Instead of a poem this time I just have words to say . I really love Kei'on a whole lot . & once again i'm to the point where I don't even wanna argue with him or speak my mind because I don't want him to break up with me . I bet you think that's crazy & so does my mom . I was raised not to chase a guy or kiss a** but I can't help this feeling . Me & Kei'on have dated twice before & back then I always knew he was mine and when he was done playing games we would be together .. But this is the third time & i'm going to college in the fall . I'm not to sure this time around . It's deeper this time cause we making plans for the future . It feels very real & i'm very much in love . He treats me like a Queen & tries so hard to do what he can for me . I understand his money , car , family , & school situation . And it's not all about material things . I appreciate all his efforts . I just don't wanna loose him . It feels like I can't live without him . Hope that doesn't sound crazy cause we so young . But I don't know what to do when we argue & fight . He says he's the blood of your blood & the flesh or flesh . I just wanna understand him better so I can love him better . My mom is a big influence on my mindset on guys . She taught me to be independent & save myself for the right guy . She's seen me hurt by Kei'on plenty of times so it's hard for her to truly trust him & his intentions . She finally came around to liking him but it makes me mad when she challenges my judgment and I go crazy trying to figure out if i'm getting played or if he's lying .. I don't know , I just know this is the guy ima marry .
I have been thinking of you Worthington. Sorry we lost touch for so long. I got sick for awhile and such. I am now living in Washington State with my family. I just had another son 10 weeks ago (3 now!). I am trying to again get your mailing info from your Mom. Hope to correspond soon.
The phrase long in the tooth does actually mean old, and is etymologically related to horses whose teeth continue to grow with age. So Kenny is correct on this point, however on all other points that you disagree with him on, I'm with you.
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. It is interesting to read about the prison system in America, it is quite different to the one here. Keep writing.
This is a poem I wrote for Kei'on . I used some of your words at the end .
.. i if not everyone desire[s] the need for another living soul whom they may express their thoughts , share their pain , and give the precious gift of love . i if not someone else promise[s] to plant sweet kisses on your flesh so that you may grow to understand my unexplainable need for you . i if not the women from your perplexing past must gain your trust and somehow earn the privilege to remain and partake in your future ... i believe if not you that this was a blessing bestowed to me , to us by God ... we if to continue on our impenetrable path to what we chalked up to be an eternal life together must grasp the fact that neither one of our essences can be without the other . us if not the bystanders are committed , no obligated to prove not to them but to ourselves that being in love is more than the phrase it's ever single action . you if not i am forged concurrently forever until you decide to collaspe and desert the thought of two ships roaming and seeking their much anticipated beacon ..
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. I like your idea of reconciliation between victims and offenders, we have a new similar initiative here in Britain actually but it is still quite new.
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. I tried to keep as close to your text as possible but wasn't sure whether swearing was allowed on the site so made a couple of alterations.
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. I hope that you maintain your positive attitude, I am sure that you will do a lot of good when you have been released. All the best.
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Future Daughter In-law
Brandi
Your friend,
Jess
.. i if not everyone desire[s] the need for another living soul whom they may express their thoughts , share their pain , and give the precious gift of love . i if not someone else promise[s] to plant sweet kisses on your flesh so that you may grow to understand my unexplainable need for you . i if not the women from your perplexing past must gain your trust and somehow earn the privilege to remain and partake in your future ... i believe if not you that this was a blessing bestowed to me , to us by God ... we if to continue on our impenetrable path to what we chalked up to be an eternal life together must grasp the fact that neither one of our essences can be without the other . us if not the bystanders are committed , no obligated to prove not to them but to ourselves that being in love is more than the phrase it's ever single action . you if not i am forged concurrently forever until you decide to collaspe and desert the thought of two ships roaming and seeking their much anticipated beacon ..
I hope you like it .
Brandi .