#86 Nate's News + Prometheus' Report
Irony - it's stalking me. Please recall that I noted in post #82, Nut-House News, that cell A-301 held an INMATE who took "poop fetish" to a whole lower level. Well, now I'm in cell A-301, with ol' Stinky now in cell A-302. After 1 1/2 weeks and about a dozen hours of cleaning, I almost eliminated the reek of his dried urine and feces, which apparently soaked into the cell's floor and crevices around the window facing into the hallway. And the guy is a flaming homo with a crush on me!
There's nothing about beards, balls, or penises that turn me on, nor butts of males! Apparently Ru Paul next door feels otherwise. This is the second flamer next door to me - they seem to think I must be gay because they are. WTF?! I don't give a f' who f's what, so long as they don't try to involve ME in it. But these types, I would have to inflict pain on to discourage.
Well, I guess I'm better lookin' than I've been told, at least. :)
Prometheus Report - yeah, got more research to do before I post my dissertation on psychological abuse + neglect in prison. All my posts lead to that Rome though; and I MUST delve more into the foundation of human cognition/consciousness, with some hefty diversions into A.I. + even aliens, because those subjects have interesting possibilities that will help us understand OUR cognition/consciousness, which leads to the situation in prison. There are no spirits or ghosts behind psychological abuse/disorder in prison; it happens for a reason, even if the reason may be obscured by our very examination of it (e.g. if a subject knows he's being studied, his behavior will change).
Oh, my buddy Sean Riker decided to take down his blog here, because BtB's policy not letting him post his psychological expert reports that explain how his ex groomed her kids into making false allegations of abuse by him. I read them, wish you all could have too. :( You shouldn't have to just take my word that he's innocent or that anything else I say is true.
Bummed out that I've got NO replies to my ads on prisonpenpals.com, writeaprisoner.com, etc. I am still hoping to make some special friends through this blog or those ads. My personality + circumstances are... heavy tho!
My birthday's coming up, Oct. 21st. I'll be 38 yrs old. I still feel like a wise-ass kid. Weird, growing old, alone. There I go getting heavy.
Readers, take care, don't be shy and be kind enough to spread the word about my blog to friends, fellow students, teachers, etc.
Sincerely, Nate
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open minded & for not realizing despite what one may do during their lifetime, they are still a human being just as they are & I am. I hope that you get this so it lets you know you make a difference. Ill write more soon!-CC