Hey baby brother. I don't know if this is the right website but I sure hope it is. I really miss you too. do you know I cry every time I get a letter from you. No babe I don't work at the casino any more. I quit that a long time ago. I went back to school and graduated in 2005. And guess what? Brinetta went with me and we both graduated. I now work or the County of Riverside and have been there for 9 years. Brinetta is the manager of a group home. Brittnay just graduated from the same school Brinetta and I did. She will start working soon. (I hope.) My youngest Briana went back to school this year and will be graduating in February as a LVN. Now Lil' punkin, that's another story. he aint doing nothing right now. he gave me a grandson. he is 4years old now. Man I wish you could see them kids now. Brinetta is 28, lil'punkin is 25, Brittnay is 24 and Briana just turned 23 on December 27th. Please email me @ brigittepaige63@yahoo.com if you can. I work everyday. for the next week I will check my email to see if you wrote back. Angie is doing just fine. Mom don't play the paino anymore. yes her hand have cramped up on her now. all that playing caught up to those old hands. Please write back.
It is very true that nothing is neither black nor white. If only there was a way to help fix the wrongs that are being committed. But no matter where you are the world is a harsh and unforgiving place, and the only thing you really can do is stay strong and don't give up.
I had the opportunity to visit Bill on Xmas day. We spoke about his blog and so I thought I would say something and I hope this is ok with everyone as the rest of you don’t know me at all, so that can be kinda strange.
I’ve been admiring Bills artwork and his artistry in general. We got in touch as I am a volunteer minister just trying to help people in general, and lately; inmates.
I’ve seen from some of the postings that some members of the family have had problems (Just like anyone does) from time to time. It looks like Bill has been trying to help you with these situations and in life and has been trying to send as much advice and love as possible. I would like to back up what he has said and offer my help as well. If anyone needs anything, please feel free to let me know. I will check the blog once in a while; or you can just write to Bill and he can let me know.
Bill told me he has not had visitors for a very long time and I would like to encourage you guys to visit him.
I totally agree with you, Kyle. Jesus' teachings come first before everything else: oaths should not be permitted. I have often pondered over this commandment. I think swearing oaths might border on lying, in the sense that they avoid giving definite answers. If we were serious about saying "yes", we wouldn't need an oath to bolster it. Also, swearing oaths arrogates this power onto us that we just don't have. It seems that, in swearing oaths, we are implying that we have divine-like power (e.g. "I swear by America that I'll help you." This statement implies that, if you should break your oath, then you would somehow hand America over to the wronged party.) I guess that's why Jesus says humans can't make one hair on their heads white or black; therefore, they should not make oaths. At least that's how oaths seem to me. What do you think? Best, Calhoun25
Today is Christmas Day and its been one of the worst Christmas's that I have had over the last 10 years. I have spent the last few days crying so much that I feel extremely sick, you know Don, after all these years together and to see you end it like this makes me feel incredibly sad, but I am not going to beg for your love.
In your email that you sent you have caused me more pain than both Colin and Nigel put together, you that broke down all my boundaries and taught me how to love has now done the one thing he promised never to do, you have hurt me so bad.
I am not going to beg you to love me because I know that you have had lots of woman in your life and are probably used to telling them to go, so what's another one,except this one was stupid and gullible because she believed that you loved her and that there was a chance of a life together after all this.
Just remember it was your choice to end what we had, not mine, and how ironic, our friends who played games with our mail have got what they have been trying to do for so long, Don and Ali are no more............
Don, I will sort out your money that I have and will in the next month get it released and sent to your mom, the money that you sent on previous occasions I will pay you back, I just don't have it right now, so in February when I am starting to get better I will work extra hours to start paying you back, it might take me a year or so but you will get every single cent that you lent me.
I hope you know that Jo is hurting just as much, how cruel to send that email that you wrote me to her, why did you do that??? Why bring her into our relationship? Why let her see how you ended this? Is that what a real man does? I don't need a response...........
The Christmas card that I posted you, just tear it up when you get it because it has no meaning any more.
I end this email with a poem that I wrote you as it is easier for me to put things in writing to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind. But now I choose not to care. Some words are left unsaid. These unsaid words need to be said. Mistakes can occur. It may have or did already. We both are in pain wondering what's on each other mind. My mind is left blank. Blank because it's missing. It's missing you. You took every part of me. First my heart; my soul; then my mind; now everything. Every part of my body is stolen from you. Not physically but mentally. I don't wish to turn back time, doing that may make me not meet you. It may not let me feel what I have felt. Even though this is a painful acceptance but I'll still always think of you You changed part of me. I thank you for showing me things I haven't known. I thank you for loving me. I thank you for letting me be part of your life. Part of my love will always remain with you. My last farewell and goodbye to you.
I think you'll really like Weezer! Their music is very diverse, from their 90s stuff up to present day. They're an alternative rock type of band. Recently got into them myself. I definitely gotta check out those Christian rock bands you mentioned myself. I think I remember that one song from O Brother, Where Art Thou?, because I saw that movie some time ago. I get what you mean, when you say that "you either get it or you don't". Sometimes people just connect with music, or it just totally flies over their heads. It's a hit-or-miss type of thing. I guess it depends on whether the listener can personally connect with the raw emotion of the singer, you know? Best, Calhoun25
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brigittepaige63@yahoo.com if you can. I work everyday. for the next week I will check my email to see if you wrote back. Angie is doing just fine. Mom don't play the paino anymore. yes her hand have cramped up on her now. all that playing caught up to those old hands. Please write back.
Stephanie
I had the opportunity to visit Bill on Xmas day. We spoke about his blog and so I thought I would say something and I hope this is ok with everyone as the rest of you don’t know me at all, so that can be kinda strange.
I’ve been admiring Bills artwork and his artistry in general. We got in touch as I am a volunteer minister just trying to help people in general, and lately; inmates.
I’ve seen from some of the postings that some members of the family have had problems (Just like anyone does) from time to time. It looks like Bill has been trying to help you with these situations and in life and has been trying to send as much advice and love as possible. I would like to back up what he has said and offer my help as well. If anyone needs anything, please feel free to let me know. I will check the blog once in a while; or you can just write to Bill and he can let me know.
Bill told me he has not had visitors for a very long time and I would like to encourage you guys to visit him.
Best Regards,
Joe R.
Best,
Calhoun25
Today is Christmas Day and its been one of the worst Christmas's that I have had over the last 10 years. I have spent the last few days crying so much that I feel extremely sick, you know Don, after all these years together and to see you end it like this makes me feel incredibly sad, but I am not going to beg for your love.
In your email that you sent you have caused me more pain than both Colin and Nigel put together, you that broke down all my boundaries and taught me how to love has now done the one thing he promised never to do, you have hurt me so bad.
I am not going to beg you to love me because I know that you have had lots of woman in your life and are probably used to telling them to go, so what's another one,except this one was stupid and gullible because she believed that you loved her and that there was a chance of a life together after all this.
Just remember it was your choice to end what we had, not mine, and how ironic, our friends who played games with our mail have got what they have been trying to do for so long, Don and Ali are no more............
Don, I will sort out your money that I have and will in the next month get it released and sent to your mom, the money that you sent on previous occasions I will pay you back, I just don't have it right now, so in February when I am starting to get better I will work extra hours to start paying you back, it might take me a year or so but you will get every single cent that you lent me.
I hope you know that Jo is hurting just as much, how cruel to send that email that you wrote me to her, why did you do that??? Why bring her into our relationship? Why let her see how you ended this? Is that what a real man does? I don't need a response...........
The Christmas card that I posted you, just tear it up when you get it because it has no meaning any more.
I end this email with a poem that I wrote you as it is easier for me to put things in writing to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind.
But now I choose not to care.
Some words are left unsaid.
These unsaid words need to be said.
Mistakes can occur.
It may have or did already.
We both are in pain wondering what's on each other mind.
My mind is left blank.
Blank because it's missing.
It's missing you.
You took every part of me.
First my heart; my soul; then my mind;
now everything.
Every part of my body is stolen from you.
Not physically but mentally.
I don't wish to turn back time,
doing that may make me not meet you.
It may not let me feel what I have felt.
Even though this is a painful acceptance
but I'll still always think of you
You changed part of me.
I thank you for showing me things I haven't known.
I thank you for loving me.
I thank you for letting me be part of your life.
Part of my love will always remain with you.
My last farewell and goodbye to you.
Goodbye, my love
My special man whom
I loved more
Alexandra
25/12/2013
Hi there Daniel,
I have written snail to you so please look out or it.
Just wanted to wish you a happy Christmas for today and to let you know that I was thinking of you and all my pen pals that write as well.
Take care and look out for snail.
Alexandra
Best,
Calhoun25