I am sending this to you on this site as I am not sure that you are getting my emails from Les.
I got your mail and I dont know what to say, right now I am in shock!!!!
I have sent this email to Les but just so you know, I have been emailing him twice a week telling him to tell you what has been going on as I have not been well. When it came to your tanks giving Les sent me an email and said not to send any emails that week and the following week!!!
Jo does not like Les and I now believe that he has been holding back some of my emails, but what does it matter, you ended our relationship.
Ok, you want to end this, that's fine then, After 10 years together you ended what we have, you said if we lost the snail things would be ok, nothing would change you knew where to find me.
I haven't emailed you since the 7/12/2013 as I have been busy and sick and Jo has been extremely sick, things have been bad but I kept them from you as I didn't want you to worry.
Don, I love you and always will and as you know my experience with men there will not be another man in my life ever, no one can replace you.
You have hurt me so much but because I love you so much I will let you go but one thing you have to, know, out of the 10years we have been together, I told you one lie as I didnt want you to worry, my hernia is not a hernia, its a malignant tumour which I am due to have removed on the 7th January, just thought you would like to know. Remember, my last email, I told you I have leave in January........
Please can you send me back all the photos of Jo when she was a baby.
You are a remarkable and very special man, I hope you really find the love and happiness you deserve with another woman, I will always love you more!!!
Thakin God for wakin me n my kids n family n friends up this mornin n we miss u alot lil cuz we always think bout u alot Cuz u will always be n our pray n our heart n we always talk bout How good u will need n to be a good father to ur daughter lil Cuz we love u with all our heart
Dominique Ford love always n keep ur head up for us n we will never forget u we will always remember u lil Cuz
I thought that the email I sent last night would be my last one to you ever but after giving your email some thought, damn well will not give up on you.
You are my man, and you seem to think that after 10 years together you can just walk away especially after you told me that I am stuck with you for ever and you will always be mine and then out of the blue, you end what we have after 10 years????
You even promised that if we lost the snail, you would know where to find me, really???
Don, I will fight for you as you are mine, today was one of the worst days in my entire life, I never went to work and have literally spent the whole day crying, I just took 6 napacod to calm me down and no doubt I will eventually fall asleep, but that's my problem, not yours............
Don, we planned a life together and I will not give up on you, I have been faithful to you, but you want to end this by saying its lack of snail or communication between us, but it works both ways. Yes, I don't respond to all your emails as soon as you send them, but I also go weeks without an email from you. What about snail?? Jo sends every month to you but you don't respond,as to me, when did you last write, because the last snail was so long ago I cant even remember........................
So, I then thought you must have met some one else, so have you?? I ask because I know you don't cheat and the only way you will move on is without baggage, so have you met another woman??
I called the prison today, four times in fact, to ask for the chaplain, but they did not understand me, then half an hour ago someone understood me and said he is not there.
Don, I love you and will not walk away from you, I promised your gran that I would always be with you by your side, so why are you walking away from me?
Don, has the last 10 year's between us been a lie? You sure as hell have given me a Christmas to remember!!!! You promised that you would never ever hut me and now you say I am cruel??
Ok, I am not going to beg for you to love me, so if you have thought this over and want it finished, so be it, but I dont want this finished, do you?
I tried to call your mom but her number just rings.
Don, tell me, in your heart do you really want this over?
I am putting this email on your blog as well, just to make sure you get it, because even after all the snail problems we have managed to overcome this.
I guess I really do love you MORE because I am the one running around trying to save what we have built up together.
I miss you n ur daughter do too. She knows you love her and she waiting for you..You right every body is human n make mistakes. A Lesson learned is a blessin earned..KEEP YO HEAD UP..Dnt Feel Bad That No One Is In Ur Corner Its Like That Out Here Too. Everi Men Is Out For They Self In Its Crazy...Love
Yes, I believe a child should have an relation with a parent that's incarcerated... I mean why not?... being incarcerated don't take a parents knowledge and advice away that might can help their child/children jump hurdles and dodge curve balls thats sure to come their way in life... I don't believe in shielding a child from the truth if their old enough to understand... I mean that's part of growing and helping them understand life and this world... Which you mentioned in one of your other post ... you didn't have growing up... I have read all you post and love them especially Remember Me... Great work Love Niecey :)
Im sorry to hear that cuzin didn't know what was going on with u u made my cry with this u always got love on your other side of your family love u n keep your head up we miss u your big cuzin lon lon / SHALON
Still no accountability!!! Everyone else's fault! You didn't do anything.... How sad! Stop blaming everyone take some ownership to fact you took a life! A son , a husband, a father, a brother, a friend. You changed your life that day and changed the life of many other people! Life is not fair! We all live it everyday! We learn from our mistakes. We ask forgiveness. We forgive. We do better!! I have been following your life since you changed mine.
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I am sending this to you on this site as I am not sure that you are getting my emails from Les.
I got your mail and I dont know what to say, right now I am in shock!!!!
I have sent this email to Les but just so you know, I have been emailing him twice a week telling him to tell you what has been going on as I have not been well. When it came to your tanks giving Les sent me an email and said not to send any emails that week and the following week!!!
Jo does not like Les and I now believe that he has been holding back some of my emails, but what does it matter, you ended our relationship.
Ok, you want to end this, that's fine then, After 10 years together you ended what we have, you said if we lost the snail things would be ok, nothing would change you knew where to find me.
I haven't emailed you since the 7/12/2013 as I have been busy and sick and Jo has been extremely sick, things have been bad but I kept them from you as I didn't want you to worry.
Don, I love you and always will and as you know my experience with men there will not be another man in my life ever, no one can replace you.
You have hurt me so much but because I love you so much I will let you go but one thing you have to, know, out of the 10years we have been together, I told you one lie as I didnt want you to worry, my hernia is not a hernia, its a malignant tumour which I am due to have removed on the 7th January, just thought you would like to know. Remember, my last email, I told you I have leave in January........
Please can you send me back all the photos of Jo when she was a baby.
You are a remarkable and very special man, I hope you really find the love and happiness you deserve with another woman, I will always love you more!!!
You will always be my one true love.
I love you
Alexandra
Dominique Ford love always n keep ur head up for us n we will never forget u we will always remember u lil Cuz
I thought that the email I sent last night would be my last one to you ever but after giving your email some thought, damn well will not give up on you.
You are my man, and you seem to think that after 10 years together you can just walk away especially after you told me that I am stuck with you for ever and you will always be mine and then out of the blue, you end what we have after 10 years????
You even promised that if we lost the snail, you would know where to find me, really???
Don, I will fight for you as you are mine, today was one of the worst days in my entire life, I never went to work and have literally spent the whole day crying, I just took 6 napacod to calm me down and no doubt I will eventually fall asleep, but that's my problem, not yours............
Don, we planned a life together and I will not give up on you, I have been faithful to you, but you want to end this by saying its lack of snail or communication between us, but it works both ways. Yes, I don't respond to all your emails as soon as you send them, but I also go weeks without an email from you. What about snail?? Jo sends every month to you but you don't respond,as to me, when did you last write, because the last snail was so long ago I cant even remember........................
So, I then thought you must have met some one else, so have you?? I ask because I know you don't cheat and the only way you will move on is without baggage, so have you met another woman??
I called the prison today, four times in fact, to ask for the chaplain, but they did not understand me, then half an hour ago someone understood me and said he is not there.
Don, I love you and will not walk away from you, I promised your gran that I would always be with you by your side, so why are you walking away from me?
Don, has the last 10 year's between us been a lie? You sure as hell have given me a Christmas to remember!!!! You promised that you would never ever hut me and now you say I am cruel??
Ok, I am not going to beg for you to love me, so if you have thought this over and want it finished, so be it, but I dont want this finished, do you?
I tried to call your mom but her number just rings.
Don, tell me, in your heart do you really want this over?
I am putting this email on your blog as well, just to make sure you get it, because even after all the snail problems we have managed to overcome this.
I guess I really do love you MORE because I am the one running around trying to save what we have built up together.
I love you unconditionally
Alexandra
xoxoxo
I miss you n ur daughter do too. She knows you love her and she waiting for you..You right every body is human n make mistakes. A Lesson learned is a blessin earned..KEEP YO HEAD UP..Dnt Feel Bad That No One Is In Ur Corner Its Like That Out Here Too. Everi Men Is Out For They Self In Its Crazy...Love
Sincerely moemoe - Jackie
Love Niecey :)
I have been following your life since you changed mine.