Reply ID: 4ryf

First and foremost,

Please know that I am still on point and on the path that the Creator has for me. Nothing in my life is wasted. Please believe me.

Second, I chose to make a deal in court and not go to trial. I do not know if you understand this or not. I agreed to something that I did not do in order to avoid risking my life in prison. So do not believe everything you read. Since then, I have been back to court and had my charges readdressed. I will be out of here next year. If i were guilty, there would be no deals or modifications. However, I am guilty of some unethical and questionable behavior.

Now, back to you and me. I owe you the greatest apology. I pray that some kind of forgiveness is possible. While we were dating, you did not know that I had been molested every day, from 2-10, by eleven of my great uncles and great cousins. You also did not know that I had been raped several times by several of my mother's boyfriends. When we met, it was my last and only chance at what I understand to be a normal, healthy, and beautiful life. You really were my last and only chance at true love.

So fast-forward to now. I am gay, still very masculine. I have had three relationships in my life with men, each of them were over 9 years. So for almost 30 years, I was okay. But men cheat. I can't seem to locate anyone faithful.

Anyway, leave your address on the blog and I will write you. If you send me a phone number, I will call.

Myrna, I am doing really well outside of this one test. I worked for Sony music. I have a big music catalog of over 500 hip-hop gospel songs. I have 14 years of college and my phD. It's not over until God says it's over. I could use a real friend with a great history like ours. I think you would be able to see that I have overcome so much.

I look forward to hearing from you. Anything that I can do to be supportive, I will! Oh yeah, I would love for us to do some more music.

Sincerely,
X-Ray Robinson
The African Classic

P.S. Let's keep each other in prayer.