I totally agree with you, Kyle. Jesus' teachings come first before everything else: oaths should not be permitted. I have often pondered over this commandment. I think swearing oaths might border on lying, in the sense that they avoid giving definite answers. If we were serious about saying "yes", we wouldn't need an oath to bolster it. Also, swearing oaths arrogates this power onto us that we just don't have. It seems that, in swearing oaths, we are implying that we have divine-like power (e.g. "I swear by America that I'll help you." This statement implies that, if you should break your oath, then you would somehow hand America over to the wronged party.) I guess that's why Jesus says humans can't make one hair on their heads white or black; therefore, they should not make oaths. At least that's how oaths seem to me. What do you think? Best, Calhoun25
Today is Christmas Day and its been one of the worst Christmas's that I have had over the last 10 years. I have spent the last few days crying so much that I feel extremely sick, you know Don, after all these years together and to see you end it like this makes me feel incredibly sad, but I am not going to beg for your love.
In your email that you sent you have caused me more pain than both Colin and Nigel put together, you that broke down all my boundaries and taught me how to love has now done the one thing he promised never to do, you have hurt me so bad.
I am not going to beg you to love me because I know that you have had lots of woman in your life and are probably used to telling them to go, so what's another one,except this one was stupid and gullible because she believed that you loved her and that there was a chance of a life together after all this.
Just remember it was your choice to end what we had, not mine, and how ironic, our friends who played games with our mail have got what they have been trying to do for so long, Don and Ali are no more............
Don, I will sort out your money that I have and will in the next month get it released and sent to your mom, the money that you sent on previous occasions I will pay you back, I just don't have it right now, so in February when I am starting to get better I will work extra hours to start paying you back, it might take me a year or so but you will get every single cent that you lent me.
I hope you know that Jo is hurting just as much, how cruel to send that email that you wrote me to her, why did you do that??? Why bring her into our relationship? Why let her see how you ended this? Is that what a real man does? I don't need a response...........
The Christmas card that I posted you, just tear it up when you get it because it has no meaning any more.
I end this email with a poem that I wrote you as it is easier for me to put things in writing to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind. But now I choose not to care. Some words are left unsaid. These unsaid words need to be said. Mistakes can occur. It may have or did already. We both are in pain wondering what's on each other mind. My mind is left blank. Blank because it's missing. It's missing you. You took every part of me. First my heart; my soul; then my mind; now everything. Every part of my body is stolen from you. Not physically but mentally. I don't wish to turn back time, doing that may make me not meet you. It may not let me feel what I have felt. Even though this is a painful acceptance but I'll still always think of you You changed part of me. I thank you for showing me things I haven't known. I thank you for loving me. I thank you for letting me be part of your life. Part of my love will always remain with you. My last farewell and goodbye to you.
I think you'll really like Weezer! Their music is very diverse, from their 90s stuff up to present day. They're an alternative rock type of band. Recently got into them myself. I definitely gotta check out those Christian rock bands you mentioned myself. I think I remember that one song from O Brother, Where Art Thou?, because I saw that movie some time ago. I get what you mean, when you say that "you either get it or you don't". Sometimes people just connect with music, or it just totally flies over their heads. It's a hit-or-miss type of thing. I guess it depends on whether the listener can personally connect with the raw emotion of the singer, you know? Best, Calhoun25
I am sending this to you on this site as I am not sure that you are getting my emails from Les.
I got your mail and I dont know what to say, right now I am in shock!!!!
I have sent this email to Les but just so you know, I have been emailing him twice a week telling him to tell you what has been going on as I have not been well. When it came to your tanks giving Les sent me an email and said not to send any emails that week and the following week!!!
Jo does not like Les and I now believe that he has been holding back some of my emails, but what does it matter, you ended our relationship.
Ok, you want to end this, that's fine then, After 10 years together you ended what we have, you said if we lost the snail things would be ok, nothing would change you knew where to find me.
I haven't emailed you since the 7/12/2013 as I have been busy and sick and Jo has been extremely sick, things have been bad but I kept them from you as I didn't want you to worry.
Don, I love you and always will and as you know my experience with men there will not be another man in my life ever, no one can replace you.
You have hurt me so much but because I love you so much I will let you go but one thing you have to, know, out of the 10years we have been together, I told you one lie as I didnt want you to worry, my hernia is not a hernia, its a malignant tumour which I am due to have removed on the 7th January, just thought you would like to know. Remember, my last email, I told you I have leave in January........
Please can you send me back all the photos of Jo when she was a baby.
You are a remarkable and very special man, I hope you really find the love and happiness you deserve with another woman, I will always love you more!!!
Thakin God for wakin me n my kids n family n friends up this mornin n we miss u alot lil cuz we always think bout u alot Cuz u will always be n our pray n our heart n we always talk bout How good u will need n to be a good father to ur daughter lil Cuz we love u with all our heart
Dominique Ford love always n keep ur head up for us n we will never forget u we will always remember u lil Cuz
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Best,
Calhoun25
Today is Christmas Day and its been one of the worst Christmas's that I have had over the last 10 years. I have spent the last few days crying so much that I feel extremely sick, you know Don, after all these years together and to see you end it like this makes me feel incredibly sad, but I am not going to beg for your love.
In your email that you sent you have caused me more pain than both Colin and Nigel put together, you that broke down all my boundaries and taught me how to love has now done the one thing he promised never to do, you have hurt me so bad.
I am not going to beg you to love me because I know that you have had lots of woman in your life and are probably used to telling them to go, so what's another one,except this one was stupid and gullible because she believed that you loved her and that there was a chance of a life together after all this.
Just remember it was your choice to end what we had, not mine, and how ironic, our friends who played games with our mail have got what they have been trying to do for so long, Don and Ali are no more............
Don, I will sort out your money that I have and will in the next month get it released and sent to your mom, the money that you sent on previous occasions I will pay you back, I just don't have it right now, so in February when I am starting to get better I will work extra hours to start paying you back, it might take me a year or so but you will get every single cent that you lent me.
I hope you know that Jo is hurting just as much, how cruel to send that email that you wrote me to her, why did you do that??? Why bring her into our relationship? Why let her see how you ended this? Is that what a real man does? I don't need a response...........
The Christmas card that I posted you, just tear it up when you get it because it has no meaning any more.
I end this email with a poem that I wrote you as it is easier for me to put things in writing to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind.
But now I choose not to care.
Some words are left unsaid.
These unsaid words need to be said.
Mistakes can occur.
It may have or did already.
We both are in pain wondering what's on each other mind.
My mind is left blank.
Blank because it's missing.
It's missing you.
You took every part of me.
First my heart; my soul; then my mind;
now everything.
Every part of my body is stolen from you.
Not physically but mentally.
I don't wish to turn back time,
doing that may make me not meet you.
It may not let me feel what I have felt.
Even though this is a painful acceptance
but I'll still always think of you
You changed part of me.
I thank you for showing me things I haven't known.
I thank you for loving me.
I thank you for letting me be part of your life.
Part of my love will always remain with you.
My last farewell and goodbye to you.
Goodbye, my love
My special man whom
I loved more
Alexandra
25/12/2013
Hi there Daniel,
I have written snail to you so please look out or it.
Just wanted to wish you a happy Christmas for today and to let you know that I was thinking of you and all my pen pals that write as well.
Take care and look out for snail.
Alexandra
Best,
Calhoun25
I am sending this to you on this site as I am not sure that you are getting my emails from Les.
I got your mail and I dont know what to say, right now I am in shock!!!!
I have sent this email to Les but just so you know, I have been emailing him twice a week telling him to tell you what has been going on as I have not been well. When it came to your tanks giving Les sent me an email and said not to send any emails that week and the following week!!!
Jo does not like Les and I now believe that he has been holding back some of my emails, but what does it matter, you ended our relationship.
Ok, you want to end this, that's fine then, After 10 years together you ended what we have, you said if we lost the snail things would be ok, nothing would change you knew where to find me.
I haven't emailed you since the 7/12/2013 as I have been busy and sick and Jo has been extremely sick, things have been bad but I kept them from you as I didn't want you to worry.
Don, I love you and always will and as you know my experience with men there will not be another man in my life ever, no one can replace you.
You have hurt me so much but because I love you so much I will let you go but one thing you have to, know, out of the 10years we have been together, I told you one lie as I didnt want you to worry, my hernia is not a hernia, its a malignant tumour which I am due to have removed on the 7th January, just thought you would like to know. Remember, my last email, I told you I have leave in January........
Please can you send me back all the photos of Jo when she was a baby.
You are a remarkable and very special man, I hope you really find the love and happiness you deserve with another woman, I will always love you more!!!
You will always be my one true love.
I love you
Alexandra
Dominique Ford love always n keep ur head up for us n we will never forget u we will always remember u lil Cuz