threatened now. Just hope those people who said they´d kill them won´t do that. Enough pain about it in the world already, don´t add more.
And I agree - I can´t understand that hype about Kate´s pregnancy either. I mean, I do watch royal weddings on TV (looking if I like the wedding gown ;-) ) and it´s nice to hear when a baby is born but why do they have to stalk Kate when she´s puking her guts out. Just leave her alone and that´s that....
Greetings!!!
PS Well, even if some others don´t like your drawings, I usually do - okay, you´re not van Gogh, but the paintings are nice in my eyes. But that skull.... Sorry, just an "ugh" from here. I don´t like that kind of stuff. But maybe others do, who knows. There was a time when skulls were absolutely "in" - I have even seen baby´s wear with skulls on it.
I now know what my role will be in your life. I've told you previously that I feel drawn to you for some reason but I wasn't sure why. I have been asking you (perhaps inappropriate) questions in an attempt to understand you better and work out where my place is & I believe I now know. I am here to feed your soul. I'm not entirely sure of all that entails but I can feed your mind by sharing with you what I am learning. We shall learn about rehabilitating offenders together as that is one of my current units. All of the readings are on-line so I can print them and send them to you, along with the study guide and lecture notes. I will send you what I can... You will have to let me know what those things are, what you're able to receive. You must let me know whether you have access to music, and I will call you if I can...
ntire life to understand how hard it is for people who are in that category. I do not want to lose my son but I do not think he is going to make it to 2025. PLEASE HELP ME PRAY FOR HIM. HE DID COMMIT A CRIME BUT NOT ONE THAT SHOULD CAUSE THE LOSS OF HIS LIFE. iF HE MANAGES TO DO THAT ACT SUCCESSFULLY THEY WILL HAVE WON. THEY WANT HIM GONE FROM SOCIETY. THOSE OF US WHO DO NOT WANT THAT HAVE NO SAY OR CONTROL OVER WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING. i WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED AS LONG AS HE HAS IN SUCH A HELL HOLE. THAT IS WHAT THE SUPERMAX PRISON IS AND OUR GOVERNMENT SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF THE INHUMANE TREATMENT OF MENTALLY ILL INMATES.
ppen because of the letter. I turned the letter over to a secret service agent because I thought what he said in the letter would certainly help his case. I did not keep a copy. I should have given her a copy. Surprise surprise she did exactly what a dishonest person does. She did something with the letter. I regret so very much not keeping that letter. I stupidly trusted her. She works for the government so Lord what was I thinking. They do not care about me or my son. They do not allow visits to my son. I have only talked to my son a handful of times since he was sentenced. They control all of that and it is a harsh reality for both of us. Is it any wonder that he has been on a hunger strike or has attempted suicide over and over again. That is the only way he has to control anything. His life, comfort, etc is in the hands of a corrupt government who do nothing but line their pockets and say they want to help people. How can we expect someone who has not been lower or middle class in their e
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I know I am not able to give you the help you need Jeremy, but if being a single mother has taught me anything, it is to focus on what I can do, rather than what I cannot. I hope to serve as a distraction, to offer moral support so you don't feel so alone in the world. To care for the carer, and build your hope that there is the same goodness in others, that you know is within you. You must tell me what I can do to help support 'you'. Not your case, or your cause, or the causes of others. But you. How we can build your inner strength and feed your soul. There is only one Jeremy in the world and I believe you have an important place here. I'm so sorry you feel such helplessness and hopelessness but I see no purpose in assigning blame, only for implementing positive change - as small and seemingly insignificant as those changes may be. I would love to hug you & tell you it will all be ok... but I don't know that it will be. What I do know is that we won't know unless we try. I will send something to you in the mail tomorrow.
You take care my friend! My thoughts are with you.
Nicki
It’s so hard to start
It’s so hard to finish
It feels as if all that you've accomplished will someday be diminished
And it won’t matter if you become somebody some day
Because someone will easily take your place
Steal your ideas
And make a living off you, THEIR way
It’s sad but true
Every mutha F**ka
Will take a piece of your mind
and will somehow ultimately f**k you
not physically but mentally
making you think
you’re not one of a kind
their getting all the fame
while everyone leaves you behind
leaving you to feel like a failure
people telling you to talk to God,
he’ll have the answer
I pray, looking up at the ceiling
Hoping someday he’ll give me a reason….
To keep going on with my life and my ideas
But all I’m left with are clones of my feelings
Washed up on canvases with someone elses
fake veneers
Before I end this message I'd like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! = D
It is really cold in here. I am sitting here waiting for the end of the world.
Hope all is good with you
Much love,
Ellen
I do believe those two guys from Australian radio hadn´t expected to really get any information and even less did they expect such a development of the things.
When the hospital at once said they only supported the nurses who were concerned I didn´t believe them already. Not if the royal family was concerned. And the nurse left a letter saying their colleagues were mocking at her etc.....
That´s something they shouldn´t have done.
The situation was unpleasant enough for Jacintha Saldanha. She knew herself she made a fault, no necessity to point it out over and over again.
In my eyes, the colleagues are as guilty as the radio station.
But what I can´t think being right is that Mel Greig and Michael Christian are threatened now. Just hope those people who said they´d kill them won´t do that. Enough pain about it in the world already, don´t add more.
And I agree - I can´t understand that hype about Kate´s pregnancy either. I mean, I do watch royal weddings on TV (looking if I like the wedding gown ;-) ) and it´s nice to hear when a baby is born but why do they have to stalk Kate when she´s puking her guts out.
Just leave her alone and that´s that....
Greetings!!!
PS
Well, even if some others don´t like your drawings, I usually do - okay, you´re not van Gogh, but the paintings are nice in my eyes.
But that skull....
Sorry, just an "ugh" from here. I don´t like that kind of stuff. But maybe others do, who knows.
There was a time when skulls were absolutely "in" - I have even seen baby´s wear with skulls on it.