John you spent 8 yrs for what you did to me and Shawn. The DA sent me packing? Yeah by.putting you in prison. My son is doing good with 3'daughters and a son and 1 wife.
I am not evil or'crazy. I do not allow my self controlled as.you did. I am a college graduate with several degrees. The reason I.wrote you is to be able to tell you how you.physically and.mentally fucked me up.for a long.ass.time. But.writing.you has made it so I could let go. And really rid myself of the demons that.are you. Killing the baby our baby that I was carrying by.kicking.me in the belly.that.I can never forgive.
I just recently found this site and was going through your letters and responses to people and found your honesty and openness very refreshing and enjoyable. I binged on your letters and read what I could find. My brother is currently serving time for a murder charge and has been in there since the 80's when he was only 16. I believe him to be in his 50's now. I want to reach out to him and talk to him about his life and everything he has gone through and to try to understand things. He says he is innocent yet my whole family thinks he is isn't. I don't know. I wish he could be as open as you are. Anyway it is nice to read your story and I like reading the little individual stories you share with the world of what your life is like and the situations you experience and witness and are part of. I had a few questions if you don't mind.
What things do you do to occupy your time? How much time do you spend in your cell. How long have you been at your current camp? What's your favorite food that they serve you there? Do you have many pen pals? When are you going to be released?
Well that will do for now. I will look forward to your reply in the future. Take care and I hope you are well. - Azkadellia -
Yes, you did commit a crime. How can you actually think that you didn't? And don't play the victim as you have in this. We all know the truth as to your confession and also subsequent trial. Maybe if you took some accountability for what you did, and maybe if you had used some common sense, our son would still be alive. No one wants to hear your lies, nor to they want to hear your whining about your not committing a crime. You went along with it. That makes you guilty! Man up for once in your life.
Hi Robert, new reader here. I have been reading through your old blog posts and it is difficult for me to fathom the life that you've had, and all you have been through. Don't give up hope in getting in contact with your daughter. It may be hard for you to understand 'kids these days,' as you say, but as someone around her age, it is not unusual for people--girls especially--to be unresponsive. However, I cannot begin to imagine how difficult it is not to know how she is doing, but I hope that she is safe, making good choices, and is surrounded by people, or just someone who cares for her. Don't push her too hard, hopefully she will come around. Sorry if I have overstepped my boundaries with my advice, please let me know if I've done so. On a lighter note--James Spader! I haven't watched Blacklist but I used to watch Boston Legal and I loved all the 80s teen movies he was in. I remember I had such a crush on him in Pretty in Pink. I know you've said prison life can get pretty dull obviously, and you don't have access to a ton of information. If there's ever a topic you're interested in or subject you want to know about, I can try and get you the information you want. If there is one thing university has taught me, it's how to research. Teaching me useful things like how to get a mortgage--not so much. (<My poorly executed attempt at a joke.) From across the border, take care!
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I am not evil or'crazy. I do not allow my self controlled as.you did. I am a college graduate with several degrees. The reason I.wrote you is to be able to tell you how you.physically and.mentally fucked me up.for a long.ass.time. But.writing.you has made it so I could let go. And really rid myself of the demons that.are you. Killing the baby our baby that I was carrying by.kicking.me in the belly.that.I can never forgive.
I just recently found this site and was going through your letters and responses to people and found your honesty and openness very refreshing and enjoyable. I binged on your letters and read what I could find. My brother is currently serving time for a murder charge and has been in there since the 80's when he was only 16. I believe him to be in his 50's now. I want to reach out to him and talk to him about his life and everything he has gone through and to try to understand things. He says he is innocent yet my whole family thinks he is isn't. I don't know. I wish he could be as open as you are. Anyway it is nice to read your story and I like reading the little individual stories you share with the world of what your life is like and the situations you experience and witness and are part of. I had a few questions if you don't mind.
What things do you do to occupy your time? How much time do you spend in your cell. How long have you been at your current camp? What's your favorite food that they serve you there? Do you have many pen pals? When are you going to be released?
Well that will do for now. I will look forward to your reply in the future. Take care and I hope you are well.
- Azkadellia
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new reader here. I have been reading through your old blog posts and it is difficult for me to fathom the life that you've had, and all you have been through.
Don't give up hope in getting in contact with your daughter. It may be hard for you to understand 'kids these days,' as you say, but as someone around her age, it is not unusual for people--girls especially--to be unresponsive. However, I cannot begin to imagine how difficult it is not to know how she is doing, but I hope that she is safe, making good choices, and is surrounded by people, or just someone who cares for her. Don't push her too hard, hopefully she will come around.
Sorry if I have overstepped my boundaries with my advice, please let me know if I've done so.
On a lighter note--James Spader! I haven't watched Blacklist but I used to watch Boston Legal and I loved all the 80s teen movies he was in. I remember I had such a crush on him in Pretty in Pink.
I know you've said prison life can get pretty dull obviously, and you don't have access to a ton of information. If there's ever a topic you're interested in or subject you want to know about, I can try and get you the information you want. If there is one thing university has taught me, it's how to research. Teaching me useful things like how to get a mortgage--not so much. (<My poorly executed attempt at a joke.)
From across the border, take care!