hey its your oldest michael , i just wanted to tell you mare about myself. i actually didnt know about you tell i was about twelve and my sister told me about you. i grew up thinking my stepdad frank was my father and i think that fucked up my head pretty bad when i found out about everything. but thats just life and we cant change the past. i smoke a lot of marijuana and it helps my get thru alot of situations and helps me from hurting others and myself but im not usually a violent person but i do have a past of hurting people from kids to teachers in school and then i started smoking weed and it keeps my stress level waaaay down and i dont have to take chill pills like i did as a child. i guess i have adhd and that played another huge role inmy life.
i havnt always made the best decisions in my life i was put in jail three times two in county and one in a penal farm prison for about eight months i was stoped in memphis TN with a lot of weed in my trunk at age 18 and did 3 months and had probation and violated from breaking into a house and thats when i did my time in the penal farm and now i have two felonys and a strike so im trying not to brake the law as much as possible, i cant wait to hear from you i hear the last time a saw youn i was like 2. i used to talk to destiny and i wanted to go see her but her parents were not going for it but we will mett soon . i would like to talk to her again so if your reading this hit me up sis i wanna know wtf your doin now days!!! well i hope to hear from you soon dad.
bill this is your son michael your oldest son with dina kizzia im alive and well i turn 21 on march 21, iv ben reading about your life and childhood growing up and a lot of it i can relate to. the pictures on the site really tripped me out we look so much alike its crazy....not a doubt in my mind your my father. from what iv ben reading we are alike in many ways.. im a very on edge type of guy and flip out very easily. im not a violent person when it comes to anger, it always comes down to me hurting myself,, iv ben thru a lot of shit coming up that i think plays a huge role in my life from beatings from my stepfather, hiding in the closet from the screaming in the next room and sounds of objects being broke to nasty creepy uncles to moving from town to town school to school, moms nxt asshole bf. i have a problem with not thinking about things before i do so. very frustrating at times but what doesnt kill me makes me stronger and im learing as im living. i have a HUUUUGE problem with athority i dont know why i cant stand being told what to do or when people talk at me and not to me. i love fishing and the outdoors , me and my girlfriend and our dog just drove to grass valley to see the snow.. we had fun but we seem to get into arguments over very stupid stuff. but i love her and she one of the most important people i have in my life, she's my best friend. one of my only friends i have. i seem to push people away at times and i have so many people who love me. i just make bad decisions at times. i love to cook im very good at it. i wanted to go to school for it but im not sure. i dont know what i want im just trying to take it step bye step. i hope your at peace and know that you have family out here thinking about what your doing and if your thinking about us. i hope this letter brightens your day. i know how it feels to not know whats going on out there and how it feels to here from someone and know there thinkin bout you. hope to hear from you soon. i can give you a address to write as soon as i get reply. your oldest son michael.
Wow! Bless that poet; for the poem is enjoyable in its words and selfless in its being a gift! Do you know Mr. Larson well? Anyway, thank you so much, Jim, for your service to this country. It's painful to hear that mistreatment-inside both the army and prison-still happens among humans, but that's why we try our best to forgive them and be wary of our own sins. Stay strong in there! It's strange that they cut all of those benefits off from you guys; why did the powers that be do that? If they give you access to books, maybe that can help? I'm not sure what the weather is like over in Utah, but in Chicago, it's negative degrees! (so cold!) Anyway, regarding Veteran's Day, I have a friend who is an avid war collector. He has all these neat items from the Civil War, WWI, WWII, Korean War, and the Vietnam War. He has a family history of participation in war; apparently, his granddad was a very famous army war surgeon! So famous, that they have his name on a wall somewhere in Tufts University, a very prestigeous school for medicine. One time, jokingly, he threw some gas pellets at me; they were in a case, and probably expired, but it was still scary! He also knows pretty well a famous painter of WWII scenes. He definitely has a passion for what he does. Anyway, I'll talk to you later, Jim! Keep on writing! --Calhoun25
What's up Biz?! I haven't talked to anyone in awhile. I come here looking at your blog, but the most recent post I can seem to find is this one - so I don't know if you stopped or not. I miss everyone. It sounds stupid, but I really had a good time through all the ridiculousness, but then I'm crazy. I miss you too bud - through our running and dancing and praying and arguing and writing and just watching tv, you were a very happy part of my life. Anyway, if there is a way to see newer posts, or if there even are any, let me know what it is. Here's hoping to hear from you and hoping the feds are being good to you.
hi jeremiah that day i wrote we went for that meal but then straight to the airport was no chance to go to a post office i gave letter to yusaf two days ago but he came back with it said they cant send it registered/signed for cos its got an english address on the back, i didnt think of that but i dont want put the spanish address and its some wierd thing gets sent back im going back uk in few days i will do it as soon as i get back, i promise i aint making it up ok:-) i may have a tag line 'a liar a joker and a thief tagged up by diabolic and the immortal technique' but im trying turn over a new leaf. i started reading the emerald tablets of thoth its really cool. i hope yoy got the gospel of judas and are enjoying it, mine didnt turn up beforei left for spain. when we went to the town mercia then we was at the casino waiting in the car outside for yusaf i was look at the wall was written 23/12/12 the day i looked in the mirror and saw that face bit like on avatuers film. date on mayan calander do with quezecoytal. i think i read the other day about an old 'jewish' scripture called q but i cant remember, there is one called sephir i wud like to read. i like this spiderwoman charactrer i hear the hopi say came here with creator, when im looking at the stars here trying to work out if its tiochardi ar la/our time has come time yet like in sign of the times song Tec says 'fight with my rebel army until the stars are aligned'. i not really got a rebel army i got sophora i was playing some wierd game with her she gets all the gravel outside makes it in like mounds then puts sticks and stuff in it one was the face of an alien, maybe its do with quezecoytal he cud be i nhis mexican pyramid while im shadowing him here in spain
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John Lafranchise, Jr. of Annapolis, MD
Best wishes.
from your oldest son, michael'
--Calhoun25
What's up Biz?! I haven't talked to anyone in awhile. I come here looking at your blog, but the most recent post I can seem to find is this one - so I don't know if you stopped or not.
I miss everyone. It sounds stupid, but I really had a good time through all the ridiculousness, but then I'm crazy. I miss you too bud - through our running and dancing and praying and arguing and writing and just watching tv, you were a very happy part of my life.
Anyway, if there is a way to see newer posts, or if there even are any, let me know what it is.
Here's hoping to hear from you and hoping the feds are being good to you.
Always your friend,
Earl
Stay Strong!