Sweetpea: I posted everything I did without first reading any new posts. Which means I did not see your apology to me before unleashing my hurt and anger. You have to understand my position. I suffered at the hands of Sean for four years, and so did my kids. After the horror of my marriage I finally had the courage to leave. Either that or I was finally willing to die trying. When I left I had no idea that I would be subjected to the hell Sean has inflicted on me. He has sued me in state and federal court more than a dozen times. Brought me back to divorce court countless time. He taunts me. He writes horrible things about me that aren't true on the internet, to the judge in Colorado and other people. He writes horrible things about me to my family, social services ect. It never ends. This is my life. I can't escape this. I keep getting dragged back in by new lawsuits and new blogs such as this. By being aware of them and fighting them back it gives the power of knowledge. I have to know the enemy to fight it. I made some rude remarks to you above. I am sorry. I got personal and just mean towards you. I am hurt! I am so hurt from three years of these blogs and people saying what happened to me really didn't happen. It hurts. And because it's my children I don't think I have to put their priavte info on the computer for random women to see. You are like one of 20 women who have contacted me. You have been the only one though that has ever apologized to me. I accept your apology. And I would like to offer you my own. I am sorry that the rage I feel inside for Sean was unleashed on you. I am sorry I made rude remarks about you. I don't think you're stupid. Maybe too trusting while I am too cynical. Thank you for believing me, Tayler Riker
http://www.deseretnews.com/article/577090/St-George-bomber-pleads-guilty.html St. George bomber pleads guilty
Published: Thursday, Aug. 14 1997 12:00 a.m.
Sean Riker has admitted making and detonating five pipe bombs in St. George two years ago.
Riker, 29, pleaded guilty to five counts of use of an explosive device Tuesday before U.S. District Judge Dee Benson.The bombs exploded at Star Flag and Display on July 31, 1995; at Dixie Auto Sales on Aug. 4, 1995; at Woodward Elementary School on Aug. 5, 1995; and at Agave bookstore on Sept. 23, 1995.
Two bombs were set off at the school.
The bookstore, badly damaged and no longer in business, was bombed to disguise a burglary, Riker said.
"At the time I was heavily on methamphetamines . . . . It was just to see how powerful (the pipe bombs) were," he told Benson.
Federal prosecutors will seek a prison sentence of more than 11 years at Riker's Oct. 27 sentencing.
As part of his plea bargain, he must tell state prosecutors about burglaries he committed in St. George.
His former roommate and co-defendant, Paula Castillo Rogers, has pleaded guilty to two charges. Her sentencing is set for Sept. 30.
The bookstore, badly damaged and no longer in business, was bombed to disguise a burglary, Riker said.
"At the time I was heavily on methamphetamines . . . . It was just to see how powerful (the pipe bombs) were," he told Benson.
How does a out-of-business bookstore relate to you bombing places involved in sex crimes against children Sean? And you either are lying to us or you lied to the judge since this article quotes you as saying you bombed those places to cover up burgarlies and just to see how strong the bombs were. You are so lame.
If you have alot of cancer cases in your family, you will likely have the genes. So you probably can´t run away from knowing the risk. ;-)
As I wrote at the other place where this comment response of yours has been posted: You are free not to believe in a loving God but sorry, I don´t see any reason of not bringing God into it. These unborn babies should be worth less that God´s gifts just because some criminal killed other children?
God has given people freedom to decide to be good or bad. This will be over some day but at the moment, unfortunately we have to live with the wrong decisions of others. But for me, this doesn´t mean there is no God.
Of course, I can stop posting like that. But that would mean I´d stop reading your blogposts. You don´t like being told what to write and what not? It´s the same for me. Besides, who knows who else beside you will read your posts and the responses? Who knows whom one can help in his or her doubts?
For me, it´s simply unfair....we all want to be free to make our own decisions, to live our life as we want to, don´t we? And when God gives us this freedom, we thank him by accusing him when the freedom is misused.
Were my answers deleted or did I answer at the wrong place? (Think your responses are posted several times.)
I don´t believe atheists mean the danger for believers when they say religion is dangerous. I often heard "religion is the root of all evil". That´s probably more what they mean.
Naw, Jesus didn´t intend to bring chaos. I don´t think so. If it was up to him (leaving our freedom of decision away) we´d follow what he taught us and if all of us here on earth did, it would be a better place. He was just intelligent enough to know what would be coming up to his followers and he prepared them for that. ;-)
PS "Please don´t bring God into it" - Ronnie, it´s completely up to you to say you don´t believe in a God (or at least not in a loving God). But if you want to get comments, you´ll have to accept that people thinking different write their opinion. This contains God too, if the comment writer is a believer.
Of course, I can stop leaving such comments if that´s your wish, but then it would mean I´d stop reading your blogposts. You don´t like if someone tells you what to write and what not, right? Same with me. No one forces you to agree and to change your own mind. But I want to be free to leave more than only what you´d like to hear (especially as that doesn´t attack you).
Besides I see another point: It´s not only you reading the comments. Who knows who the others are, what doubts they have and which other opinions than yours may help them along? My faith is very important to me and so I´ll try to say something to answer possible questions as good as I can - if not for you, then maybe for others.
The author Franz Werfel wrote as an idiom at the beginning of the novel "Das Lied von Bernadette" (means "The song of Bernadette" - no idea under which title it was published in English): For the one who wants to believe, there´s enough light, and for the one who doesn´t, enough darkness.
Well, I guess you can´t escape from knowing if you have cancer genes. If there were many cases of cancer in your family already, then it´s more than likely you have those genes too.
Hey Dad, I am definately on a new course in life, as far as what my plans are, ive been working with teens in recovery for the past 3 months at a residential facility and will be here for 3 more, Gods doing amazing things. But I feel that Gods next step for me is taking a 6 month class called awaken, its a part of a Christian discipleing and mission field ministry called YWAM (youth with a mission), Ill be taking a 3 month class and then do 3 months of mission work. Bill Gods really done great things and brought tremendous healing in my life and heart and he continues to pour out on me, my only hope and true desire is to share Jesus with the world, thats why (speaking on what Will told you about) I say what I say and do what I do and people are touched, because I'm sharing Jesus with them and He does the rest.
hey mark ,i wanted 2 let yhu knw that yhur on my mind like crazy .i knw we have been throught so much these 10years but i dont regreat none of it .i miss yhu so much that all i do is cry cuz im not in your arms at night.baby i love you n its hard out here without you n i knw i got many more years to go .i know you feel like i gave up on you but bby i promise ill never give up on .ive been your ride or die female this long im not leaving .well waiting on your letter to come .i love MR.THOMAS always and forever
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I posted everything I did without first reading any new posts. Which means I did not see your apology to me before unleashing my hurt and anger.
You have to understand my position. I suffered at the hands of Sean for four years, and so did my kids. After the horror of my marriage I finally had the courage to leave. Either that or I was finally willing to die trying.
When I left I had no idea that I would be subjected to the hell Sean has inflicted on me. He has sued me in state and federal court more than a dozen times. Brought me back to divorce court countless time. He taunts me. He writes horrible things about me that aren't true on the internet, to the judge in Colorado and other people. He writes horrible things about me to my family, social services ect. It never ends.
This is my life. I can't escape this. I keep getting dragged back in by new lawsuits and new blogs such as this. By being aware of them and fighting them back it gives the power of knowledge. I have to know the enemy to fight it.
I made some rude remarks to you above. I am sorry. I got personal and just mean towards you. I am hurt! I am so hurt from three years of these blogs and people saying what happened to me really didn't happen. It hurts. And because it's my children I don't think I have to put their priavte info on the computer for random women to see. You are like one of 20 women who have contacted me. You have been the only one though that has ever apologized to me.
I accept your apology. And I would like to offer you my own. I am sorry that the rage I feel inside for Sean was unleashed on you. I am sorry I made rude remarks about you. I don't think you're stupid. Maybe too trusting while I am too cynical.
Thank you for believing me,
Tayler Riker
St. George bomber pleads guilty
Published: Thursday, Aug. 14 1997 12:00 a.m.
Sean Riker has admitted making and detonating five pipe bombs in St. George two years ago.
Riker, 29, pleaded guilty to five counts of use of an explosive device Tuesday before U.S. District Judge Dee Benson.The bombs exploded at Star Flag and Display on July 31, 1995; at Dixie Auto Sales on Aug. 4, 1995; at Woodward Elementary School on Aug. 5, 1995; and at Agave bookstore on Sept. 23, 1995.
Two bombs were set off at the school.
The bookstore, badly damaged and no longer in business, was bombed to disguise a burglary, Riker said.
"At the time I was heavily on methamphetamines . . . . It was just to see how powerful (the pipe bombs) were," he told Benson.
Federal prosecutors will seek a prison sentence of more than 11 years at Riker's Oct. 27 sentencing.
As part of his plea bargain, he must tell state prosecutors about burglaries he committed in St. George.
His former roommate and co-defendant, Paula Castillo Rogers, has pleaded guilty to two charges. Her sentencing is set for Sept. 30.
The bookstore, badly damaged and no longer in business, was bombed to disguise a burglary, Riker said.
"At the time I was heavily on methamphetamines . . . . It was just to see how powerful (the pipe bombs) were," he told Benson.
How does a out-of-business bookstore relate to you bombing places involved in sex crimes against children Sean? And you either are lying to us or you lied to the judge since this article quotes you as saying you bombed those places to cover up burgarlies and just to see how strong the bombs were. You are so lame.
So you probably can´t run away from knowing the risk. ;-)
As I wrote at the other place where this comment response of yours has been posted:
You are free not to believe in a loving God but sorry, I don´t see any reason of not bringing God into it.
These unborn babies should be worth less that God´s gifts just because some criminal killed other children?
God has given people freedom to decide to be good or bad. This will be over some day but at the moment, unfortunately we have to live with the wrong decisions of others. But for me, this doesn´t mean there is no God.
Of course, I can stop posting like that. But that would mean I´d stop reading your blogposts.
You don´t like being told what to write and what not?
It´s the same for me.
Besides, who knows who else beside you will read your posts and the responses? Who knows whom one can help in his or her doubts?
For me, it´s simply unfair....we all want to be free to make our own decisions, to live our life as we want to, don´t we?
And when God gives us this freedom, we thank him by accusing him when the freedom is misused.
I don´t believe atheists mean the danger for believers when they say religion is dangerous.
I often heard "religion is the root of all evil". That´s probably more what they mean.
Naw, Jesus didn´t intend to bring chaos. I don´t think so. If it was up to him (leaving our freedom of decision away) we´d follow what he taught us and if all of us here on earth did, it would be a better place.
He was just intelligent enough to know what would be coming up to his followers and he prepared them for that. ;-)
"Please don´t bring God into it" -
Ronnie, it´s completely up to you to say you don´t believe in a God (or at least not in a loving God).
But if you want to get comments, you´ll have to accept that people thinking different write their opinion. This contains God too, if the comment writer is a believer.
Of course, I can stop leaving such comments if that´s your wish, but then it would mean I´d stop reading your blogposts.
You don´t like if someone tells you what to write and what not, right?
Same with me. No one forces you to agree and to change your own mind. But I want to be free to leave more than only what you´d like to hear (especially as that doesn´t attack you).
Besides I see another point:
It´s not only you reading the comments.
Who knows who the others are, what doubts they have and which other opinions than yours may help them along?
My faith is very important to me and so I´ll try to say something to answer possible questions as good as I can - if not for you, then maybe for others.
The author Franz Werfel wrote as an idiom at the beginning of the novel "Das Lied von Bernadette" (means "The song of Bernadette" - no idea under which title it was published in English):
For the one who wants to believe, there´s enough light, and for the one who doesn´t, enough darkness.
Well, I guess you can´t escape from knowing if you have cancer genes.
If there were many cases of cancer in your family already, then it´s more than likely you have those genes too.
I am definately on a new course in life, as far as what my plans are, ive been working with teens in recovery for the past 3 months at a residential facility and will be here for 3 more, Gods doing amazing things. But I feel that Gods next step for me is taking a 6 month class called awaken, its a part of a Christian discipleing and mission field ministry called YWAM (youth with a mission), Ill be taking a 3 month class and then do 3 months of mission work. Bill Gods really done great things and brought tremendous healing in my life and heart and he continues to pour out on me, my only hope and true desire is to share Jesus with the world, thats why (speaking on what Will told you about) I say what I say and do what I do and people are touched, because I'm sharing Jesus with them and He does the rest.
love always
Tanya Thomas
Case in point: let me digress for a moment.
There is ONE inmate (Marcus T Rogers #377571
SCI
100 Corrections Drive
Stanley, WI 54768)
who caught my attention.
Mr. Rogers admitted and actually apologized/showed remorse for his crime.
He answered every inquiry factually. He was respectful and (to my knowledge), honest.
I give kudos to Mr Rogers and will assist as long as he tells me the truth.