you werent forgotten i got your b-day card back RTS 6 times. i hope you finally got it.. i get so mad about all this wasted postage trying to send you letters and stuff.. being on a fixed income sucks cuz it never is enough to last the whole month.. im sorry it didnt get there til after your b-day.. i started trying to send it in september!!! gave crys the new info to mail you.. she said she was gonna mail you out a letter and put some money on the phone really soon.. not sure when really soon is..but that is what she said to me thru text a few days back.. i had to go for an out patient surgery on dec 23rd.. i had a tumor removed.. the dr who removed it was shocked at just how fast and how big it grew.. i wound up with 6 stitches.. it came back as a fibrous tumor that was growing back in on itself and that is why it hurt all the time.. it was sent to pathology and there is nothing scarier then waiting on the results from having a tumor removed.. your mind spins out of control with things of "what if".. if its cancer what will you do.. who will you tell.. the list is endless.. needless to say i had more then a few sleepless nights waiting.. when i got the results i was so happy i cried.. i have to go and get the stitches removed soon.. i was torn as to whether to tell you or not but i knew you would find out somehow if i didnt because either crys would say something or someone else.. i would rather you hear it from me.. well little brother i am gonna cut this off now.. it is late and this Bear has to go to bed.. From one Bear to another.. Love Ya Little Brother.. SunningBear
Man; that's deep. I'm not sure there's much I can say at all to cheer you up, other than stick close to God and his laws; that way, you can at least find some comfort until your release date comes to pass. Good luck, and keep writing! --Calhoun25
ome of the noble drew ali and kuluminati ones HIM gave knowledge seems gone oppressor minded with it,...test like the camel in quran...is probably better take over the rescoures using computers and stuff make it fairer cut out human tendancy to greed and creating false needs.....failing that i pretty damn sure we at least got a unfailable exit plan.....im glad u like my letteres reading what u saying i gonna put some mi poems up here copy and paste later they aint all that but is how u say in the letter u shud get some good clues of them. i got video on utube mi poems is got over a thousand hits lot of mi videos is get nowhere nar that its also i think i used be a scribe or mi ancestors i got photo mi ancestor joseph corcoran and his comrades who stood up to the brit invaders when they try steal his farmland oppress him family eg terrorism and got killed....so i look up the name corcoran one day is mi grans name wud been mine too but she then went martin husbands name not mi actual biological grandfather but for real is like fam. or was he passed. or did. some of the good side of book of JOb manifesting around me, still.......corcoran is do with priests and kings and scribes ancient ireland. also in quran says about woe to them who write with their hands words allah did not send. ig et idea that dream i had about the hands of hte monkey god or something that pharisee or someone has cut mi hands off however symbolically is mean....write shit think can fool allah think i done it or kill allah and me who knows delusions of granduer dont even begin to descreibe that mutahfucakh....is also do with these dreams and then it mainfest on outside here like things story lines whatever do wiht i passport these people have stolen some id or something using it try get tru gateways.....then the cracker goes on his so called rastafari channel hating on the white people say they stole Jesus identity....way Jesus is tell me or holy spirit He dont care He come in different colours depending on the direciton also its on the mayan i try copy past thing here later...is also connected He can take the kingdom here also they want bow down to a fake jesus it aint gwan show up just the real Jah. someting like that. catch u later.
bit like happened me in oz i thought i was just paranoid but for real i get idea jah is tryng tell me those muthafukahs is also up no good. had a wierd cam screen thing tv or something in the bedroom i was stay used proper freak me out from couple dreams i get idea why and aslo why hit cud been her who was woman in mi dream when earth was shaking and we was singing happy messiah is coming shes like oh no it cant be....oh yeah it can no doubt. im glad u knew or i assuming that from the tone of the letter that the cueque wud be with u sooner or later sorry it wasnt there for the xmas holdaiy sis not the day i celebrate i being massacured enuf
as it is fam but must been hard all the other ones get like food exta and tings maybe that christian preacher u mention helped u out. im celebrating today the 7th its the ascension day on the ethiopian calander its day i ceelbrated last year i noz by going for pizza and i see a girl wait on bus she had a lovely silver cross necklace she say to her little brutah name joshua dont worry be another bus along in a minute and smile at me. this spiral gateway some of it aint very nice what need get tru is best go straight to the boss god not these other ones its in bhagava gita else have go tru all different gods names of Krisha and some added ones got do some nasty shit when can just go be devotee to Krishna directly or musliminah is call is islam same ting. i found recepie make ethiopian mash pots with yams and herbs and thing sis went out shopping i back now its nightfall i real tired tho off meditate a while. i was also get real stress on the calander u know how in poem i wrote cud be 2013 in ethiopia when i lay down mi life but only jah knows like next line went...lucky i also say i aint got no idea how long since we left the cave where it is i onl ynipped out for a packet of fags cant find way back if im the dog i hope the cat can come too....sura in quran is like plato one too a bit....then i check ethiopian calander its a few years before 2014 on that one....also i think i mentioned this before but not sure, 9.11 is ethiopian new year...intersting the usa govt forces and fake muslims were proven to be involed in terorrist activitys against their own peole like the nazi did the reichstag.....hopefully next 9.11 be a state of emerging rather than emergency for us who dont like terrorism of any sort and take a no tolerance policy on our own inner demon terrorst get them undercontrol we may get take down over this system,
RSS
Great poem. I love the line about the dew.
From one Bear to another..
Love Ya Little Brother..
SunningBear
--Calhoun25
as it is fam but must been hard all the other ones get like food exta and tings maybe that christian preacher u mention helped u out. im celebrating today the 7th its the ascension day on the ethiopian calander its day i ceelbrated last year i noz by going for pizza and i see a girl wait on bus she had a lovely silver cross necklace she say to her little brutah name joshua dont worry be another bus along in a minute and smile at me. this spiral gateway some of it aint very nice what need get tru is best go straight to the boss god not these other ones its in bhagava gita else have go tru all different gods names of Krisha and some added ones got do some nasty shit when can just go be devotee to Krishna directly or musliminah is call is islam same ting. i found recepie make ethiopian mash pots with yams and herbs and thing sis went out shopping i back now its nightfall i real tired tho off meditate a while. i was also get real stress on the calander u know how in poem i wrote cud be 2013 in ethiopia when i lay down mi life but only jah knows like next line went...lucky i also say i aint got no idea how long since we left the cave where it is i onl ynipped out for a packet of fags cant find way back if im the dog i hope the cat can come too....sura in quran is like plato one too a bit....then i check ethiopian calander its a few years before 2014 on that one....also i think i mentioned this before but not sure, 9.11 is ethiopian new year...intersting the usa govt forces and fake muslims were proven to be involed in terorrist activitys against their own peole like the nazi did the reichstag.....hopefully next 9.11 be a state of emerging rather than emergency for us who dont like terrorism of any sort and take a no tolerance policy on our own inner demon terrorst get them undercontrol we may get take down over this system,