rant to rave
2 my soulful cries 4-2013
am i your romeo are you my juliet?
Snow white! i can remember the very moment when i fall inlove with you. can you remember? do you recall? no, please! don't tell me... because i know you most likely were not paying attention... you're so sexy! i'm sorry. i was speechless. and you were most likely in one of your olivia, libby-ah moods. don' tell me you have not read the 100 secret sense. i'm inlove with you still. and it hurts. i was afraid to exclaim it then because i was one of those ones who was living life in fear. and so it's not if i could relive the past this is what i would say and do. rather, as i embrace life now, this is what i must do to feel whole with or (as it appears sadly, sorrowfully) without you, her, them. see, i failed you, her, them and myself. how? by not being the man and owning the duty that came with being in a spirtual relationship. marriage with you, her, them. i can remember how you looked. i even venture the thought that we were celestrial mates. destine to walk this world and the next together battling what may come our way. will you put on your hills for me? because i was than (and know for now) ready to take off my boots for you.. will you help, because their laced on tight. If it's not our fight! than it's not a fight worth fighting.. fuck! lord.. good god.. i love you white. snow white! i called you and you came. eager to please me and to receive pleasure by pleasing me. i wanted to please you at that moment. but i wasn't strong enough to carry out my desires. pleasurable pain is what i wanted to inflict upon you. erocticism! the multitude of the shaded grey area. i bet you taste like creamcheese.. and even though i have tasted you before, i surely wanted to get my fill than and there. good god! help me.. i wanted to slap the living shit out of you.. call your sisters. bind your hands around one of their necks while the others hold your arms, with a silk ribbon. with that same silkcloth ribbon wrap it around your neck and pull it down your back binding your ankles, than pull it backwards until you lean on your sisters for support. you know the position, please! don't act like you don't know. and take that same silk cloth ribbon, put it up under the bedroom door and wrap it around the outside door knob. cut or rip your clothes off of you. i wanted you to feel the pain and pleasure of it. i wanted to run off to the adult toy cache nad grab that 16 inch long, 5 inch thick toy that would feel like a rubber knife in my hand. i wanted, needed your sisters to be there so they can know the price it pays for doing all the right things to have me fall in love with them. i can see it now. as if i, we, you, were there. taking the tip of your breast into my mouth until i can bite on the tip so hard, until i know you feel pain and with it still between my teeth brush it with my tounge, than try to draw nourishment from it, you. i need what you offer to a new born to be a new man.. a strong man! i can see myself kissing your lips slightly than dropping to one knee and grabbing ahold of you, using that toy on you until my arm throbs from pain and you begging, crying, and bleeding.. i failed myself and i failed you because i did not express my love. this love! to you, her, them... how did it come to the point that we are no longer life companion, lovers, friends, who was it that played the critical role in the destruction of my, our household.. we have overcame every obstacle, so i thought! we've dealt with the fact that you are jewish and me being a negro man. the chauvinistic judism, islamicism, christian, catholicism, world beliefs. they are all separatist cheuvinistic seperattist. They seperate the word and teaching of god to suit their own gain.....was i not hard enough on pretty brown eyes and patrisha?? Did i look to favorably upon joule? Everybody had a role and responsibilites in our,my house. you your role was to make close obervance on who was not alll the way in. Remember. I say in for a penny and u say ______________. Who did not put their pound in. I think about that now as i kick back on this state provided cot.was it me,her,you,them.i can understand why romeo and juliet did their things.how where world socity played againist their pure chemisty,intimacy ,love and affection they share for one another.i've seen u felt the same as i did i've seen her's ,your's _________ _____________ I've seen and felt it...... it is so wrong to adopt the thought that ..... in death.....in heaven .... we can only truely be... if in life. The world heighes heavily againist us except we shall not use poison. death must be throught starvation and a blessed cut...... i throw first as to wait for you on the other side. in case your good needs are not heavy and u land in the pits of hell. i promise i will find my scared shield,spearsand bows and arrows.Go into the pits of hell and rescue you,her,them.Here the bows and arrows stand behid me so i can protect you,her,them. for i hold the scared shield i will protect us as we battle our way out of hell into heaven. let me intercede for you he will answer my prayers .how else could i go into hel for you,her,them. Snow White iam in love with you still and even thought you have moved on with your life. Everyone of you has move on with their lives i cant help but to wonder why our love did not stand the test of time. Have i been so horriable to you ,to her,to them that you cant figure out away to write????????
I'M Strip down bare!!
Please i beg of yours
dont ridicule me becuase
of my nudity!!!!!

Written by Linniell Phipps
same address and housing number
Be stupid if you wish and kill yourself.This
story is center around something more
then double ,triple or mass suicide.