That was very deep! It hurts my heart to feel your pain. My daughter's father is doing time and was just sentenced. He is only 31 and has a long road ahead of him. I can't fathom what life is like in there, all the mistreatment and looking behind your back daily. I know there are people in there that have did some really harmful things to people but there are some good people in there that do not deserve to be locked down. I am still personally trying to cope with not feeling down everyday when I think about him and you all that are given harsh sentences for crimes that do not equal up. The whole system is jacked and configured to give black men longer sentences than any other race.
All I can is I am praying for you all and as Tupac said it best "keep your head up" as I said it best "you are not forgotten".
P.S. I know life in may be tough but I want you to know life in the free world is tough to. Look who is running for President! The terrorism, the killings all around the world! We have are battles out here to, it aint easy either way you look at it.
Hello Trevin, you might not remember me, but you sexually molested my 3 year old daughter. You are an evil human being, maybe not your fault, your mother was a Crack whore, not your fault. I have been dealt alot of shitty cards in my life as well, but guess what, I would NEVER put my hands on a baby! I'll pray for you because you have to forgive to be forgiven. You need to stay where you are and pay for the devastation you have caused to me and mine and quit acting like a victim! You have choices and you choose evil! And tell Gloria hello, hope she is getting her and Latoya life together,smdh!
Hello Milo, Your welcome! End of the year, damn, that's actually long. Are you just physically weak until then or what's "not normal"? Sorry for my ignorance, I don't really know anything about having strokes.. I read a little bit, but you write a lot about religion and I'm actually an atheist so I don't much to say there to be honest, sorryyy. But if you want to write more with me I'm happy to answer any questions you might have for me?:) Also, no need to be so formal! (With the "respectfully") I should actually be the one who does that, since I'm a lot younger than you.. :P
Soooo, you were asking me what kind of music I listen to. Everything, really. But mostly rock. I've been listening to a lot of indie rock lately (Arctic Monkeys!♥). And my favorite band is "The Pretty Reckless" (Alternative-rock band) and I also really like Marilyn Manson. My taste in music changes all the time to be honest, sometimes I listen to metal bands like Slipknot - the next day I'm obsessed with K-Pop (Korean Pop) bands. Wait - can you even listen to music in American prisons? I don't have a car yet. You can get your license with 16 in America, right? Here it's 18. And I doubt that I'll have the money for a car & license in 2 years so that has to wait. And now some more or less interesting information about me... :P - I don't have any siblings (I sometimes wish I had an older brother though.) and live with my mum and her boyfriend in a small townhouse. We actually moved to Switzerland because of him, before that I lived in Germany until I was 12. - I'm vegan. (Just had to put that in here because everyone jokes about how vegans always have to tell everyone that they are vegans...:D) - I've always really liked Anime! I don't know if you know what that is so I'll explain~ They're basically just japanese Cartoons. :) Do you know Pokémon, Dragonball or something like that? - When I was little I believed in god and always prayed with my grandma. But now I'm an atheist.
Sooo, I don't know what else to write to be honest. Hope to hear from you soon:) ~Jamie
Hah - Go me! Always with the good questions. :P I just read your "What's in a name?" article and guesses where the names come from. It was fun, but I'm probably wrong with everything. The labyrinths/mazes look so cool! They remind me of brains. I actually did them and it took me foreveeeer (and I cheated a little, starting from the "End" side... Hehe. :x). Especially since I don't have printer, so I had to trace my path with my finger, lol. You said one of them has advice in it? I didn't really get that. Maybe because I couldn't draw in it. :( But thanks for sending them! They're really, really cool. How old where you in 4th grade when you started doing them? We have a different school system here so I don't really know. Do you draw them for other prisoners sometimes too? Don't worry, I don't really get offended at anything, haha. I bet you don't really either. You seem to be a really chill person too. But you're funnier than me. :D Is Florida very multicultural in general or why did you think so? Mhh, I don't know much about politics either, but I know that definitly wouldn't want him as the leader of my country. But that's probably why he's there - to make you vote for Hillary, because she's the lesser of two evils. I actually liked Bernie Sanders. And nope - I wasn't born there yet. :D My birth date is 29th March 2000. Ewww, math. :P I prefer languages. And history. We can choose like a main subject in our school, mine is Art. I really liked drawing when I was younger, but now I just chose it because I didn't like the other subjects. Lately I became interested in Psychology as well! I'm probably going to choose it as my optional subject next year. But I'm particulary interested in criminal psychology. If that doesn't change in the next three years (that how long I'm still in school), maybe I'll study it in University. :) You said that if they think what they do is right, they won't want to change. I want to become someone who changes their ways of thinking, you know? And I know that I'll probably get disappointed because as you said, I really have a kind heart. Too kind sometimes. But I'd like to help everyone that I can to become a better person. I'm afraid I didn't really find what you wanted me to look for. But I don't believe that you're a completely bad person. Even when I know what you did - well, at least the direction. "1ST DG MUR/PREMED. OR ATT." - Thanks internet. Mind telling me more about that? My life style...I dont think it's that interesting but of course I'll answer your questions and add some things that come to my mind I guess. I don't have a part-time job, no. I tried helping in a bakery once but it was much too stressful. And I realized I'm way too shy and awkward to sell things, haha. Sometimes I walk the dog of my neighbours to get a little extra money though.
I'll answer more in another letter, ran out of space again - whoops!
Hey, The names are so creative! Sometimes really disrespectful but oh well, still funny. ;) But who even comes up with the names? Does one random person have the idea and just spreads it everywhere? And I forgot to ask in my last letter - Do the officers also call the prisoners by their nicknames? Or just their real ones?
Hey, I was just writing the reply to another letter of yours, but I wanted to do the name quiz-thingy. :D
38 - Maybe he (all are guys right?) has a big tattoo with 38 on it! I just hope he hasn't killed 38 people.. Big Jit - I had to google what a jit is for this one. Maybe he's been in prison since he was really young and now he got big..?:( Block - He's probably really ripped! Butterball - And he's a little more.. large? Or his favorite food is turkey! Candy Man - I would like to think that he's just really sweet. Buuuuut that's a little unlikely. Maybe it's referencing to something sexual, like the song 'Candy Shop' from 50 cent... Checker Bill - I have no idea! Chicken Wing - Maybe he stole a lot of Chicken Wings??? And is he black? - Sorry if that's racist!! Country - Maybe he was a farmer. :) Cowboy - Same as above! Day-Day - Uh... I have no idea. Double D - Another really bulky person maybe? Elmer Fudd - Did he shoot someone with a rifle? Noooooo. :( Fish - Someone new in prison? Got that from the series Prison Break...:) Fluff - I don't know why that'd be a nickname but it's really cute! Maybe he has nice, fluffy hair. Goldfish - Same as fish? Maybe he's rich. Or robbed a bank. GQ - Ouh... No idea! Maybe he's good at fashion-stuff. Greedy - I assume he's pretty greedy... :P Hawk - Maybe his hair reminds people of a Hawk. Head - No clue! Hollywood - Was he famous when he was put behind bars? Honeybun - Trans? Hustle Man - Did he sell drugs? Ice House - Owned a Ice-truck and kidnapped little kids with it. (Hope I'm wrong) Jewel - Maybe he stole expensive jewelery? Knuckle Head - Sounds kinda scary, but I don't know where that could come from. Lollipop - Let's people suck his..... uhhhhh Lurch - Maybe he looks like a frog. Maze - Ha, I know that one!:P He's someone who draws really cool labyrinths. :) Money - Rich person! Mouse - A quite little person? Or New York - Probably not the reason for his name but is he from New York? Peewee - It's probably because of the movie! Haven't watched it though. Radio Man - Newscaster maybe? Ranger - Maybe he shot someone in the woods. Shotgun - Same..? Skillet - Hell, I don't know, but he has the name of one of my favorite bands so that's pretty cool! Squirrel - Maybe he's really hyperactive. Tammy - Ouuh, his real name is probably similar to the nickname. Tanya - Trans!..? X-Man - Did he like to cosplay?
Sooooooo, that are my guesses. I'm probably wrong in 99% of them, haha.
Eric, This is Jessica F. Do you remember me? I know we lost contact a few years back, my apologies. My life has been rough. I am, however, interested in getting back in touch with you. I need a fresh address. Get back to me. The site says I will get your response by the 22 of August. I look forward to it.
I was simply pointing out that neither yourself nor Mr Fisher are serving time because you were rounded up as intellectuals, as the Nazis did in '39, which you clearly implied. Nor are you in Solitary which you stated. Something dishonest about that. The whole "D.O.C. Inspired by Adolph Hitler" is either a sham or a scam.
You are both doing time for murder. It is not a case of me being 'mad' The parole board is the arbiter to decide on Mr Fisher's case and you shall see your sentence out. Justice will be served either way.
As far as the name thing goes...........I don't suffer from Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I don't demand attention. You believe that using your full name lends gravitas and authority to your drivel. In fact it is a barrier to your audience. It feels a bit ostentatious, even priggish.
Sign it 'Timmy' or Timothy Muise and perhaps there will be more interest in your 'muisings' See what I did there? Maybe a title of a blog?
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All I can is I am praying for you all and as Tupac said it best "keep your head up" as I said it best "you are not forgotten".
P.S. I know life in may be tough but I want you to know life in the free world is tough to. Look who is running for President! The terrorism, the killings all around the world! We have are battles out here to, it aint easy either way you look at it.
Brittany.
Your welcome! End of the year, damn, that's actually long. Are you just physically weak until then or what's "not normal"? Sorry for my ignorance, I don't really know anything about having strokes..
I read a little bit, but you write a lot about religion and I'm actually an atheist so I don't much to say there to be honest, sorryyy.
But if you want to write more with me I'm happy to answer any questions you might have for me?:)
Also, no need to be so formal! (With the "respectfully") I should actually be the one who does that, since I'm a lot younger than you.. :P
Hope you're doing well
~Jamie
Soooo, you were asking me what kind of music I listen to. Everything, really. But mostly rock. I've been listening to a lot of indie rock lately (Arctic Monkeys!♥). And my favorite band is "The Pretty Reckless" (Alternative-rock band) and I also really like Marilyn Manson. My taste in music changes all the time to be honest, sometimes I listen to metal bands like Slipknot - the next day I'm obsessed with K-Pop (Korean Pop) bands. Wait - can you even listen to music in American prisons?
I don't have a car yet. You can get your license with 16 in America, right? Here it's 18. And I doubt that I'll have the money for a car & license in 2 years so that has to wait.
And now some more or less interesting information about me... :P
- I don't have any siblings (I sometimes wish I had an older brother though.) and live with my mum and her boyfriend in a small townhouse. We actually moved to Switzerland because of him, before that I lived in Germany until I was 12.
- I'm vegan. (Just had to put that in here because everyone jokes about how vegans always have to tell everyone that they are vegans...:D)
- I've always really liked Anime! I don't know if you know what that is so I'll explain~
They're basically just japanese Cartoons. :) Do you know Pokémon, Dragonball or something like that?
- When I was little I believed in god and always prayed with my grandma. But now I'm an atheist.
Sooo, I don't know what else to write to be honest.
Hope to hear from you soon:)
~Jamie
Hah - Go me! Always with the good questions. :P I just read your "What's in a name?" article and guesses where the names come from. It was fun, but I'm probably wrong with everything.
The labyrinths/mazes look so cool! They remind me of brains. I actually did them and it took me foreveeeer (and I cheated a little, starting from the "End" side... Hehe. :x). Especially since I don't have printer, so I had to trace my path with my finger, lol. You said one of them has advice in it? I didn't really get that. Maybe because I couldn't draw in it. :( But thanks for sending them! They're really, really cool.
How old where you in 4th grade when you started doing them? We have a different school system here so I don't really know.
Do you draw them for other prisoners sometimes too?
Don't worry, I don't really get offended at anything, haha. I bet you don't really either. You seem to be a really chill person too. But you're funnier than me. :D
Is Florida very multicultural in general or why did you think so?
Mhh, I don't know much about politics either, but I know that definitly wouldn't want him as the leader of my country. But that's probably why he's there - to make you vote for Hillary, because she's the lesser of two evils. I actually liked Bernie Sanders.
And nope - I wasn't born there yet. :D My birth date is 29th March 2000.
Ewww, math. :P I prefer languages. And history. We can choose like a main subject in our school, mine is Art. I really liked drawing when I was younger, but now I just chose it because I didn't like the other subjects. Lately I became interested in Psychology as well! I'm probably going to choose it as my optional subject next year. But I'm particulary interested in criminal psychology. If that doesn't change in the next three years (that how long I'm still in school), maybe I'll study it in University. :)
You said that if they think what they do is right, they won't want to change. I want to become someone who changes their ways of thinking, you know? And I know that I'll probably get disappointed because as you said, I really have a kind heart. Too kind sometimes. But I'd like to help everyone that I can to become a better person.
I'm afraid I didn't really find what you wanted me to look for. But I don't believe that you're a completely bad person. Even when I know what you did - well, at least the direction. "1ST DG MUR/PREMED. OR ATT." - Thanks internet. Mind telling me more about that?
My life style...I dont think it's that interesting but of course I'll answer your questions and add some things that come to my mind I guess. I don't have a part-time job, no. I tried helping in a bakery once but it was much too stressful. And I realized I'm way too shy and awkward to sell things, haha. Sometimes I walk the dog of my neighbours to get a little extra money though.
I'll answer more in another letter, ran out of space again - whoops!
~Jamie
The names are so creative! Sometimes really disrespectful but oh well, still funny. ;)
But who even comes up with the names? Does one random person have the idea and just spreads it everywhere?
And I forgot to ask in my last letter - Do the officers also call the prisoners by their nicknames? Or just their real ones?
Hope you're doing well,
Jamie
I was just writing the reply to another letter of yours, but I wanted to do the name quiz-thingy. :D
38 - Maybe he (all are guys right?) has a big tattoo with 38 on it! I just hope he hasn't killed 38 people..
Big Jit - I had to google what a jit is for this one. Maybe he's been in prison since he was really young and now he got big..?:(
Block - He's probably really ripped!
Butterball - And he's a little more.. large? Or his favorite food is turkey!
Candy Man - I would like to think that he's just really sweet. Buuuuut that's a little unlikely. Maybe it's referencing to something sexual, like the song 'Candy Shop' from 50 cent...
Checker Bill - I have no idea!
Chicken Wing - Maybe he stole a lot of Chicken Wings??? And is he black? - Sorry if that's racist!!
Country - Maybe he was a farmer. :)
Cowboy - Same as above!
Day-Day - Uh... I have no idea.
Double D - Another really bulky person maybe?
Elmer Fudd - Did he shoot someone with a rifle? Noooooo. :(
Fish - Someone new in prison? Got that from the series Prison Break...:)
Fluff - I don't know why that'd be a nickname but it's really cute! Maybe he has nice, fluffy hair.
Goldfish - Same as fish? Maybe he's rich. Or robbed a bank.
GQ - Ouh... No idea! Maybe he's good at fashion-stuff.
Greedy - I assume he's pretty greedy... :P
Hawk - Maybe his hair reminds people of a Hawk.
Head - No clue!
Hollywood - Was he famous when he was put behind bars?
Honeybun - Trans?
Hustle Man - Did he sell drugs?
Ice House - Owned a Ice-truck and kidnapped little kids with it. (Hope I'm wrong)
Jewel - Maybe he stole expensive jewelery?
Knuckle Head - Sounds kinda scary, but I don't know where that could come from.
Lollipop - Let's people suck his..... uhhhhh
Lurch - Maybe he looks like a frog.
Maze - Ha, I know that one!:P He's someone who draws really cool labyrinths. :)
Money - Rich person!
Mouse - A quite little person? Or
New York - Probably not the reason for his name but is he from New York?
Peewee - It's probably because of the movie! Haven't watched it though.
Radio Man - Newscaster maybe?
Ranger - Maybe he shot someone in the woods.
Shotgun - Same..?
Skillet - Hell, I don't know, but he has the name of one of my favorite bands so that's pretty cool!
Squirrel - Maybe he's really hyperactive.
Tammy - Ouuh, his real name is probably similar to the nickname.
Tanya - Trans!..?
X-Man - Did he like to cosplay?
Sooooooo, that are my guesses. I'm probably wrong in 99% of them, haha.
Bye bye,
Jamie
This is Jessica F. Do you remember me? I know we lost contact a few years back, my apologies. My life has been rough. I am, however, interested in getting back in touch with you. I need a fresh address. Get back to me. The site says I will get your response by the 22 of August. I look forward to it.
Jessica
You are both doing time for murder. It is not a case of me being 'mad' The parole board is the arbiter to decide on Mr Fisher's case and you shall see your sentence out. Justice will be served either way.
As far as the name thing goes...........I don't suffer from Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I don't demand attention. You believe that using your full name lends gravitas and authority to your drivel. In fact it is a barrier to your audience. It feels a bit ostentatious, even priggish.
Sign it 'Timmy' or Timothy Muise and perhaps there will be more interest in your 'muisings' See what I did there? Maybe a title of a blog?
Paul