This becomes vital for those of us who have been brainwashed tot ell our youth to take responsibility for their own actions, for those that blame innercity youth for the rise in crime in america, and even for those who have tried to take "hood credit" for starting something that was totaly government created and funded, and fueled. (Nigga knock it off).
Seems easy just to say street gangs caused the murder rate to rise in america in the late 70's, 80's, and 90's, yeah, but we still stuck on the N-word? (Nigga please).
Got "our own", voting on tough on crime laws? Marching in the streets, all on TV talking about we need to take our streets back? What tha hell? From who? Those are our kids in those streets, who's side are you on? Or, take your youth back from the streets, yeah?
5.
No more statements like "The whiteman", or the go to favorite, "the system", who is They? Them? You see, that's what the New Generation calls "Rotten Game" by those that's trying to control youth while working with Nixon and Reagan's intent to incarcerate and legally kill our youth, straight up. We go online and seek to find dirt on eachother to use against eachother, as these maggots put case citations of a new generation on blast, but nobody is willing to connect the dots from hatred to the Law Enforcement Agencies in every state, and thats why we created a section in our Zines called "California On Blast."
Anybody ever heard of Don Novey? Why not? He's heard of you? The white man has a name, The system has names, Them and They have names, They have a website and documented history.
So, please, redirect your N-Word attention to whats happening to our people, our YG'z are now being targeted, wake up and engage this section we call, California On Blast in each of our Write or Die Zine issues, get all of them.
The new generation was taught how segregation in america was met face to face by our elders, and while others view those photos and film footage of riots and abuse with an eye on those maggots on the segregation side, our generation also had the presence of mind to look into the crouds of people on the side of equality, and we saw other races of people standing and struggling side by side, blood by blood and pictures dont lie; welcome to the future.
-- xzyzst (exist)
3.
I want to dedicate the next few pages of this work to those with no work to do than, attack our young people for using the word Nigga.
I printed the preceding article because I dont want to give the so-called know it all's the luxury of saying that I've made this up, and also, some people just need to be reminded that not only did John Ehrlichman expose the origins of the "War on Drugs" language, The Republican Party it came from, and who was considered to be the enemy of campaign, and the target for criminalization. (copied out of dictionary) hip-pie or hip-py, n, pl hippies: a usu. young person who rejects established mores and advocates nonviolence; also: a long-haired unconventionally dressed young person
Hippies and Black people, even behind the closed doors, and inside voice has spoken the words "Black people", not Niggers or colored people, African American people, he said "Black people", and hippies. (criminalizing American youth). While we are so caught up on the N-Word, the Republican party planned to incarcerate so many Black people, that it had to be given a name, mass incarceration.
California Gov. Ronald Reagan followed Nixon's methods with yet another drug, Crack Cocaine, and there is CIA records and data on this fact.
4.
The Brotha, uncle Russell Maroon Shoatz has been teaching, warning and consistantly trying to open our eyes about this for years, and it would behoove our Elders to order all of the zines with his work exposing this Black, drug, incarceration connective pattern across america. (Niggaz betta wake up)
My own personal research never ended, due to the fact that no matter how far back I trace the N-word, I learn a new balance of greatness about this negroid godlike race of people that is born and built to last, hence, my name, xzyzst (exist), for, how many times can one view generation after generation of this one amazing grade of people that survived multiple attempts of extinction, abuse and horror, where not even self distruction is able to prevail.
And then it hit me, by what measure do our ancestors at the bottom of slave ships, and ocean floors, view us arriving to circa 2017 shifting our energies and focus to making the word nigger public enemy #1?
I even heard people repeat a saying that goes:
"If you want to hide something from a black man, put it in a book"
As diabolical as that is, before the internet, the history of the N-word could only be found in a book-lexicon or some cataloged document, while we are being conditioned to hate ourselves, and eachother, and this one word, who, had the presence of mind, to the information that was available to those that misued us all? Who, looked into the future to teach us about ourselves?
2.
Studying our own History is a great move, but we didn't have the presence of mind to research what enslavers knew or should've known about the N-word because in 2017, Black Lives should matter to the descendants of enslavers to the degree in which todays inner city youth and HipHop Society, college students, the Black Gay Community and street gangmembers, skateboarders, young R&B singers, artists, poets and dancers, and everyone with a camera phone that has put evil on blast, together, and individually.
Even american prison yards are becoming more multiculturally sound by the true nature of young people in america that don't respect "rotten game", these Y G'z are my heroes.
I appreciate you being open with your reply, I realize that I was harsh, I try not to hurt peoples feelings, I am just still beside myself with all of this. Yes, we were friends, good friends, I considered you my friend always, and watching you on the news that day was very traumatic. I do pray that you can heal, and I pray for the victim, Im just really lost as to how to feel, and process it. I obviously kept track to see what came of things with you, I guess I just lept straight to the pain and lashed out. You do deserve the time, I believe that, when I think of my own children it makes me shudder, as a parent. I pray for your girls as well. I may be very confused, but I am not a bad person. I remember the good times, and the Rhonda I knew so well.
Hey buddy! Long time no talk...again! I don't know why I haven't been getting calls from you. In a message you left on my cell you alluded the fact you couldn't collect call me directly. I know it was only a couple months ago that I renewed my subscription to the collect call service. Speaking of subscriptions, I think I ordered you somewhere along the line of a half dozen magazines. I hope you have started to receive them and they help you keep abreast of what's going on in our lovely world. Take for example, our lovely political environment and the full range of choices we have (had?, never had/>. Anyways, I hope you're doing well and we can figure this phone call situation out soon. As for news on my end, my parents moved out and Christina and her 6-year old daughter Alani moved in. I basically told my parents to get the hell out! Haha, you know that was a joke. They wanted to downsize and simplify and returned to one of these 55 and over communities that are all over florida. The only difference this time, from the one they were in last time is they really downgraded and went with a much more modest community. They didn't like the stuffy, nose-in-the-air type people in the one my mother first bought back even when you and I were in Cali. Other than that, life is pretty much the difficult, stressful, inadequately satisfying thing many older people were inclined to make us believe. My carpet, tile, and air-duct cleaning business is doing horribly (I could be doing a lot more--for example spending more time figuring out how to show up on google searches people make in the area). From flood clean-ups to carpet cleaning, to cleaning yachts, I've have good variety of services and can often do them better than stanley steamer (joke) and sometimes work like serv-pro (which handle jobs as big as an entire house full of mold or a rotten dead guy). They clean up all sorts of things. Interesting right? lol Anyways, let me send this off to you and keep this page open to transcribe one of your letters today--now that I finally became the proper kind of member who could do so. Take care buddy and choose your battles wisely, Chris
I almost forgot my password! But I succeeded! Hello Kelly, how long it has been!!! How are you doing?!I hope and pray all is well with you. ;))I missed you a lot, my my... I see a few months went by. I am here now in Mt Sterling, visiting George. I had had the 6hr visits on weekdays. When i flew to the airport of Milwaukee- his dad preferred so- because he lives in Wisconsin,we drove many miles!to reach our hotel in Mt Sterling.John, a friend drove us, like usually. We arrived rather late to visit George. There we heard we had to register in the morning already!Next a female warden shouted: don't put money, but I already did because I had haste!Then we heard George was in segregation! And his dad(92) could only visit 2 days! The next day we heard in the "1 hour" visit that he was there because he had received a ACTIVIST newsletter(socialistic); can you imagine!!!He got it before and they also let it come in!! A warden who had managed to put him 2 weeks in segregation before, searched his room and managed to do it AGAIN!So now, I can visit him ONLY twice a month for only 1 hour, Kelly. :( He had given me a name to call, from someone who could eventually help him.This man did look after his case, but we'll have to wait for the response of Internal Affairs and that investigation could take up to a month! It's real sad; i came from so far and get only 4 hours for those 2 months. Today George turned 67 and we spoke the second time behind glass...I can't buy anything either.He is cuffed.We still can laugh though.I've still the 1st of July and the 8th with his dad.I stay after the last visit in an motel close to the airport. The next day I fly back to Belgium. So now I see with my own eyes what he has to go through, Kelly :( I can't get in my email, and had to make a new account; but this I could get into. Have you heard from the attacks by terrorists on March 22nd? It changed our view for ever... On the 28th of January Lars was born, a brother to Lynn. She is very intelligent and 2 and 5 months old now. Their parents are Elke and Bart.;) Leslie and Philip decided to stay in America, San Diego.They bought a house there and just moved. Well,I would love to hear from you!
Thanks for writing! I worked on the transcription for your post. Not done yet but should have it wrapped up tomorrow. Looking forward to reading more! :-J
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responsibility for their own actions, for those that blame innercity youth for the rise in
crime in america, and even for those who have tried to take "hood credit" for starting
something that was totaly government created and funded, and fueled. (Nigga knock it off).
Seems easy just to say street gangs caused the murder rate to rise in america in the late
70's, 80's, and 90's, yeah, but we still stuck on the N-word? (Nigga please).
Got "our own", voting on tough on crime laws? Marching in the streets, all on TV talking about
we need to take our streets back? What tha hell? From who? Those are our kids
in those streets, who's side are you on? Or, take your youth back from the streets, yeah?
5.
No more statements like "The whiteman", or the go to favorite, "the system", who is
They? Them? You see, that's what the New Generation calls "Rotten Game" by those
that's trying to control youth while working with Nixon and Reagan's intent to incarcerate
and legally kill our youth, straight up.
We go online and seek to find dirt on eachother to use against eachother, as these
maggots put case citations of a new generation on blast, but nobody is willing
to connect the dots from hatred to the Law Enforcement Agencies in every state, and
thats why we created a section in our Zines called "California On Blast."
Anybody ever heard of Don Novey? Why not? He's heard of you? The white man has a name,
The system has names, Them and They have names, They have a website and documented
history.
So, please, redirect your N-Word attention to whats happening to our people,
our YG'z are now being targeted, wake up and engage this section we call, California On Blast
in each of our Write or Die Zine issues, get all of them.
--xzyzst
and while others view those photos and film footage of riots and abuse with an eye on
those maggots on the segregation side, our generation also had the presence of mind to look into
the crouds of people on the side of equality, and we saw other races of people standing
and struggling side by side, blood by blood and pictures dont lie; welcome to the future.
-- xzyzst (exist)
3.
I want to dedicate the next few pages of this work to those with no work to do
than, attack our young people for using the word Nigga.
I printed the preceding article because I dont want to give the so-called know it all's the
luxury of saying that I've made this up, and also, some people just need to be reminded that
not only did John Ehrlichman expose the origins of the "War on Drugs" language, The Republican
Party it came from, and who was considered to be the enemy of campaign, and the target
for criminalization.
(copied out of dictionary) hip-pie or hip-py, n, pl hippies: a usu. young person who rejects
established mores and advocates nonviolence; also: a long-haired unconventionally dressed
young person
Hippies and Black people, even behind the closed doors, and inside voice has spoken the
words "Black people", not Niggers or colored people, African American people, he said "Black people",
and hippies. (criminalizing American youth).
While we are so caught up on the N-Word, the Republican party planned to incarcerate so many
Black people, that it had to be given a name, mass incarceration.
California Gov. Ronald Reagan followed Nixon's methods with yet another drug, Crack Cocaine, and
there is CIA records and data on this fact.
4.
The Brotha, uncle Russell Maroon Shoatz has been teaching, warning and consistantly trying
to open our eyes about this for years, and it would behoove our Elders to order all
of the zines with his work exposing this Black, drug, incarceration connective pattern
across america. (Niggaz betta wake up)
My own personal research never ended, due to the fact that no matter how far back I trace the
N-word, I learn a new balance of greatness about this negroid godlike race of people that is
born and built to last, hence, my name, xzyzst (exist), for, how many times can one view
generation after generation of this one amazing grade of people that survived multiple
attempts of extinction, abuse and horror, where not even self distruction is able to prevail.
And then it hit me, by what measure do our ancestors at the bottom of slave ships, and
ocean floors, view us arriving to circa 2017 shifting our energies and focus to making
the word nigger public enemy #1?
I even heard people repeat a saying that goes:
"If you want to hide something
from a black man, put it in a book"
As diabolical as that is, before the internet, the history of the N-word could only be
found in a book-lexicon or some cataloged document, while we are being conditioned to
hate ourselves, and eachother, and this one word, who, had the presence of mind, to
the information that was available to those that misued us all? Who, looked into the
future to teach us about ourselves?
2.
Studying our own History is a great move, but we didn't have the presence of mind
to research what enslavers knew or should've known about the N-word because in 2017,
Black Lives should matter to the descendants of enslavers to the degree in which
todays inner city youth and HipHop Society, college students, the Black Gay
Community and street gangmembers, skateboarders, young R&B singers, artists,
poets and dancers, and everyone with a camera phone that has put evil on
blast, together, and individually.
Even american prison yards are becoming more multiculturally sound by the true nature of
young people in america that don't respect "rotten game", these Y G'z are my heroes.
My carpet, tile, and air-duct cleaning business is doing horribly (I could be doing a lot more--for example spending more time figuring out how to show up on google searches people make in the area). From flood clean-ups to carpet cleaning, to cleaning yachts, I've have good variety of services and can often do them better than stanley steamer (joke) and sometimes work like serv-pro (which handle jobs as big as an entire house full of mold or a rotten dead guy). They clean up all sorts of things. Interesting right? lol Anyways, let me send this off to you and keep this page open to transcribe one of your letters today--now that I finally became the proper kind of member who could do so.
Take care buddy and choose your battles wisely,
Chris
Hello Kelly, how long it has been!!! How are you doing?!I hope and pray all is well with you. ;))I missed you a lot, my my...
I see a few months went by.
I am here now in Mt Sterling, visiting George.
I had had the 6hr visits on weekdays.
When i flew to the airport of Milwaukee- his dad preferred so- because he lives in Wisconsin,we drove many miles!to reach our hotel in Mt Sterling.John, a friend drove us, like usually.
We arrived rather late to visit George. There we heard we had to register in the morning already!Next a female warden shouted: don't put money, but I already did because I had haste!Then we heard George was in segregation!
And his dad(92) could only visit 2 days!
The next day we heard in the "1 hour" visit that he was there because he had received a ACTIVIST newsletter(socialistic); can you imagine!!!He got it before and they also let it come in!!
A warden who had managed to put him 2 weeks in segregation before, searched his room and managed to do it AGAIN!So now, I can visit him ONLY twice a month for only 1 hour, Kelly. :(
He had given me a name to call, from someone who could eventually help him.This man did look after his case, but we'll have to wait for the response of Internal Affairs and that investigation could take up to a month!
It's real sad; i came from so far and get only 4 hours for those 2 months.
Today George turned 67 and we spoke the second time behind glass...I can't buy anything either.He is cuffed.We still can laugh though.I've still the 1st of July and the 8th with his dad.I stay after the last visit in an motel close to the airport. The next day I fly back to Belgium.
So now I see with my own eyes what he has to go through, Kelly :(
I can't get in my email, and had to make a new account; but this I could get into.
Have you heard from the attacks by terrorists on March 22nd? It changed our view for ever...
On the 28th of January Lars was born, a brother to Lynn. She is very intelligent and 2 and 5 months old now. Their parents are Elke and Bart.;)
Leslie and Philip decided to stay in America, San Diego.They bought a house there and just moved.
Well,I would love to hear from you!
x Rita
Not done yet but should have it wrapped up tomorrow. Looking forward to reading more!
:-J