Gods' Time

Hello everyone, I recently wrote a blog titled "Being Gay is not a Sin".
Well, the bible says it is. I am gay and as I said in my previously
mentioned blog God moves powerfully in my life. So I was shocked
wen I received a revelation from God in church last week. The spirit
was moving powerfully and I asked God to give me his wisdom
and that was when I was shown Leviticus. Abomination, that is the
word used to describe me. I was crushed. God then told me to, "Go
tell them". I freaked out, I didn't know what to tell them, I was
scared to be judged and my heart was broken. I convinced myself to
ignore his will until I received exact instruction on what to do.
I stopped reading my bible, I stopped going to church. I spent the
next 5 days praying, begging God to change me, I didn't want to
be an abomination in the eyes of my Father. Look that word up,
it's very strong and very negative meaning. I talked to God saying,"
Father I love you even if you hate me, I only want to be right-
eous in your eyes, You know my heart Lord, How can you despise
me for this when I didn't chose to be this way, It's not fair, Why
don't you just change me- I can refuse to have sex with men but I
can't stop being attracted to them- only you can remove that desire. I
was in spiritual turmoil. One day, through some unexpected people,
God told me what it was he wanted me to "tell them:. No matter
what my sexual preference is, no matter what is is I'm doing, God
loves me and as long as I give him my whole heart he will take
care of me. During my period of turmoil the devil came after me
hardcore, trying to trick me into turning my back on God, I resisted
Now I'm doing what he told me to do, I'm telling you, God will
change me if he wants to, when he wants to, period. God loves
me even though I'm attracted to dudes and will take care of me as
long as I truly love him. No matter what people think or say about
me, I am strong only in Gods' love. The Father even answered my
prayer and put me in position to have a male lover. Believe it or
not, God loves homosexuals and wants us in heaven with him
for eternity. God can either do what he wants or he can't, how
can a person call themselves believers and say otherwise. I also want
to tell you this, in the entire existence of the universe God only wrote
one thing with his own finger, the 10 commandments. Everything
else was written by people, blessed people but still people and that
makes them falable. It was also translated by many more falable people.
Please don't let the bible become an idol, nothing should come before
Father God. Also remember that is anyone tells you they know the
mind of God they are liars. I would like to send my deepest
condolences to the families and friends of the victims in the Orlando
Nightclub shootings. I cried when I heard about it. Please know that
you and those you lost and those that survived, are in my prayers.
May God Bless you and care for you for all the days of your life.

Peace and Love,
Donny Welch #1375713
McConnel Unit
3001 S,Emily Dr.
Beeville, Tx, 78102