you werent forgotten i got your b-day card back RTS 6 times. i hope you finally got it.. i get so mad about all this wasted postage trying to send you letters and stuff.. being on a fixed income sucks cuz it never is enough to last the whole month.. im sorry it didnt get there til after your b-day.. i started trying to send it in september!!! gave crys the new info to mail you.. she said she was gonna mail you out a letter and put some money on the phone really soon.. not sure when really soon is..but that is what she said to me thru text a few days back.. i had to go for an out patient surgery on dec 23rd.. i had a tumor removed.. the dr who removed it was shocked at just how fast and how big it grew.. i wound up with 6 stitches.. it came back as a fibrous tumor that was growing back in on itself and that is why it hurt all the time.. it was sent to pathology and there is nothing scarier then waiting on the results from having a tumor removed.. your mind spins out of control with things of "what if".. if its cancer what will you do.. who will you tell.. the list is endless.. needless to say i had more then a few sleepless nights waiting.. when i got the results i was so happy i cried.. i have to go and get the stitches removed soon.. i was torn as to whether to tell you or not but i knew you would find out somehow if i didnt because either crys would say something or someone else.. i would rather you hear it from me.. well little brother i am gonna cut this off now.. it is late and this Bear has to go to bed.. From one Bear to another.. Love Ya Little Brother.. SunningBear
Man; that's deep. I'm not sure there's much I can say at all to cheer you up, other than stick close to God and his laws; that way, you can at least find some comfort until your release date comes to pass. Good luck, and keep writing! --Calhoun25
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Great poem. I love the line about the dew.
From one Bear to another..
Love Ya Little Brother..
SunningBear
--Calhoun25