March 24, 2013
From While I Breath, I Hope. by Sarai Rose

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Do as thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.

Pax Verbiscum,

Here we are - March 9th, 2013, my 47th year within this earthly vessel; can't complain for what is life but an ongoing education. In my 47 years I've been fortunate in many ways - unfortunate in others, however, I've learn to accept it as it is, no time to whine and bitch about the raw deals I was dealt by an uncaring world, Hell; I made my own choices, therefore I'm big enough to admit it and accept the consequences for my actions. "It is what it is plain and simple."

I'll be including a couple of new poems and two new drawings. The drawings are full of symbology and I welcome all responses and interpretations regarding both my poems and art.

The Angels are worked in a piece I've titled: Forbidden Fruit; and the second piece with the Egyptian scarab I've titled "Awakening."

Since my last entry, my granddaughter... [line missing]...

I have an aunt whom helped in my early years of upbringing who is now fighting for her life; diabetes, blood complications and heart disease; I have a young niece (23) who has two little children (babies) as she herself is fighting cancer and has a cyst (or) tumour behind her heart! At times I wonder how life can be so harsh and cruel to kind and compassionate people, yet cater to monsters such as paedophiles and rapists? Some things really doesn't seem fair at all - especially in human suffering!

With that said let me now enter my poem pieces.

"Melancholy my Friend"

Melancholy my dear friend, come! Take my hand, paranoid is in full flight. Help me through this forgotten land, please come and hold me tight.

Melancholy me dear where have you been? Come! I need you near, the door is open come on in... [line missing]...

Melancholy my friend, what would life be without you? Sweet despair, manic depression - how it all leaves me wrecked and blue. Death I'm sure would be a glorious blessin'.

Beneath the grave's dank, moist soil, quite outline - shelter me from the waves of time.

Melancholy my sweet friend, come and tell me your lovely lies - beneath your shadows I'll even abide; cast your illusions before these tired eyes, eat sorrow take rest upon these shoulders - in with you by my side, I know I'll hear no saddened goodbyes.

David E. Bauguess (10/16/2009)

"Loves Sweet Flame"

Come my love, let me taste one sweet kiss - ignite love's candle within my heart - fill my darkened world with lighted bliss; a light that will never part.

In thine own heart - my precious love is where it must start. Look deep within and pull back the veils, dive into love's mighty ocean and hoist the sails.

As the delicate moth dances about the candle, he has but one aim; his overwhelming desire too strong to control he drives into the beloved's all consuming flame.

Likewise my dear would I do my part, forfeit life and name - that I might be welcomed to dive into the depths of your heart; there to be consumed in love's sweet flame.

David Six Bauguess (11-6-2919)

Love is the law, love under will.

Thanks for the opportunity to share my thoughts, feelings, art and poetry with everyone.

Pax Vebiscum

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akalitty Posted 11 years, 8 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 8 months ago   Favorite
David,
I would love to believe that it was me that inspired your second poem. I know you definitely do it for me. Out here I feel lonely for your touch. You are the most passionate man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. You have made such an important difference in my life. You have changed so much since the first time I had the honor of interacting with you. You are truly inspirational and to keep you behind those bars is an unfortunate disadvantage for those of us who love you and know how much better our world would be with you actually in it and not in there.
I love you and your words are lovely. Your Zahra- always and forever...

sarah31 Posted 11 years, 6 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 6 months ago   Favorite
Hi daddy. I miss u so much. I'm glad Lauren told me about this. I'm sorry I haven't written lately. It's been a very hard time. I've been goin through a lot of stuff. In and out of the hospital might have surgery on my back. It's like I'm getting paid bake from all the carp I have done in the past. Enough about me how are you. I wana see you so bad. All I wana do is hug you and never let go. You are my daddy best friend always and 4evr. I really do hope ur ok. I no it's hard n ther but always remember ther are people out here that lov u unconditionally. Always me no matter what. I lov u so much david. Lov always friend and daughter, sarah

sarah31 Posted 11 years, 6 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 6 months ago   Favorite
I LOV U DADDY 4EVR AND ALWAYS. LOV SARAH UR DAUGHTER

sarah31 Posted 11 years, 6 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 6 months ago   Favorite
I can't believe I can write u this way it's so much easier. I lov u daddy

sarah31 Posted 11 years, 6 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 6 months ago   Favorite
Hey I wana tattoo of stars goin up my back to my shoulder. I hav a Sun and moon attached right under my shoulder so will u draw something for me please so I can hav an idea of how 2 do it. I LOV u daddy

Sarai Rose Posted 11 years, 4 months ago.   Favorite
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