is a cat here its real cool hes siamese named kenna after terrace mckenna yusaf named him i used listen some that terrace mkenna before is maybe where i first hear others say what i was thinking is this manna comes in the dew they collet and goes mouldy do with shrooms, i know definetely is where i frist hear the idea that being mentally ill specifically a paranoid schitzophrenic is do with upside shaman. hes so cool hes only a kitten he comes sleeps on mi bed before i was here he used sleep that room i have share room with sophora its cool see her she keeps drawing tracks outside in the gravel got me doing some kind school sports day game it aint as bad as at school i do actually try take part not just do a no show and she doesnt mock me too much on account mi lack of athletic ability, i got go the baby is come next me well shes nearly 2 misty shes cool kaya is rang about get the cheque when it arrives they will send it here with yusafs brother who is coming 19th so i just have work way get that form printed off if i didnt bring it i forgot do it specifically like i planned but might still been in mi bag from when i went bank so hopefully wont be too long u will have few funds get few bits. Jah bless.
Hi Jeremiah i not been feeling so good either finding it hard concentrate plus the phsyical symptoms u mention, i believe in mi case, at least, i dont properly know about myself i still feel half the time, let alone anyone else...is to do with quickening in pslams, its in pistis sophia prayer too shes going tru similar things to david and says something about sweating her matter and cryuing her tears so they who oppress her cant take the rest of her power, it sounds like her and philip and maybe some next disciples is come from the invisible realms like fallen angels i guess u cud say, i cant explain it properly atm, she is on the point of perishing then Michael and Gabriel are sent to take the light the lion faced power stole from her, seems they created it or something its fucked up they ask for forgivness but says too she is his angel and his power and it is Jah command that she fell....the authorities hate her and oppress her keep harrassing and tricking her trying fathom the mystery they say she knows but she doesnt actually remember it must just know its real and keeps her faith in the light of lights she knew from the start. they want get her to do their mystery but she wont so they hate on her more and oppress her without her realising whats going on. it works out good in the end and after a few repetences is led to the higher reigions of the chaos then up to the light 13 aeon of righteousness when the muthafuckahs follow her the light comes in her sometimes i think of it how the moon reflect the sun, whatever, anyway its part Jah plan and their self generated gods end up in fear of Jah light and for most ppl who will quickly repent is great savings mysterys in it. its tied up with this morgellons fibres its in everything part nano technology part shaman darts and fibres they cant kill us with it if we with Jah it will save us do with the ark of the covenant,
sorry for my late answer. OK, I'll write you directly, so you're my fresh new penpal. Can't promise exactly when you'll get my first letter, I do my best. Don't like to hurry into things, mostly some reflection bears its fruits...
It's nice you say I inspire you. As for the meditation, good thing you have started again. You will notice the changes in your life if you do it more regularly. I do notice the changes in my life, and I am only meditating for one year now... Maybe you could ask to start with a meditating group in the prison where you are? Well just a suggestion like always, you know...
I read you like all that has to do with royalty. Since July 21st we have a new king and queen, I'll send you a photograph of them with my letter.
Well get this to a close now, take good care of yourself!
Really is it true?? I would like to see you free to carry out your ambitions. I find myself curious about you more and more. I often wonder if you will resemble the boy I once knew who was sweet, the man who refused to be an adult and I learned to despise or something else all together. I wonder what you would say to my children, would you try to take the place of the man who has been their "daddy" in your absence? Admittedly I'm fearful of your release due to all my unanswered questions. I don't know how this would affect my children. Please don't think I wish you pain because I don't. All these years I've healed at your expense knowing I wouldn't have to face the one who broke me. Even now I still struggle dispite my cozy life I've settled into. Johnny, you carved your name in my heart as if I were an old oak tree. I may no longer belong in your forest but you will always remain as my scar.
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sorry for my late answer. OK, I'll write you directly, so you're my fresh new penpal. Can't promise exactly when you'll get my first letter, I do my best. Don't like to hurry into things, mostly some reflection bears its fruits...
It's nice you say I inspire you. As for the meditation, good thing you have started again. You will notice the changes in your life if you do it more regularly. I do notice the changes in my life, and I am only meditating for one year now... Maybe you could ask to start with a meditating group in the prison where you are? Well just a suggestion like always, you know...
I read you like all that has to do with royalty. Since July 21st we have a new king and queen, I'll send you a photograph of them with my letter.
Well get this to a close now, take good care of yourself!
Little Pilgrim
Love You Always
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