wow all of this just seems crazy im from st petersburg florida i tryed to look you up and see what you did but didnt find anything well the reason im writing and reading is i start my prison sentence for trafficking oct 14 2013 and ive never been to prison and only few days in jail so i have no clue what to expect to be honest im terrified but i guess i guess i should have thought about that prior to which huh man just wanted to say thanks for all your post ive enjoyed reading them and can only hope all goes well for me once i get there thanks again for your post take care
Heather, I am so glad I am your penpal.. i'm mailing a letter to you tomorrow, and after reading this journal entry of yours i wish i could hug and cry with you. not for your loss but for your gain. bittersweet doesn't quite sum it up. an epiphany can happen to anyone but it happened to me in prison.. when you realize you have lost something of what is called living and at the same time the gained knowledge of this invigorates you to the point of moving forward in many ways. the pictures hit me hard. you are a person. a living person. a worthy person. and society will beg to differ i will forever see everyone as a person, i wish i didn't have to be there to understand, but at least i do now. we will sail together! god help me i will beg to the heavens above to let us sail on those forgiving waters even if it kills me - jesse
is nothing on wikipedia under that i found this you may like on arabic numbers, sounds real complicated to me but im assuming your mind is still above mi level and you will grasp it easier.
scrap that i cant work out how to copy and paste on this new laptop its very small i may have to buy a mouse so i can copy and paste or something but i not sure i got enuf money to do that until monday. the libary aint open today either maybei can go tomorrow and print some out i got a printer here but i cant fathom still how to work it i tried few times and i got noone to help me do it, sorry about that as i sure u realise im pretty useless here. i try get to the libary or get a mouse tomorrow if i got enuf money as well to last the week otherwise definetely on monday. i think im to do with one who in pslams says mi enemies are before you i have done judgement and justice leave me not to my oppressors, some of them were in different forms in the mental hospital but they gave them selves away. Jah bless.
Shalom Jerimiah sorry i not been in touch much, i sent a quick letter 2 days ago just wrote out the prayer/spell names of God from one of the sections of Lefeka Sedek the Ethiopian book of life/death.....is hard me write much after mi latest incarceration in mental hospital obviously with the dangerous pHARMacutical anti or is that pro, psychotic drugs they forced injected me with when i refused their tablets. Not only is mess mi mind up but my body too or maybe that is other causes like reserection day we are still in....mi fingers or t'at as is called in ethiopian is all messed up. is easier to type. my daughter just got me a new laptop she was offered buy it for my birthday june 10th but i wasnt too friendly with her then cos i felt she was either this life or before do stuff against Jah....i think i did too but i repented i been advising her do the same. at same time is like a test from Jah like Abraham in some ways. i think i went back and done like a spiritual shaman journey killed of some of her and mi past lifes or something. i dont remember doing it exactly Jah just guide me and show me syncronicitys like in the Celestine Prophecy. is nice be back in touch with her, i still was a bit in touch to maintain contact with Sophora and Misti my grandchilds. my email is m.martin112@btinternet.com i dont always see my emails tho if i know your email address i can regulalrly search to make sure i dont miss it. dont worry if you cant send a letter every week or two weeks or whatever i know it must be hard for you financially even if you answer on here thats fine or even when u cant do that i will still try to write. I just bought u two more books. sorry if is not the best choice is hard for me to concentrate much on line sometimes i feel like i stuck in a microwave oven like the scrondiger cat experiemtnt who was dead and alive at same time. mi girl kaya says there is a cat comes to her place in spain is like bageera when he used to be a white rag doll cat. the one that comes here who looks like black panther egyptian bageera was here yesterday he likes it wheni chant hari krishna. the first book is on numerology from a kaballist perspective and i ordered the philidelphia experiemtn book u asked for also. i really hope things are going ok for you i just read you are doing good at your chess games, i dont understand chess, i read in iain m banks some stuff in player of games book makes me feel like this game is a multi dimensional chess game. im just a pawn in their game lol.
Thanks for writing! I just finished the transcription for your post. Wow! The descriptive imagery was very powerful! Keep writing, and keep filling up your spirit with love and kindness! You can never be conquered with these attributes. --Calhoun25
On the bright side, you're not living in Joe Arpaio's Tent City. 115 degrees in an outdoors tent - in pink underwear. No coffee, no movies, no television outside of the Disney channel and the weather channel, Newt Gingrich's lecture series piped into the jails. No weights, no porno, and only two meals a day.
When people complained about how he took away their coffee (for safety reasons), his response was "this isn't the Ritz Carlton, if you don't like it, don't come back." When inmates complained about the heat, his reply was... and you might find cynical humor in this: "it's 120 degrees in Iraq and the soldiers are living in tents and they didn't commit any crimes."
A members of cure responds back to you about your blogs, will share with others members of cure at the next meeting in the first part of october 2013 at the next cure meeting, also will be in contact with you and others that are behinds bars to help us in october about what you can do to help us at cure, sorry for the delay, cure has been on a summer break. sincerely Denise Gant President of cure
- jesse
scrap that i cant work out how to copy and paste on this new laptop its very small i may have to buy a mouse so i can copy and paste or something but i not sure i got enuf money to do that until monday. the libary aint open today either maybei can go tomorrow and print some out i got a printer here but i cant fathom still how to work it i tried few times and i got noone to help me do it, sorry about that as i sure u realise im pretty useless here. i try get to the libary or get a mouse tomorrow if i got enuf money as well to last the week otherwise definetely on monday. i think im to do with one who in pslams says mi enemies are before you i have done judgement and justice leave me not to my oppressors, some of them were in different forms in the mental hospital but they gave them selves away. Jah bless.
--Calhoun25
When people complained about how he took away their coffee (for safety reasons), his response was "this isn't the Ritz Carlton, if you don't like it, don't come back." When inmates complained about the heat, his reply was... and you might find cynical humor in this: "it's 120 degrees in Iraq and the soldiers are living in tents and they didn't commit any crimes."
Denise Gant
President of cure