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Hey.
I just don't think anyone out there is paying attention to anything I'm writing, but what the hell. It's not like I have anything to do that's more important. It's kinda like talking to myself or masturbation. Not a bad conversation and the sex is okay, but it gets boring after a while. So if you're out there, give me a little feedback or let me know what you want to hear about.
Well, here is my newest poem. Let me know what you think. It's about my stepdad who molested me and eventually abused me from the age of 4 to 11.
Screwed Up
Raped and abused
My heart lies in ruin.
My trust and love bruised and bleeding.
Innocence shredded and my future is blackened.
My ability to love is destroyed
Sex replaces emotion.
List is my commitment.
Orgasm and ecstasy become my life
Pleasure-seeking acceptance.
Striving for rejection
Confirmation of unworthiness seen in my mirror.
Why did Daddy hate me when I loved him so much?
Somebody please fix what is so horribly wrong with me.
Help me!
My past is destroying my future forever.
Children lost in wanting, for what reason?
Taken.
By Donny Welch
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