lol deb he’s married to me so take the hint and stop writing he said to tell you he wasn’t thinking of you at all when he drew that pic so in your dreams
22 years and your super close now then ever to be released. That has to feel pretty awesome? Sure it's probably scary as heck. Lots of things going on in the head. I'm sure 22 years the head is where you lived. And no freedom along with it your up against a wall. Brightside is coming because all that negative thinking I guess more worried. Will in to all work out to a Bright future. Think about freedom using the bathroom instead of losing a job. A job you haven't started yet. Think about things like food and clothing and what you might do first. Walk in a park. Not at anytime you could go back behind the walls of hell. Think outside the box and I believe with more happier outlook on what will you eat first or sleep in a bed.with a pillow. Hold hands and look at someone special. Not worried about p.o officer. Haven't seen him yet. Don't stress about things that you cannot control 💯. I wish you the best and I believe you will never go back to prison. I believe you had 22 years to realize this too. You will be great stand strong for yourself and don't worry about others. You got this. I don't know you. You don't know me. I read your blog and before I knew I'm typing away. Julie mccurdy you got this no worries man.
Thank you for writing. I finished the transcription for your post. I listened to "Where Do I Fit In" as I read your letter. It was a very touching song.
Hi Otis I’m on here to try to find out if your my father or not I found out about you you from one of your grandson’s on Ancestry which we shared a lot of DNA. He gave your sons name and I was able to talk to him and he said you had a lot of kids. Not sure where you are but I would like to get in contact with you if that’s possible. Thank you
hello Kelly, I am glad to be here... but I've such extremely sad sad news to tell you. On my feast day,on May 22nd,George died! I heard it only today, May 27th. :( It all began at the moment Gera, a Dutch friend noticed she didn't see George on her account,when she mailed to a pen pal of hers.Is he free perhaps, she asked. No,his parole would be in June or in summer;so, I was worried and called his dad.He said:I've very bad news,George died, and I couldn't reach you to tell it. This is so unreal!I still can't believe I never will see my love again!We were so deeply in love,Kelly and we had hundred of things in common.Like twin souls we were.It seems that a whole piece of my life faded away!We knew each other for 18 years.He had the big chance to be released now.His dad of 97yrs looked out to see his son in freedom pretty soon and now... ;(( He had told his dad that his left hand felt warm,but his right one was cold. Was it the next day(?)he felt pain in his breast,they flew him over to a clinic by helicopter and once there,he died shortly after this. He would have made it this time and he wrote how he would prepare himself to adept to the outer world.But he would only believe in it when it was said to him. He would have been 72yrs on June 28th.Well, no need to tell you I am so in pain! I was in shock before; something that happened with my 2 daughters!I can write it in a letter, but it now has no more sense anyway. It feels like nothing has importance anymore; since a big part of my life with him is erased from my world.My heart cries, ... All feels so dark now... love from Rita xx
It was lovely to read your letter. I really do hope that your bakery cart and e-bike plan comes together. You're on the right path, and I can tell that you're serious about accomplishing your goals. Keep up the positive vibes and the great writing. You can do anything short timer! Hope you accomplish your goals and dreams!
- Lance
I am glad to be here... but I've such extremely sad sad news to tell you.
On my feast day,on May 22nd,George died!
I heard it only today, May 27th. :( It all began at the moment Gera, a Dutch friend noticed she didn't see George on her account,when she mailed to a pen pal of hers.Is he free perhaps, she asked. No,his parole would be in June or in summer;so, I was worried and called his dad.He said:I've very bad news,George died, and I couldn't reach you to tell it.
This is so unreal!I still can't believe I never will see my love again!We were so deeply in love,Kelly and we had hundred of things in common.Like twin souls we were.It seems that a whole piece of my life faded away!We knew each other for 18 years.He had the big chance to be released now.His dad of 97yrs looked out to see his son in freedom pretty soon and now... ;((
He had told his dad that his left hand felt warm,but his right one was cold. Was it the next day(?)he felt pain in his breast,they flew him over to a clinic by helicopter and once there,he died shortly after this.
He would have made it this time and he wrote how he would prepare himself to adept to the outer world.But he would only believe in it when it was said to him.
He would have been 72yrs on June 28th.Well, no need to tell you I am so in pain!
I was in shock before; something that happened with my 2 daughters!I can write it in a letter, but it now has no more sense anyway.
It feels like nothing has importance anymore; since a big part of my life with him is erased from my world.My heart cries, ...
All feels so dark now...
love from Rita xx
It was lovely to read your letter. I really do hope that your bakery cart and e-bike plan comes together. You're on the right path, and I can tell that you're serious about accomplishing your goals. Keep up the positive vibes and the great writing. You can do anything short timer! Hope you accomplish your goals and dreams!
Cheers!