Hi Rob - and thanx for your respond. Nooo, you're so wrong!! If I advertise on a dating site that I'm not afraid of spiders, I wouldn't have any guys lined up to date me - it's not cute to be tougher than the guy, you know.. lol, just picture this: a cute lil spider comes towards us, I smash the spider while the guy standing on the chair screaming - haha. Not very macho, eh? lol. Tho, I would probably save the spider, carry it outside - not smash the cute lil thing, tehee :-D Regarding your questions - no, you didn't responded to any of my comments, so I guess you didn't got them somehow. Of course, I could write you a letter, but I recon you need someone on your own age, and not an old goat, haha. How I found you? Well, I'm actually on here to read someone else's blogposts, and while I'm already here I sometimes use to read others, too - and one of those times, I read one of yours. I believe I continued reading because you seem honest, you're quite open about your crime, and that's actually kinda refreshing. Too many are just denying, trying to blame others, etc - but you're open about it. You've obviously grown, and I hope you continue that way. You're still young, and better times will come. You just need to hang in there, you know. Be your best, do your best - try to put on a smile as often as you can, even it's not always that easy. Losing someone always hurts, it will hurt our entire life, but we find ways to continue. I lost both my parents, first my mum, then my dad only two months later - man, I was devastated! It's a few years ago now, but it still hurts too much thinking about them. That's life. But I hear you, Rob, you're in there, never got to say goodbye to anyone, it's heartbreaking and hard to deal with. I feel for you. But you know - think about this, you're not alone, I'm here in Europe, and have read your story, how about that? :-) Well, I better end my comment, you're probably tired reading, lol. Just stay strong and positive, never give up, ok. Ever!
Nooo, you're so wrong!! If I advertise on a dating site that I'm not afraid of spiders, I wouldn't have any guys lined up to date me - it's not cute to be tougher than the guy, you know.. lol, just picture this: a cute lil spider comes towards us, I smash the spider while the guy standing on the chair screaming - haha. Not very macho, eh? lol. Tho, I would probably save the spider, carry it outside - not smash the cute lil thing, tehee :-D
Regarding your questions - no, you didn't responded to any of my comments, so I guess you didn't got them somehow. Of course, I could write you a letter, but I recon you need someone on your own age, and not an old goat, haha.
How I found you? Well, I'm actually on here to read someone else's blogposts, and while I'm already here I sometimes use to read others, too - and one of those times, I read one of yours. I believe I continued reading because you seem honest, you're quite open about your crime, and that's actually kinda refreshing. Too many are just denying, trying to blame others, etc - but you're open about it. You've obviously grown, and I hope you continue that way. You're still young, and better times will come. You just need to hang in there, you know. Be your best, do your best - try to put on a smile as often as you can, even it's not always that easy.
Losing someone always hurts, it will hurt our entire life, but we find ways to continue. I lost both my parents, first my mum, then my dad only two months later - man, I was devastated! It's a few years ago now, but it still hurts too much thinking about them. That's life. But I hear you, Rob, you're in there, never got to say goodbye to anyone, it's heartbreaking and hard to deal with. I feel for you. But you know - think about this, you're not alone, I'm here in Europe, and have read your story, how about that? :-)
Well, I better end my comment, you're probably tired reading, lol. Just stay strong and positive, never give up, ok. Ever!
Take good care!