Some times it takes us to be locked up or go thru some bad experience to realize and appreciate the beautiful things in life. I find my self getting caught up in the stresses of life and when I sit back and focus on the good things it makes it easier to deal with the other stuff. Always count your blessings!
Hello my good friend. I've been thinking of you lately, I know I am way behind in sending the things I'd promised but I haven't forgotten. The next semester is about to start next week, which always causes me to organise all I need to get to before the routine of study gets back into full swing and you are firmly on my list.
I'm glad you have written in. I always look for you here, thankfully the notification e-mails I receive from Btb by prescribing to your blog mean I always know as soon as your posts are uploaded. I'm pleased to see you're still looking for the light in the darkness, it's what I always do when things are looking bad for me. I liked all you had to say here, except for the very last line. You said ...One day all those who hurt and abandoned me and were so cruel ..."shall wallow in envy". I'd like to see you use all of your energy uplifting yourself and not wishing any negativity towards others, as cruel as they may have been towards you. Their pain is their own (and their actions indicate just that), their journeys are their own and they don't require any further negativity than you yourself do.
You're incredibly strong Jeremy. I've never known any person who has endured as much as you have and I'm thankful that you're still here with us. I'm so proud to call myself your friend & although you share your pain here, I always find comfort in your words.
Take care my friend. I'll be in touch again soon. Nicki
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. Hi Seng! It's Kat. As long as you remember the tradition and language will survive. Keep on telling your story!
"Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon and the truth." /Buddha :)
It's me, Cori...I hope you got my reply by now because in the last letter I received from you you said you still hadn't gotten any reply from me...I did send you a long letter quite a while ago. Just wanted to say Hi and I hope all is well with you...I will soon send off another letter to you as well!
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. How lovely to hear that your parents gave you a good upbringing. Maybe one day you will be out in the real world and be able to show them how much you have grown up as a person, you are clearly very wise.
what a muthafucking hypocrite that no mark is worse than me he keep tellme baggera not allowed in the building i said it aint up to him i stay calm with him just laugh in his face sometiems i know he wants me kick off but i wont cos i know is tied situations with others in worse situoatins than me they want us kick off but Jah is scheming to get releases or under different proper authority soon i think...i guess if bageera wants to spy up close on his enemys he can just use that clone now or whatever...i dont know what S block is...Sirius?.....SnAKe....? i dont need to know if its classifed i aint fishing for imformation for all i know this the modern day cia is reading this im a runaway slave from a next time sometiems it seems but whatever just get up on the mast with the master builder take over da whole slave ship maybe we will maybe we wont i guess only Jah knows...i know that tec is teling the truth tho when says revolution is inevitable muthafuckahs.....when i was at that cottage i was asleep or near that kinda state kinda woke up bit of a dream within a dream maybe like in art of dreaming, have u read that, Jah is use it show me how i lost mi energy but got out somewhere help bring some of the real forces of allah back help us overcome enemy occupation inside and outside and under these fronting fake authoritys.....then was a knock at the door i thouoght i get up soon i was so tired then i kinda got up but in a dream within a dream i guess i went to the front door but was barred or something invisible screen maybe i cant remember then was a door or something opened to the right on the wall but i cant mind if i went tru or not...like eve man keep get deceived. I shud be able get out to library tomorrow so i update u on that and try get something written to post also i got lettters ready stamped jus had noone seems to write too, dont worry for writing much or replying on here same as i cant always and i dont have the financial restraints your under, i wil jus put receipt for book here so u got idea when is due to come and know i am telling the truth...smile....thanks so much for writing me and supporting and pray for me i try order a quran latr too i got shower got out a little while now n try clean up. Jah bless i try write better answer some more your questions next time if i can...if not im still wih you inni....
im glad u got a mate in there is nice have people to stick with , in bhagada gita Krishna tells arunja who knew Jah before but dont remember...sometimes i feel i must be on that path for real.....is say to be careful who is friends with, i can see why......whatever like that chilli balaam knew ppl may think they can use you to curse the YIsraelites but if they for Jah they cant and if Jah does let that happen is just a blessing in disguise....sorry hear u got some issues with some of the population thre, me too in mi area, not just the wanker upstairs, i think i mentioned that Bageera appears to have cloned himself...lol obviously hes only a black panther angel he couldnt have done it without the lion of Yuhudah....wel i guess he cud but then wud be just passing magic and shirk and hes not that mad....i get idea im dying and living in different times and places same as how that chili balaam ask for a righteous death.....is in the ethiopian orthodox book of prayers i got too about how Jah servants and saints etc have like several names each...i got guided buy some new sheets in primark other day they dont cost much there but was so beautiful and feel so nice is got roses on and all different writings and has like two things crossed cud be double islamic swords or like lacrosse things like in harry potter game they played on broomsticks ...based on mayan stuff inni...maybe i do better this year in the para(noid) olympics if i get paryaltic i wont feel the pain or shame if i fall over either. the thing about the cat, so there was two bageeras outside last night, and other nights when the original bageera lol Borg7of9ErinA was not even here i seen some other bageeras around from last time he was here...i worked out how he done it he goes under one of the screws car down to where these muthafuckahs got some of our snake bruthahs of lumeria and et's and fellow revolutionary souljahs of peace locked up....or think they have probably just where Jah needs us....so i let one in i found it hard to tell unless i look up close where bageera got his 'mark of the beast/st bea' birthmark hidden but they will never fathom it, i was probably just faking let th fake cat in, not to make bageera jealous lol probably just some spy thing probably turn around bite the hand that feeds it cos it dont acknowledge where the food is coming from....Igzi-Abhier...so then i see 1st vampire bageeera angel out the window let him up the other one went in the hall i hear it run upstairs then the door opened and shut.
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I also like the line you wrote about the new direction is the way your heart always wanted to go.
I'm glad you have written in. I always look for you here, thankfully the notification e-mails I receive from Btb by prescribing to your blog mean I always know as soon as your posts are uploaded. I'm pleased to see you're still looking for the light in the darkness, it's what I always do when things are looking bad for me. I liked all you had to say here, except for the very last line. You said ...One day all those who hurt and abandoned me and were so cruel ..."shall wallow in envy". I'd like to see you use all of your energy uplifting yourself and not wishing any negativity towards others, as cruel as they may have been towards you. Their pain is their own (and their actions indicate just that), their journeys are their own and they don't require any further negativity than you yourself do.
You're incredibly strong Jeremy. I've never known any person who has endured as much as you have and I'm thankful that you're still here with us. I'm so proud to call myself your friend & although you share your pain here, I always find comfort in your words.
Take care my friend. I'll be in touch again soon.
Nicki
Hi Seng! It's Kat. As long as you remember the tradition and language will survive. Keep on telling your story!
"Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon and the truth."
/Buddha
:)
It's me, Cori...I hope you got my reply by now because in the last letter I received from you you said you still hadn't gotten any reply from me...I did send you a long letter quite a while ago. Just wanted to say Hi and I hope all is well with you...I will soon send off another letter to you as well!
Take care, you are in my thoughts...