After I arrived back in the states! ( wait ) after trashing myself for two more years in beautiful downtown Weztlar and the surrounding areas, made it back to Amsterdam, remember when we went? That one club was the coolest place I've ever been in, each room had its own theme and it seemed the farther back you went the more wild it got, I loved that place, I think I could have just lived in there, that night we were lucky to get out! place was built like a maze. Do you remember Martin? We stayed at his house the night we decieded to call the United States army to say we couldn't make it in to work because it was a German holiday, ( ballsy, or very stupid ) so I found out who Martin always went to see and there was a good reason he never let you go with, I finally met the guy, the big fish, Randy you would have loved this guy, spoke perfect English , Martin knew if you had met him there would be no need to have to go through him, I stayed with him and his girlfriend for a year, until shit hit the fan like it always does. I told you ever thing changes, everything ends.
Thank you Rob. I can understand all too well about being forgotten. WHile I cant make anyone become more in tuned to what you are going through in life I can promise you as long as ther's breath in my lungs, I will always be here for you Love you Bro JJ
Jesse, you don't know me. But you know my husband. David Crosby. I told him about this website and he told me about stories of ya'll growing up together. I told him that I would write you for him. So I joined this website. You have very powerful blogs, and I completely agree with what you say! Especially children these days. It's amazing to me how everybody says their child is "ADHD" these days. I mean, what did they do way back in the day? Nothing, and guess what those children came out just fine. Anyways, just a few lines to let you know your boy Dave is thinking about ya. Keep your head up Jesse...
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. You make some very good points but I think letting of the possession of territory might be particularly hard - even cats and dogs will define "their" land and defend it mercilessly. I do agree that the world would be a much freer place without this privitisation, though.
As I sit here, at my desk, at work, reading this.. I am filled with so many emotions. I have dreams of being wrongfully accused and spending my life on death row. The dream is mostly painful, but I wake up feeling revealed. Not because it was just a dream, but because I didn't have to make any life decisions for myself. Reading this today, makes me feel incredibly guilty. I don't think Ill have those dreams anymore. I hope you continue to dream. You are a beautiful person, who is valuable and important. I'm glad you can touch someone outside those walls, even if its just with your words.
I finished the transcription for your post, I was blown away by it. I absolutely love the depth you go into and you bring to light some real issues present in society today. The problem that many people care more about themselves and much less about anyone else. By the end I was brought to tears. You have an incredible capacity and understanding of love and from now on, I will make love more important in my life and spread it more to the lives of others. I want to display that love for all to see! Thank you so much, this is a beautiful post. God bless!
Hey Reck, laughed my ass off at your ass shots conspiracy. My brother in law is a CO and just so happens to think his shit doesn't stink. My felonious friendships always bums them out. I think I'll run this consiracy by him and see what he has to say, maybe do a National Enquirer type article on the topic.
Been really sick for 3-4 months now, putting 2 letters in the mail for you tonight.
There is a reply I sent you in February it looks like. Check it out again, it is a long letter and explains everything in a nutshell. I have been doing sheet metal for over 21 years now, with 20 of it as a supervisor or foreman. The last two years have been horribly slow for my trade and everyone else's. So I have been selling stuff on eBay. I am so sorry that you ended up in prison dude, you are a great guy and I consider probably the best friend I have ever had. It is good to hear that you are positive, or at least positive enough for the situation you happen to be in to keep you moving forward. I will look back on some more of your writings if I can figure out how to. It's nice to be able to look back at your letters and rantings and see what I've missed being there for. I looked for you a few times over the years, but was never any good at the computer until I started selling on eBay, and even doing that, it has taken me 2 plus years to figure what little I know. I really do miss the "old days", wow it sounds crazy saying that because it seems like it was only recently we were together. Keep on plugging away my brother and keep me informed of your happenings. I will reply whenever I get your e-mail. The reply to your e-mails is the only way that I can for sure send you a message. Say hi to Debbie and the kid's, who probably don't remember us and take care until the next correspondence. Rik
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You make some very good points but I think letting of the possession of territory might be particularly hard - even cats and dogs will define "their" land and defend it mercilessly. I do agree that the world would be a much freer place without this privitisation, though.
Ashley
Been really sick for 3-4 months now, putting 2 letters in the mail for you tonight.
Take care,
Melissa