Am I gay?
Okay. Look, I´m attracted to men and women. More so men than women. The major difference between the two being that I only cum with men, so that should make me gay, right? Well, then why do I always end up with dudes who are closeted? I have never had an openly gay lover. I don´t like having to sneak around just to have sex with the guy who is supposed to be my boyfriend. I have always been attracted to guys, but I have never been accepted in gay circles. Most openly gay dudes don´t believe I´m gay. Most women don´t believe I´m gay either. I guess I´m too manly, or something. It´s true; I have no feminine qualities and, even though I haven´t had sex with a woman since I was 18, I still get erect for good looking chicks, but the fact that I won´t cum is a downer; so, why is it that closeted dudes can tell I´m gay, but gay men can´t? Well, take care of yourselves.
Peace :)
Donny
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And just a thought. You say you´re manly looking, there are some gay men who, even though they claim to be attracted to men, are usually attracted to feminine types of guys, and if they are feminine themselves, they probably would expect you to act that way to believe you, but I can assure you that many gay men like precisely that: men. The reason why the "closeters" like you best could be because of the same thing, since you don´t "look" gay, they feel safe being seen with you without people thinking there is a relationship between us.
Good luck!!
Take care. Nicki