Hello my son as always enjoyed your blog. It is so nice to read on writing on the internet I am so thankful for this blog site. We are still much in prayer for you class I am sure God is in control and we just have to trust. I am in RI it has been raining and quiet cold but you know I am cold at 7o degrees. I am having a good time looking forward to your call on wednesday and the next time you call I will be home. You sure get treated good here always wanting to do for you and wait on you not use to that but maybe I could get use to it. Getting ready to go out so I will close with telling you how much I love you. You are the best and I am so proud of you. I really enjoyed our visit sat. before last I think Bobby really enjoyed coming down to see you. He said he was not going to wait that long again. Remember you are always on my heart and in my prayers. I love you Very Much! Mom
Hello Joe! Enjoy reading your blog. We are praying that you will soon be starting your new program. God has a plan for you and I think He will open all the door for you to learn all you can. Just hang in there. Take care of yourself and know that we love you and are praying for you.God bless you. Aunt Jenny
Maybe prisoners need more access to employment once they're released, so they're not desperate for money and end up committing more crimes! Maybe if we stop treating them like lepers and focus on the rehabilitative model, not the punitive model, we'll start to see recidivism rates drop!
Hi Dad, I really loved hearing your testimony. It was the first time I have heard that story. Sometimes I forget that you had thoughts too and things going on too, and only focused on what was happening to my world. It is cool to see all that God can do even in our own selfishness. I don't know if you can but my blog is arianatindall.blogspot.com I am sorry I haven't been able to answer your calls or write you. I have been super busy. I am working two jobs right now and also am staff at a youth group. And then also trying to have a social life. You call me when I work, haha so I can't answer. I got excepted to YWAM (Youth with a mission) in L.A and I will live January 13 to June 26th. I am so excited. I look back on the past year and I see God moved me around to give me direction and to place me where he wants me at the correct time. Parts of it were really hard but I am glad he is using me and has a plan for me. I know he will do big things through me for Him and His glory. Even if it isn't "huge" and just a couple people's lives, for me that is huge. I have to raise $7,000 for this but I trust God will provide. I have a peace about this and where he is taking me. I really love reading what you write and it is awesome to get to know you through a love we both share. I hope to hear from you soon. Love, Ari
Hey Scot, just read your post. Sorry for your situation. Sucks beyond belief. One less thing for you to worry about, no one can turn you gay. You are born gay or not. I know, as my youngest son is gay. And quite awesome, by the way. Just thought I'd share that bit of knowledge. Keep your spirits up. Looking forward to your next post. Retia
You seem to have become incredibly insightful and you are to be commended for that.
You are the perfect example of what I truly believe... that we should never give up on each other. I'm told at university often "this is a difficult concept and it may take you a while to get it, it could take a week, a month, or it may not gel in your mind until after you've graduated". I think that's a useful thing to hear so that we give ourselves room to process concepts foreign to us. What a shame that we don't get this information earlier in life in relation to how to live a good and productive life. When we appear, (in our own minds) to fail, we are our own worst critics. Feeling 'ashamed' of ourselves is not a useful emotion my any means. Imagine if we were given permission to feel that errors in judgment were not only ok, but a natural and necessary part of growing up. How much easier would our journeys be?
I'm glad to hear you've finally got it, sad to hear you took the hard road to get there though. I don't think it matters how long life concepts take to gel in our minds, what matters is that when we get there we do all we can to assist the next generation who are taking their turn to "mess things up". When you are able to do this, you can begin to count your successes, rather than your failures.
It saddens me that you don’t have this option in your environment, because reading so many of the blogs on this site, it seems to be what so many prisoners crave in their quiet time yet you all have your feathers fluffed up & constantly have your fight or flight instincts on alert which makes it an obviously volatile place at all times, when each and every one of you seem to crave the reverse.
To answer your question, I’ve been both an outback and a city girl. I was actually born in New Zealand, immigrated with my family to Australia when I was a child. I’ve lived in the west in little country towns and in cities. Where I am now is a nice mixture of the 2, you could look at it as a small city or a large country town. It’s very laid back & a good place to raise children. I think I would say I’m a country girl at heart though.
Your reply is very interactive. You’ve had me going here, there & everywhere which is entertaining. I’ve read your post #77 & I can’t fathom how a ‘justice system’ allows shit like this to happen. I heard Bryan Stevenson (of the Equal Justice Initiative) say in a recent interview that “you’re better off to be rich and guilty in the United States, than poor and innocent” such a statement makes me so angry & the USA is supposed to be the “world’s superpower” , leading the way - but it appears simply broken, in SO many ways. Your post raises so many questions but the one that is troubling me the most… actually that’s not true… the whole thing is troubling me… but can I ask HOW is a jury chosen in the US? Sean was talking about how there were jury members that weren’t serving in his best interests. What happens here in Australia is that each side, both the prosecutor and defense are able to challenge a jury member & if they do, that member doesn’t serve on the jury. The whole point of a jury is to be an impartial group of your peers. Also, SURELY the evidence about his ex-wife and her computer antics should have been able to be used as testament to her character. I feel deeply for his children. This is a reminder to me also about the enormous 'power of words' and why I choose to use only kind words.
Anyway. Thank you for your reply & I’m sure we’ll speak again.
The roos on the postcard I sent actually look quite small in comparison to the Big Red Kangaroo. Maybe they were Eastern Grays which are most common where I live here on the Northern East Coast. I’d show you one here but Benjamin is still working on that concept for us ;) I’m sure you’ve probably seen the American movie Kangaroo Jack anyway.
I’m not sure whether I’ve told you previously but I’m a psych student so I follow along with some of the things you talk about in your blogs. I’ve been a little disappointed with the degree actually & in reflection I think it has been very ‘generic’ where we’ve covered many aspects in passing but nothing in depth so I’m almost at the end and feel like I know nothing (maybe it’s all those alternative schools of thought that are to blame) but I guess that's what post-graduate studies are for. Personality was actually one of my favorite areas also but that class was only offered in an intensive mode so classes were only for a week, 9-5 then assessments soon after so it’s an area I’d like to devote more time to in the future. I’ve sold a lot of my textbooks since (to fund my children’s birthday parties ha-ha) but the personality text I have kept because I want to read through it again when I get the time. The text we used was McAdams, The Person, An introduction to the science of personality psychology. He’s an American authority on the subject so perhaps we’ve even used the same resources.
I’d like to dissect your statement “I may disappoint you on the depth of character deal” That could be looked at that from many perspectives & I’m someone who naturally looks for the good in people so I would probably see you differently to how you view yourself. I guess though, in a public forum, I’ll leave it alone entirely ;)
You asked how many times I’ve been left hanging by a lame mate. Well not that often thankfully. I tend to surround myself with only a few genuine people, rather than having a lot of friends. My network consists of just those that I would do anything for & know they will (& have done) the same for me in return & the rest I keep as acquaintances. I keep my life less complicated that way I think. I have a different view of people though, (and that probably has a lot to do with our respective environments of course), but I like to think there is good in everyone and that is where I place my focus. I think there is enough darkness in the world & we should all be more kind to one another. I realize that’s a fairly idealistic way to think (and even ‘dangerous’ where you reside), but I’ve found personally, that when you show kindness, you get kindness and appreciation in return & that’s what I feed off.
And ‘Howdy’ to you too Nate, no, that’s not right. Let me try that again…
G’Day Nate! (much better!)
I’m glad you liked the postcard I sent for Bobby, it matters not that he didn’t need it after all I love the many varied perceptions that come to light when we humans communicate with each other. You just never can tell how the next person sees what may seem so simple to us. I had a brief look at the Wikipedia article about Dennett’s – Consciousness Explained to see what you were reading without reading the whole book. I think one of my favorite things about studying has been being taught something then told but wait! There’s a whole other school of thought that rejects that so we in effect have to make it up as we go. In that vein I would like to offer you what critics have said about Dennetts work just to throw a spanner in the works… this is copied from the one & only Wikipedia (where all the knowledge of the world is kept ha-ha).
Critics of Dennett's approach, such as David Chalmers and Thomas Nagel, argue that Dennett's argument misses the point of the inquiry by merely redefining consciousness as an external property and ignoring the subjective aspect completely. This has led detractors to nickname the book Consciousness Ignored and Consciousness Explained Away.[7][8] Dennett and his eliminative materialist supporters, however, respond that the aforementioned "subjective aspect" of conscious minds is nonexistent, an unscientific remnant of commonsense "folk psychology," and that his alleged redefinition is the only coherent description of consciousness.
However, John Searle argues[9] that Dennett, who insists that discussing subjectivity is nonsense because it is unscientific and science presupposes objectivity, is making a category error. Searle argues that the goal of science is to establish and validate statements which are epistemically objective, (i.e., whose truth can be discovered and evaluated by any interested party), but are not necessarily ontologically objective. Searle calls any value judgment epistemically subjective. Thus, "McKinley is prettier than Everest" is epistemically subjective, whereas "McKinley is higher than Everest" is epistemically objective. In other words, the latter statement is evaluable (in fact, falsifiable) by an understood ('background') criterion for mountain height, like 'the summit is so many meters above sea level'. No such criteria exist for prettiness. Searle says that in Dennett's view, there is no consciousness in addition to the computational features, because that is all that consciousness amounts to for him: mere effects of a von Neumann(esque) virtual machine implemented in a parallel architecture and therefore implies that conscious states are illusory, but Searle points out: "where consciousness is concerned, the existence of the appearance is the reality."
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I really enjoyed our visit sat. before last I think Bobby really enjoyed coming down to see you. He said he was not going to wait that long again.
Remember you are always on my heart and in my prayers.
I love you Very Much!
Mom
I really loved hearing your testimony. It was the first time I have heard that story. Sometimes I forget that you had thoughts too and things going on too, and only focused on what was happening to my world. It is cool to see all that God can do even in our own selfishness. I don't know if you can but my blog is arianatindall.blogspot.com
I am sorry I haven't been able to answer your calls or write you. I have been super busy. I am working two jobs right now and also am staff at a youth group. And then also trying to have a social life. You call me when I work, haha so I can't answer.
I got excepted to YWAM (Youth with a mission) in L.A and I will live January 13 to June 26th. I am so excited. I look back on the past year and I see God moved me around to give me direction and to place me where he wants me at the correct time. Parts of it were really hard but I am glad he is using me and has a plan for me. I know he will do big things through me for Him and His glory. Even if it isn't "huge" and just a couple people's lives, for me that is huge. I have to raise $7,000 for this but I trust God will provide. I have a peace about this and where he is taking me.
I really love reading what you write and it is awesome to get to know you through a love we both share. I hope to hear from you soon.
Love,
Ari
You are the perfect example of what I truly believe... that we should never give up on each other. I'm told at university often "this is a difficult concept and it may take you a while to get it, it could take a week, a month, or it may not gel in your mind until after you've graduated". I think that's a useful thing to hear so that we give ourselves room to process concepts foreign to us. What a shame that we don't get this information earlier in life in relation to how to live a good and productive life. When we appear, (in our own minds) to fail, we are our own worst critics. Feeling 'ashamed' of ourselves is not a useful emotion my any means. Imagine if we were given permission to feel that errors in judgment were not only ok, but a natural and necessary part of growing up. How much easier would our journeys be?
I'm glad to hear you've finally got it, sad to hear you took the hard road to get there though. I don't think it matters how long life concepts take to gel in our minds, what matters is that when we get there we do all we can to assist the next generation who are taking their turn to "mess things up". When you are able to do this, you can begin to count your successes, rather than your failures.
Thank you for sharing.
Take care, Nicki
It saddens me that you don’t have this option in your environment, because reading so many of the blogs on this site, it seems to be what so many prisoners crave in their quiet time yet you all have your feathers fluffed up & constantly have your fight or flight instincts on alert which makes it an obviously volatile place at all times, when each and every one of you seem to crave the reverse.
To answer your question, I’ve been both an outback and a city girl. I was actually born in New Zealand, immigrated with my family to Australia when I was a child. I’ve lived in the west in little country towns and in cities. Where I am now is a nice mixture of the 2, you could look at it as a small city or a large country town. It’s very laid back & a good place to raise children. I think I would say I’m a country girl at heart though.
Your reply is very interactive. You’ve had me going here, there & everywhere which is entertaining. I’ve read your post #77 & I can’t fathom how a ‘justice system’ allows shit like this to happen. I heard Bryan Stevenson (of the Equal Justice Initiative) say in a recent interview that “you’re better off to be rich and guilty in the United States, than poor and innocent” such a statement makes me so angry & the USA is supposed to be the “world’s superpower” , leading the way - but it appears simply broken, in SO many ways. Your post raises so many questions but the one that is troubling me the most… actually that’s not true… the whole thing is troubling me… but can I ask HOW is a jury chosen in the US? Sean was talking about how there were jury members that weren’t serving in his best interests. What happens here in Australia is that each side, both the prosecutor and defense are able to challenge a jury member & if they do, that member doesn’t serve on the jury. The whole point of a jury is to be an impartial group of your peers. Also, SURELY the evidence about his ex-wife and her computer antics should have been able to be used as testament to her character. I feel deeply for his children. This is a reminder to me also about the enormous 'power of words' and why I choose to use only kind words.
Anyway. Thank you for your reply & I’m sure we’ll speak again.
Take care, Nicki
The roos on the postcard I sent actually look quite small in comparison to the Big Red Kangaroo. Maybe they were Eastern Grays which are most common where I live here on the Northern East Coast. I’d show you one here but Benjamin is still working on that concept for us ;) I’m sure you’ve probably seen the American movie Kangaroo Jack anyway.
I’m not sure whether I’ve told you previously but I’m a psych student so I follow along with some of the things you talk about in your blogs. I’ve been a little disappointed with the degree actually & in reflection I think it has been very ‘generic’ where we’ve covered many aspects in passing but nothing in depth so I’m almost at the end and feel like I know nothing (maybe it’s all those alternative schools of thought that are to blame) but I guess that's what post-graduate studies are for. Personality was actually one of my favorite areas also but that class was only offered in an intensive mode so classes were only for a week, 9-5 then assessments soon after so it’s an area I’d like to devote more time to in the future. I’ve sold a lot of my textbooks since (to fund my children’s birthday parties ha-ha) but the personality text I have kept because I want to read through it again when I get the time. The text we used was McAdams, The Person, An introduction to the science of personality psychology. He’s an American authority on the subject so perhaps we’ve even used the same resources.
I’d like to dissect your statement “I may disappoint you on the depth of character deal” That could be looked at that from many perspectives & I’m someone who naturally looks for the good in people so I would probably see you differently to how you view yourself. I guess though, in a public forum, I’ll leave it alone entirely ;)
You asked how many times I’ve been left hanging by a lame mate. Well not that often thankfully. I tend to surround myself with only a few genuine people, rather than having a lot of friends. My network consists of just those that I would do anything for & know they will (& have done) the same for me in return & the rest I keep as acquaintances. I keep my life less complicated that way I think. I have a different view of people though, (and that probably has a lot to do with our respective environments of course), but I like to think there is good in everyone and that is where I place my focus. I think there is enough darkness in the world & we should all be more kind to one another. I realize that’s a fairly idealistic way to think (and even ‘dangerous’ where you reside), but I’ve found personally, that when you show kindness, you get kindness and appreciation in return & that’s what I feed off.
And ‘Howdy’ to you too Nate, no, that’s not right. Let me try that again…
G’Day Nate! (much better!)
I’m glad you liked the postcard I sent for Bobby, it matters not that he didn’t need it after all I love the many varied perceptions that come to light when we humans communicate with each other. You just never can tell how the next person sees what may seem so simple to us. I had a brief look at the Wikipedia article about Dennett’s – Consciousness Explained to see what you were reading without reading the whole book. I think one of my favorite things about studying has been being taught something then told but wait! There’s a whole other school of thought that rejects that so we in effect have to make it up as we go. In that vein I would like to offer you what critics have said about Dennetts work just to throw a spanner in the works… this is copied from the one & only Wikipedia (where all the knowledge of the world is kept ha-ha).
Critics of Dennett's approach, such as David Chalmers and Thomas Nagel, argue that Dennett's argument misses the point of the inquiry by merely redefining consciousness as an external property and ignoring the subjective aspect completely. This has led detractors to nickname the book Consciousness Ignored and Consciousness Explained Away.[7][8] Dennett and his eliminative materialist supporters, however, respond that the aforementioned "subjective aspect" of conscious minds is nonexistent, an unscientific remnant of commonsense "folk psychology," and that his alleged redefinition is the only coherent description of consciousness.
However, John Searle argues[9] that Dennett, who insists that discussing subjectivity is nonsense because it is unscientific and science presupposes objectivity, is making a category error. Searle argues that the goal of science is to establish and validate statements which are epistemically objective, (i.e., whose truth can be discovered and evaluated by any interested party), but are not necessarily ontologically objective. Searle calls any value judgment epistemically subjective. Thus, "McKinley is prettier than Everest" is epistemically subjective, whereas "McKinley is higher than Everest" is epistemically objective. In other words, the latter statement is evaluable (in fact, falsifiable) by an understood ('background') criterion for mountain height, like 'the summit is so many meters above sea level'. No such criteria exist for prettiness. Searle says that in Dennett's view, there is no consciousness in addition to the computational features, because that is all that consciousness amounts to for him: mere effects of a von Neumann(esque) virtual machine implemented in a parallel architecture and therefore implies that conscious states are illusory, but Searle points out: "where consciousness is concerned, the existence of the appearance is the reality."