Sex Addiction and Lust in God's Hands.

Hello everyone, if you have been reading my blog for a while then you know the things in my life that lead to me becoming addicted to sex. If you haven't read my blog before, this site has pretty much my whole life on it. Well, without getting graphic, let me share a testimony of God's love and glory. :) I am gay and by the time I was locked up in 2005 I had slept with well over 400 dudes. I'm not bragging just stating facts. Miraculously I have never had an S.T.D., so after I discovered that the rate of transmittable disease was 10 times higher in here, then out there, I decided to be very careful. I was still an addict, so instead of having lovers I masturbated 6 to 8 times day. Sometimes I would do it so much I would hurt myself, causing bleeding sports on my penis. After God miraculously healed me, with his help I was able to cut back to 3 times a day, then twice a day and finally once a day. All Glory to God. I am still gay, attracted to men and I have a large store of memories to draw upon and the enemy tries to use those and my very sharp imagination to tempt me every day. The Father revealed his purpose for me, "The Heart of Gods' Purpose Ministries" and I went 2 nights without even thinking about masturbation. The only reason I thought about on the 3rd night was because I was extremely shocked about going 2 nights without a thought about it. I tried to force myself to do it but it just didn't feel right =). Now I'm not one of those people who believe masturbation is a horrible sin but doing to much of anything is bad for you =). I hope this helps someone a little and I look forward to any comments. God bless you all.

Peace and Love,

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