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11-5-2018
How I Feel
The better my effort, the wetter your treasure...
I'm so weak inside because, for you, I've fallen too deep to come back. At night, it's hard to sleep as I think of you being so far away. I wake in the middle of the night in a cold sweat of fear from my dream (which in it, I lose you). So many obstacles in our way. We seem to always come across issues. Some days I sit and ask is this not meant to be? Which would make sense seeing as how our current situation disrupts any chances of us being together. Maybe in another life.
But I'm a fighter and I'll never give up.
Your smile keeps me strong. So beautiful. You melt my soul. It's the good times (even small ones) that I cherish and hold. It has NOT been that long, but when I'm with you, nothing feels wrong. Only mean to be.
I feel close to your mind, which allows me to feel what is inside your heart that bleeds to be loved, cherished, accepted, wanted, and needed by someone like me. I already feel like your protector, and I promise to protect you—right or wrong. Can you accept that help? Can you accept me for who I am? 'Cause I accept you.
Final wisdom
Open your eyes and see what's in front of them. Close your eyes, you miss opportunities. If this doesn't open your eyes to what I feel, then this opportunity wasn't meant to be. And like a real nigga—no matter what—you'll have a friend inside of me.
By Anthony P. Heard Jr. #487345
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