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What Makes A Sex Addict
When I was 4 years old my step father started molesting me, he continued doing this until I was 11. This destroyed me on an emotional level, to this day I don't fell comfortable around men older than me. I do not remember the specifics of the abuse but I do remember how scared I was and I remember never understanding why my dad never loved me. This led me to seek love through any means available and I soon discovered that I was very good at making others feel good on a physical level. I believed that only through sex could I show that I cared about someone. Often I didn't even worry about my own orgasm. all I cared about was getting my partner off. I believed that the only reason anyone would want to be with me because I was a great lover. Then I even started having sex with people who I wasn't even attracted too because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. I would often masturbate after having sex with someone for hours because I had not orgasmed. By the time I was 35 I had been with hundreds of people and often with 2 or 3 people at the same time. Even though I was surrounded by many lovers and all of my friends envied my lifestyle. I was horribly lonely. Sex was all I had to give and it was the only way I felt close to anyone. If any of you have questions please feel free to ask. Take care of yourselves.
Donny Welch
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