this is your niece again and im sorry but i do not agree with the trump thing . he is only causing more problems to our government since he been president. And he is the worse lier there is . the only reason hes a president and successful is because he lies and is rich . you do know that i have your blood but i speak my mind and am truthful unlike you lying to me . you never told me the real reason you got locked up. And honestly raul ive heard about some stuff but ill write you about it and will send it out to you uncle . anyways i love you still and sorry i never write you alot been busy . love you

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Hey uncle Raul ....well I tried to look up a picture of you and I can't find one on internet . I've been wondering what you look like if you look like pops or not. Lol and our pops told us we was Italian full blooded . So is that not true . Also me and my kids are doing good . I have three and pregnant with the boy now finally . I have 3 girls one 6 one 3 and one 2 and I'm finally having the boy this time . I'm also married . My husband is named Josh . Well we're doing ok. Just been busy alot. Also i have three sisters one named jackie one named joann and one jessica leone. Actually one of my sisters live in Texas . Jacqueline aka Jackie. But she's always busy alot. Well I got your message . Also can you send me uncle Stanley's number I was wanting to take my kids up there to see him in California this summer .? I was talking to him in the past and had his address on fb. But I deleted my Facebook. So now I have no way to contact him . He did tell me you was talking to him a couple years ago when my pops passed . I'd also like to hear more of our family any stories if you can write me and tell me please if appreciate it. Our dad never talked about mucho . So I barely know our past in blood. Also is shonda that's your real daughter isnt it . I hate her lol. And Tommy he deserves an ads willing for doing something when I went to Louisiana he's a piece of shit . Anyways I need to know more please about our family . I don't understand how we are Hispanic? Also aunt ruby leone surpassed away last month. If you didn't know that all I have in poplar blood is you and Stanley . Please tell me everything about our family. How old are you now and how's your health ? I love you uncle Raul . Also is your name paul because I was trying to find your picture and on the sight it came as paul wayne leone. ????Also I don't know if you have ways to call me or send visitation papers to me ... But my number is 8638735125

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Hey Uncle . Things with me has been ok I guess I moved here's my new address 1911 7th Street west apt#3
Bradenton FL 34205 . I been so stressed out and going thru alot . I started working back at Burger King and a hair salon. Lol . I got your last letter but I'm so fucking busy that I have so much going on . I want to go back to school but I can't right now. I've been cutting my wrists here and there but I'm getting better . I'm off of drugs. I left the town I was in when I got the second to last letter with the poem and I left we're I was at I had Mexican cartel after me. The life I was doing and things I last told you put me in danger but I'm safe now. I'm trying to get my life right one step at a time though .

It may be easier to reach me and write me on here if I don't respond in mail uncle. Mucho respecto your niece. And can you re explain to me why my race is the way it is and why would my dad say I'm Italian ? I been thinking about doing a swab test for my race . . I called Stan and finally talked to him savanna and Tiffany don't like him talking to me though so they block me and his number and calls. Well hope you are good. I'm still try to get a divorce. Ugh I should have never got married. Worst mistake ever Josh don't let me see the two youngest of mines and it's been killing me. My health has gotten alot better I'm on stomach pills and anxiety pills xanex the doc gots me on and it helps sometimes do you know if anxiety runs in the family ?

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hey unk, i got your letter and your blog post. i stopped working. idk ive been depressed alot. i cant figure out how i got so fucked up these past 4 years. i wish my poppa was here.sometimes i feel like ill never accomplish anything without him here. i feel like my whole life is just a waste.how do i let the pain go? loosing the only person that never hurt me and i ever loved has just fucked me up completely. how do i move on past it..all i keep thinking about is when he died... i dont understand why it couldnt have been me instead of him.my whole family barely talks to me . i feel so alone . i feel like i am always running from everything. people friends jobs everything. i cant even keep a job i feel like im mentally crazy and every day im just drifting more away from the world. i feel like everyone would be better off with out my miserable ass being around unhappy . I dont like feeling this way... i want a change... but no matter were i go it just follows me. the pain the loss and the hurt . i dont know how to get these thoughts out of my head either. i feel like ill never be happy again. i want a change. i realize at some point in my life i need a break and ill get one..... but when is the question i always ask my self..i cant go on like this for another decade. your niece love always. can you drawl your other niece a card she wanted one althena is her name.

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Dear uncle Wayne I lost connection with you I’m hoping by now you were still alive I have so many questions and you were the only one that can give me answers please write me if you are still alive at my address is 5534 23rd St. W., Bradenton, FL 34207 I am also getting marriedAnd I’m fighting for custody on my daughter your niece yaya please contact me as soon as you get this please send me a visitation form so I can come and visit you I don’t care if I have to drive from Florida to go visit you in Texas I have a Lotta questions that I need answers to and you are the only one that could give me the answers that I need you were right we were from a little bio sei Louisiana I don’t understand why my dad lied about everything I don’t understand why he changed his name I don’t understand why my dad cool identity his birthday everything about him I don’t even know who I am I hope you’re still alive to help me figure out who I am so me and my sisters without question do you think that my dad was running from something please write me Back I love you and I’m so sorry for being mean to you I’m sorry I haven’t wrote you I’ve had a lot of stuff going on I have relapsed multiple times more than one but I’m sober now trying to do better I know you worry about me and I lost the one that help me find my way when I get in how to find my way I look forward to hearing from you please tell me if you’re still alive as soon as possible I love you your niece jeanette