My love. And you are my love - always and forever... I saw that they finally mailed my Valentine’s Day note - just yesterday. It must have gotten shuffled to the bottom of the pile somehow because it never takes that long....I should have checked and tried to write a short card (I do have a card for you - lol). Been pretty sick - and, with a fever, my body aches so badly I can’t move...sigh - no use to complain though Lots of rain here - River is like 25 feet over usual levels - I crossed the bridge today and couldn’t believe how high! And - more rain this week! Dogs take it personally - can’t believe I’m allowing it! I was talking to Chloe the other evening - I told her that when I was 5 we didn’t have a TV (they don’t have one now and neither do I) and that no one had computers...she looked very serious - and said “GG, were you a Pilgrim?” Kids are so funny Bedtime now - hate the time change - I’m having my usual problems sleeping. It helps to close my eyes and lose myself in your arms.. Loving you always and all ways - I am - Your Jeannie
9 March 2020. Hello my Friend. Define the word help. Helping someone help themselves. seems you misunderstood what I was saying. Helping one define the word postulate is what I was hoping for. It truly is amazing that words are just squiggles on a piece of paper and yet words can create to so many. I understand we have to find our niche or ourselves from the amnesia of coming onto this planet, however, there are people who have helped others wake up sooner. Or those who have learned the trap we are in and helped us out of it on a nice gradient. All using words on paper. It is up to us to take it or leave it. If we choose to stay asleep or not see the illusion we are in. There are natural laws that seem to govern our life on planet earth. That does not mean that is who we truly are.Those Axioms earths. We are Beings having a strange experience without the rules of this game. As we learn the rules of the game we become at Cause and can handle the effects from others. I am truly happy to be a servant of mankind. I don't always have the vocabulary to convey what I feel and think but the Heart I put into my role as a helper is there bursting with joy when I see someone smiling and at peace of mind. I would never ever have been able to do what I have been doing without the strong influence of your postulates to make this program that is helping inmates become aware of their choices and their environment that they themselve create. We are all creators part of the whole. I am so very honored to have met you William and my help I want to give is to bring you and Destiny some happiness as she does not know you as I do. What an amazing Being you are. How many Beings you have helped in your lamasery. Our world is infinity and as you say you can ride the waves or you are in turmoil of the crashing waves of life. You are now exterior to the turmoil and know who you are and what your role is to help others. I love you for all that you have taught me while working with you on these wonderful courses that help people help themselves. I was so very happy that Destiny has written to you and that you are communicating. I have no daughter to write to. Oh how happy I would be to have that experience this life time. I have no doubts I had family in other life times. To me you have become my family. Even though it is pen and ink. I am 3000 miles away otherwise I'd would have been a regular visitor. Yes, I would like to help Destiny get to know you. If I were in California I would gladly help her get to that place you are at and visit you. I have cousins 40 minutes from your residence and that would be an easy trip to visit you. May the Gods be helpful and see what a very important Being you are to helping mankind. Thank you too for all you do. Be Blessed in the gifts you do have. Much love and admiration for your goals for mankind. Erne PS I have your papers ready been waiting for your last OCA which must be processed before I can use it for your C-file. xoxoxo
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. I enjoyed reading your post, good luck in your courses, and with your Business Plan, potential re-sentencing, etc. I hope it all works out for you, I wish you well and will be praying for you :)
Hey Johnny, how can I write you? I read all your posts a while back. We lived together when you were married to Pearl. When was that, 2004ish? Can I leave my address here?
I saw that they finally mailed my Valentine’s Day note - just yesterday. It must have gotten shuffled to the bottom of the pile somehow because it never takes that long....I should have checked and tried to write a short card (I do have a card for you - lol). Been pretty sick - and, with a fever, my body aches so badly I can’t move...sigh - no use to complain though
Lots of rain here - River is like 25 feet over usual levels - I crossed the bridge today and couldn’t believe how high! And - more rain this week! Dogs take it personally - can’t believe I’m allowing it!
I was talking to Chloe the other evening - I told her that when I was 5 we didn’t have a TV (they don’t have one now and neither do I) and that no one had computers...she looked very serious - and said “GG, were you a Pilgrim?” Kids are so funny
Bedtime now - hate the time change - I’m having my usual problems sleeping. It helps to close my eyes and lose myself in your arms..
Loving you always and all ways -
I am -
Your Jeannie
It was returned to me yesterday 3rd March. It said wrong number? I’m posting it agiain today.
What a palaver?
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