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I really enjoyed reading your work, and your efforts to highlight to lives of Black homosexual people. Loved the connection with the step son at the end. Keep writing, and keep the story going!
Dear Antoine, I see I haven't written back on this post yet, I am really sorry you did not get the icon pictures I send. Just very brief, and very specific, no jive, as you wrote, that's horrible as an expression if you think about it. I just read To kill a mockingbird when I read your post, and in it, jive, or how its called in the English version of that book, probably "negroetalk" (I read the book in Dutch) doesn't figure positive too. Have you ever read that book? Warm greetings, Julia
Dear Jennifer, I am sorry you did not get parole, and I really hope you keep on fighting. Also, in case this smells like transphobia I hope you have contact with organisations to push back on that. Warm greetings Julia
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I'm so sorry for your loss. It really brought me to tears to hear about how much your mom was there for you and your family, and I can see why you loved her so much. Sending you love as well in these difficult times.
Hello there troy , it’s my first time writing to a complete stranger who I know nothing but the name and basics but i got so enchanted with your writings i had to write you something anything actually to tell how beautiful soul you are your writings are amazing they should be in a book and sold worldwide if i told were i live you would be surprised i live way across the world from you and not once in my 22 years in life I thought i would ever cross path with an amazing person like you who’s million miles away but i just want you to know your writings really touched me and you should never ever stop i’ll try to keep most pf them with me so i can let everyone read they are so beautiful the world needs to see it . I hope life treats you good and I’ll always keep you in my prayers for you are a stranger who helped me in a way you might never understand. Thank you You can call me Mayada . وتحسب أنك جرم صغير وفيك انطوى العالم الأكبر Translated to : A little body thyself thou deem, while the great universe in thee dwells... which basically means you think that you are but a little comet but the great cosmos lies in you . It’s a famous quote in my country in arabic thought you might relate to . Be good
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post.
Powerful words. I would like to add, though, that while I do support peaceful protesting for G.F., I will also ask the public to do it safely(since we are still in the middle of a pandemic).
Hey Daddy, I don't believe I have ever stressed to you just how much I love you... That if I had a choice between having you as my father or some other mutha fcka who would be actively around/in my life from the day I came home from the hospital... I would still choose you bcuz you are an amazingly strong intelligible man who doesn't just love me bcuz I am his blood kin. Please forgive me for saying and thinking like this but I really think God fckd up when he took you from me and left me in the unloving and uncaring selfish & heartless monster of a mother. 36 years Daddy, all I have ever wanted was to know what it was like to have just one parent who would die for you, kill for you, comfort you, love you and support you or just pull threw in the clutch when you need it the most... Linda has never been any of Those Things or even remotely close. Hell she has never showed one kind gesture, said a kind word to me. I would go back repeatedly making excuses for why she said and did the things she did to hurt me, I kept telling myself she didn't mean none of it, all I ever wanted was my mommy but I would never be good enough for her time,attention or love when I was the only one who wanted to be around her, the only one who helped her. At 15 Dad I had dropped out of school and got me G.e.d. so I could work full time and pay the bills and take care of my two younger sisters and baby brother while she shot up and I cleaned up her messes. I hate her Dad, it should've been her and not you. You should be out here with me, that bitch is so cold hearted I don't understand why God continuously let's her walk this earth. It's not fair Dad! I apologize to for not being the daughter you deserve. I have been shitty, I need you in my life Daddy! I was talking to my homegirl while I was locked up in county doing 6months when I realized why I was going down the road I have been for so long and it was bcuz I was alone, I was lost so I hung out with drug dealers and gangsta's becuz I somehow wanted to feel close to you. And I have met some really amazing ppl who are more family than my blood. It's sad it not pose to be like that, Grandma Nora never raised us to be against one another. I miss her Daddy. I hope that there is a life after this one so we get the chance to do over what our hearts ache the most for. I was so busy looking for the love and acceptance in my life that I never realized that by me doing so I missed out on my children's lives. Daddy I love them and I am nothing like Linda but what I did to my kids even tho I never abused them mentally or physically don't mean I haven't hurt them as much as I hurt. I never intended to hurt them, dad please help me , they don't want nothing to do with me and I've respectfully listened to em when they asked me to leave them alone but like a coward I did that bcuz it was easier than to fight for them and lose. I couldn't stand another rejection, I wouldn't survive their rejection. Any way dad 8649084332 call me
I really enjoyed reading your work, and your efforts to highlight to lives of Black homosexual people. Loved the connection with the step son at the end. Keep writing, and keep the story going!
EP
I see I haven't written back on this post yet, I am really sorry you did not get the icon pictures I send. Just very brief, and very specific, no jive, as you wrote, that's horrible as an expression if you think about it. I just read To kill a mockingbird when I read your post, and in it, jive, or how its called in the English version of that book, probably "negroetalk" (I read the book in Dutch) doesn't figure positive too. Have you ever read that book?
Warm greetings,
Julia
I am sorry you did not get parole, and I really hope you keep on fighting. Also, in case this smells like transphobia I hope you have contact with organisations to push back on that.
Warm greetings
Julia
Stay safe and well!
I'm so sorry for your loss. It really brought me to tears to hear about how much your mom was there for you and your family, and I can see why you loved her so much. Sending you love as well in these difficult times.
Fascinating...That does seem to be rather unreasonable. But what can you do?
Stay safe and healthy, my guy.
You can call me Mayada .
وتحسب أنك جرم صغير وفيك انطوى العالم الأكبر
Translated to : A little body thyself thou deem, while the great universe in thee dwells... which basically means you think that you are but a little comet but the great cosmos lies in you . It’s a famous quote in my country in arabic thought you might relate to .
Be good
Powerful words. I would like to add, though, that while I do support peaceful protesting for G.F., I will also ask the public to do it safely(since we are still in the middle of a pandemic).
Other than that, stay safe and healthy, my guy.
I don't believe I have ever stressed to you just how much I love you... That if I had a choice between having you as my father or some other mutha fcka who would be actively around/in my life from the day I came home from the hospital... I would still choose you bcuz you are an amazingly strong intelligible man who doesn't just love me bcuz I am his blood kin. Please forgive me for saying and thinking like this but I really think God fckd up when he took you from me and left me in the unloving and uncaring selfish & heartless monster of a mother. 36 years Daddy, all I have ever wanted was to know what it was like to have just one parent who would die for you, kill for you, comfort you, love you and support you or just pull threw in the clutch when you need it the most... Linda has never been any of Those Things or even remotely close. Hell she has never showed one kind gesture, said a kind word to me. I would go back repeatedly making excuses for why she said and did the things she did to hurt me, I kept telling myself she didn't mean none of it, all I ever wanted was my mommy but I would never be good enough for her time,attention or love when I was the only one who wanted to be around her, the only one who helped her. At 15 Dad I had dropped out of school and got me G.e.d. so I could work full time and pay the bills and take care of my two younger sisters and baby brother while she shot up and I cleaned up her messes. I hate her Dad, it should've been her and not you. You should be out here with me, that bitch is so cold hearted I don't understand why God continuously let's her walk this earth. It's not fair Dad! I apologize to for not being the daughter you deserve. I have been shitty, I need you in my life Daddy! I was talking to my homegirl while I was locked up in county doing 6months when I realized why I was going down the road I have been for so long and it was bcuz I was alone, I was lost so I hung out with drug dealers and gangsta's becuz I somehow wanted to feel close to you. And I have met some really amazing ppl who are more family than my blood. It's sad it not pose to be like that, Grandma Nora never raised us to be against one another. I miss her Daddy. I hope that there is a life after this one so we get the chance to do over what our hearts ache the most for. I was so busy looking for the love and acceptance in my life that I never realized that by me doing so I missed out on my children's lives. Daddy I love them and I am nothing like Linda but what I did to my kids even tho I never abused them mentally or physically don't mean I haven't hurt them as much as I hurt. I never intended to hurt them, dad please help me , they don't want nothing to do with me and I've respectfully listened to em when they asked me to leave them alone but like a coward I did that bcuz it was easier than to fight for them and lose. I couldn't stand another rejection, I wouldn't survive their rejection. Any way dad 8649084332 call me