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I'm glad you're seeing the psychiatrist - I agree that you need to face and accept all of your past actions before you can move forward. I have some strong opinions about some of the causes - it will be interesting to see if you come to some of the same conclusions. Those won't be something we'll discuss here, for sure!!
Cella announced on Facebook today that she's getting married - not sure what the date for that is - the reception will be July 30th. His name is Tom - I know nothing else about him :)
I love you - gotta go so this will be done - and so I can get to bed. I've got a sinus infection and bronchitis - been sick a couple of weeks now - I'm better than I was but I'm still sleeping sitting up
Keep posting - I check just about every day :)
That's all for now - take care :)
I see notices on my last two notes that they were sent 2 days ago, so you should have them by the time you get this - that's good!!
I'm almost well now - finally - and will be going to Alabama in a couple of weeks to visit - plan on staying a week or so.
Hopefully I'll see a message from you then :)
Played world of warcraft most of the day today and yesterday - I have 9 characters, all at max level so I'm just trying to get them geared up before the next expansion at the end of summer when they will give us new areas to explore. Hard to describe since I don't think you've ever seen or heard of the game :)
Nothing new here - we are all just trying to get over being sick.
G'night now - sweet dreams
Took the baby to the park Friday - her first time to play on the equipment - she loved it. We thought she'd have a fit when it was time to leave but she was pretty good. Amber is pregnant again - we pray that there won't be a miscarriage - she's only about 6 weeks. Her oldest daughter is also expecting - she's about 5 weeks - so it ought to be interesting :)
Time to go - I'm sleepy - no reason - lol - I don't do anything.
G'night - love you
Me :)
Feeling nostalgic the last few days, weeks, months - lol - thinking about how different things could be if we'd all made different choices. So many people would still be alive - and possibly happy - if they'd done things just a little differently :)
Ok, ok - that's depressing - lol. Think I'll go watch the trees blow in the breeze - which seems to be getting stronger!!
Love you -
Another week starts tomorrow - yawn!! They're all pretty much the same since I quit working - I need a job
Good night and sweet dreams - I love you
Just a passing thought for today :)
I don't know how to describe it - it's not that they go to church and I choose not to - I don't go to their church because of the head covering - eventually that would be an issue. I should find another church but I'm not sure I could go in by myself - I have problems with that sometimes. Oh well - it's not important anyway - today is just one of those days
:)
I still think of you every day - if that helps you to feel better :)
Good night love - sweet dreams - don't let the bedbugs bite.
Oh - latest post - your date was 4/4 - and they posted it 5 days ago (today is the 21st) the day Prince died.
I believe in God's forgiveness - not sure if I always have (probably not, or I would have lived a better life) but I do now. I believe that He sent His son and that if we have faith that we are saved. I pray that you believe as well, because that is our chance to be together for eternity. I pray for you - and for me.
I love you :)
Just wondering if you're OK - I haven't heard from you and it's your turn :) Are you sick?
Just wanted to send this note in the hope that it gets sent tomorrow. I got your letter Friday - made me cry in relief - I always imagine the worst :( anyway - I didn't have anything written - and planned to write over the weekend but of course I got sick that night! It's just a cold but it sure laid me out - tonight is the first I've been out of bed. I know the fever broke today - you know how you get that weak, sweaty feeling? I hope to be much improved in the next few days and will get your letter written then. I love you. :)
Anyway I should get a letter done this week:)
I love you - more and more :)
It's nearly 2 am - haven't been to bed yet. All the windows open because the weather is so perfect. I've been sleeping with them open the last several nights - these are the times I'm glad I'm here where it's not so scary (yet) that you can't leave the windows open
I love to come here and find notes from you - I wonder why I don't feel pressured about these, but the letters at the house do make me feel that way. I guess one of the psychoses that age has brought to me - combined with the fact I've always hated to write letters :). Oh well - I guess this way is working for us right now
Once I see a new post it's kind of like a treasure hunt to get to read it all. They kind of string them one after the other so I have to page through the past couple of years worth to get to the new one. I'm not sure how they add the posts - it can be very confusing!!
Have I told you that you write wonderful love letters - ?? I can write - short pieces describing an event that people find entertaining - I like to play with words and paint mind pictures - make people see what I see/think/feel - but I'm not good at love letters at all - I guess because I have difficulty exposing my emotions on a first person basis. Hopefully that makes sense - though probably not - lol
Ok - going to try to sleep now. I love you, my heart - I can feel your arms holding me as I start to drift off - ever safe - that was always how you made me feel - safe :)
Your Jeannie :)