Thank you for your reply! I believe being "Conscoiusly aware" is a core human feature. I feel it like a right/duty and I think we have constantly to work in order to remind ourselvels never to stop reacting to what is wrong in the world and, even in harsh moments, try to do our best to help the others. Regarding what you said, maybe "some individuals consider it a course to have social consicence" and NOT being free to express it. What is your opinion about it?
Years have beaten up the body a little bit, right between still feel young and oh no. So lately I've been thinking would I rather live a dull and non eventful 20 more years, or should I try to find that place that makes you feel alive, the place I could never find in adult hood. You see about 15 years ago, things were not going well so I decided the drinking and drugging had not given me what I was looking for.( wait for it the hammers about to fall ) and I said goodbye to my long time companions, booze and drugs. Saying goodbye was easier for me than I noticed for other people, that was it,one day I just stopped. My thinking was that I had not found what I was looking for so I would try it another way. Life changed for me then,I was able to stay at one job started a long term relationship( we recently broke up ) Randy, Sometimes I get tired writing on this phone and my eyes start to strain, so I have to stop for now. This web page does not hold your writing until you come back to it, so I have to send it unfinished ( I'll get back) hope you are okay ?
Dear Tracy, hi. I just got your letter in the mail. No I'm not married. And no I don't have a problem with your charges. I know lots of men who have been to jail for the same charges. I saw your mug shot on the internet. I really wanted to write you back in the mail but I'm having a mental health crisis right now. I am emotionally unstable. Someone did something to me recently. I'm suffering two emotional trauma's in a row. Maybe by the next time you right me back I'll be recovered from this. But I just wanted to say hi real quick and let you know that I accept you the way you are. I'm glad to hear that you do 45 minute Bible studies every day. You sound really spiritual. God bless Melissa
Marcus hi. My name is fatimah. Im writing because my grandmother recently died and with the loss of elders comes the loss of family ties. When I was younger I had a cousin whom my grandmother would care for. Hr was the cutest little boy and I grew to love him alot. One day he wasn't there anymore and I never knew why. I asked questions but never received answers. Over the years I thought of my little cousin often. I wondered where he was, what he was doing and what he grew to become. Today I received a phone call from my little cousins dad. He actually made a mistake and called me but it was wonderful because I hadn't spoken to him in many years and I always get this overjoyed feeling when I talk to him because he is my family and we were separated as kids. So I asked him where was his son, the little boy that I grew to love but was taken from me. He said he went through some things and he is locked up. I said I would love to connect with him because grandma died I need for all of our family to be reunited. He said okay he is in Wisconsin. I said im going to find my little cousin and tell him I love him. I asked fit his full name and he told me. So I went online and found a picture in the system and became overjoyed with excitement because I finally got to see him. Marcus you may not remember but you are that little boy I speak of and I just want to tell you that I Love You cuz. I Love You.
Thank you for your reply!
I believe being "Conscoiusly aware" is a core human feature.
I feel it like a right/duty and I think we have constantly to work in order to remind ourselvels never to stop reacting to what is wrong in the world and, even in harsh moments, try to do our best to help the others.
Regarding what you said, maybe "some individuals consider it a course to have social consicence" and NOT being free to express it.
What is your opinion about it?
Love,
Dad
God bless
Melissa
god bless and i hope u carry forward.
best of luck.
sah
I will snail mail u.
Keep ur chin up. I'm happy that u see the light at the end of the tunnel.
There are *good* folks out there. I'm excited that you will emerge as a good person and help us make life safer.
god bless you.
sah