I hope this finds you in good health! This is absolutely beautiful, you’ve described the very corruption of where our so-called “humanity” turn into hypocrisy. Your mind is well beyond those inside or outside the prison system and you’ve touched more souls than you know. I Pray the outside world comes to its senses and welcome you with the same open arms. Also- happy belated 35th birthday Chris! Got anything in mind for your bday?(:
Whispers, Hailsa! Awesome reply I needed to read this today. Mental warfare at a peak for the past few days. Why is it that we ( or I ) have endeavoured into this study of psychology? Is it not to know yourself? And then what? For some it's a Behaviour modification. Such as my self.. the state of mind I'm in now, a year ago would have me neck deep in a bottle BUT that is out of the question for now. You ever see a guy fighting with himself verbally? And we use to think now there's a nutcase. But the thing is we all have this self talk going on in our heads only most do it in a less conspicuous manner. Thank you for post the Tarot lessons as well. I enjoyed them immensely. The breathing exorcise being compared to a Bellows wow spectacular. Yes Behaviour Modification. My Behaviour is being modified. My reactions are different. As for your Psychology class. Secular academics as a school/ class ect.. for the most part is a compromise of one's own imagination to the dictates of a controlled environment. There are rules even for proffessers that the guide lines must be adhered to. Going outside of those brings about the loss of employment. Same as in the Clergy as we both know. You did well in not compromising your Value for his bullshit. Again Behaviour Modification. To walk out was good enough I think, rather than to head butt the poser in front of all those witnesses.. Anyway waiting on the mail man here. In Frith, SIG
Hey Troy!! I tried to reply on the original boxed in and buried alive post, I like what you said about dreams being peaceful and relaxing. It’s like your own little escape/adventure. What do you dream about? Have you ever tried to lucid dream and control your dreams? I tried once but I was only able to make a dinosaur appear behind a vending machine. I’m not very good at it. What has been your favorite dream? One you go back to? By the way! I saw you have a wife/girlfriend (or maybe a super fan or maybe both! (: ), I have a boyfriend so I’m asking all this purely as a friend. Have a good productive day as always!
DAAAAMNNNNN THAT BAR WAS FIIIIRE!!!! HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIT! This bar is soo fire oh my gosh you are lyrical!!
“I A.M. a kingdom citizen so I A.M. not into astrology; But my three sons and three daughters will eternally be stars to me!”
Oooooh shiiit!!! Heard explosions in the background of that one, I’m a hip hop head! “God giveth and god taketh the away” reminds me of a song by Royce 5’9”
Hello! I really like your drawing, reminds me of Kanga and Roo from Winnie the Pooh (: you’re a fucking survivor, but then again you already know that- heck your very existence has proven that! (: They say luck is preparation meets opportunity and like you said, opportunity is all you need. I believe in you. I mean, I’m not really anyone special. I don’t want to sound like everybody else and bother you but I hope if you’d ever like to write back, that would be really cool. I don’t know how you would get back to me but I’ll try to write you again with a real letter so it has a return address!! Hopefully you’re a-okay with that, well thank you for reading this!! Also I really like the line work on that kangaroo, did you always draw or just recently? I draw a bit too but I’m only good with pencils!! NEED that eraser, haha! I can’t do pens, I’m young but I have a shakey hand so anything I draw with pen it ends up looking like Stevie wonder playing connect the dots- maybe that was a bad joke I’m not sure. It’s pretty late over here.
Hello its kyla again, i really do appreciate your advice. I know wanting to work in a prison spunds like alot. But like you said you guys need to escape or have someone to talk to espically in prison. And i really don't have a fascination to work in a prison . One day i was just thinking of what i wanted to do with my life . One I like to help people and 2 I was thinking of where i could reslly help someone . I would say my fascination is to always help someone no matter what it is. Some may say its a default. But me personally i know that i need someone to vent to or to fill the void of despair. I live in Arizona and the prisons here are very private and secluded. It's hard to get in contact with the inmates because here they Arizona department of corrections is very strict on rehabilitation. But thank you for taking the time to give me your insight. And i had asked you for advice because if i work in a prison and help counsel then i figured the best kind of advice would be from someone who's in prison. I hope to hear from you soon
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Hailsa! Awesome reply I needed to read this today. Mental warfare at a peak for the past few days. Why is it that we ( or I ) have endeavoured into this study of psychology? Is it not to know yourself? And then what? For some it's a Behaviour modification. Such as my self.. the state of mind I'm in now, a year ago would have me neck deep in a bottle BUT that is out of the question for now. You ever see a guy fighting with himself verbally? And we use to think now there's a nutcase. But the thing is we all have this self talk going on in our heads only most do it in a less conspicuous manner.
Thank you for post the Tarot lessons as well. I enjoyed them immensely. The breathing exorcise being compared to a Bellows wow spectacular. Yes Behaviour Modification. My Behaviour is being modified. My reactions are different.
As for your Psychology class. Secular academics as a school/ class ect.. for the most part is a compromise of one's own imagination to the dictates of a controlled environment. There are rules even for proffessers that the guide lines must be adhered to. Going outside of those brings about the loss of employment. Same as in the Clergy as we both know. You did well in not compromising your Value for his bullshit. Again Behaviour Modification. To walk out was good enough I think, rather than to head butt the poser in front of all those witnesses..
Anyway waiting on the mail man here.
In Frith, SIG
This bar is soo fire oh my gosh you are lyrical!!
“I A.M. a kingdom citizen so I A.M. not into astrology;
But my three sons and three daughters will eternally be stars to me!”
Oooooh shiiit!!! Heard explosions in the background of that one, I’m a hip hop head! “God giveth and god taketh the away” reminds me of a song by Royce 5’9”
I really like your drawing, reminds me of Kanga and Roo from Winnie the Pooh (: you’re a fucking survivor, but then again you already know that- heck your very existence has proven that! (: They say luck is preparation meets opportunity and like you said, opportunity is all you need. I believe in you. I mean, I’m not really anyone special. I don’t want to sound like everybody else and bother you but I hope if you’d ever like to write back, that would be really cool. I don’t know how you would get back to me but I’ll try to write you again with a real letter so it has a return address!! Hopefully you’re a-okay with that, well thank you for reading this!! Also I really like the line work on that kangaroo, did you always draw or just recently? I draw a bit too but I’m only good with pencils!! NEED that eraser, haha! I can’t do pens, I’m young but I have a shakey hand so anything I draw with pen it ends up looking like Stevie wonder playing connect the dots- maybe that was a bad joke I’m not sure. It’s pretty late over here.
-L