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My name is Jess. I have been following your blogs for awhile now and just never commented. I really enjoy your stories... specially your stories when you write about your past. Sounds like you had a rough life. If you don't mind me asking, how did you end up on Death Row?
I would like to write to you, just don't really know how...
I am not sure if this the Felix Cruz I know. If it is then you will know what the Hibiscus Resort meat to us. I sent you letters after letters and they were all rejected. I tried to make contact with u and your family. In hopes to hear from you. If this is not Felix Cruz I apologize and I wish this individually well. If this is Felix Cruz and you remember the Resort then reply with words of everything. God you even if this is not the person am looking for.
Although I'm not a terribly religious person, I do respect the things you've had to say in this post & I really enjoyed the thoughtfulness with which it was written.
I would like to acknowledge that by 'outing' yourself and your past with your writings in this space, you continue to release that shame & are furthering the process of acceptance and healing here. I have a great deal of respect for you for doing that in such a public forum.
I'm glad you don't let one terrible act in your past define who you are.
i said on line last night to the lojs counterfeit organisaiton i not banned from there for some reason, that if not maybe i pay it and pharisse is still allowed call for donations to lojs cos heitz is taking over i cud get a new job be his typist secratary type if i play mi cards rite. i getting some of the good bits of this book of Job story got some mi old stuff drop off yesterday including printer some books about black panthers mi copy of revolutionary suicide, seize the time and other books. slowly starting to feel less isolated too but also enjoying more spend time on mi own if is not forever is help me know myself get closer to ALlah in good and bad situations i learn lot from you how you is stand strong in babylon depsite much tribuations. who is babylon sometimes mi cat says they took mary magdalene twisted it make out its her when aint quite the same at all...i hear i cud be moving to ghana early next year,hope so else us of a i wud realy like come too see you and others...opnly jah jah know...i hope mi cat oscar bageera comes wat the cointelpro cia pet division is hating on him acting like he some kind of terrorist when he all about peace and love these days tho knows self defence is no offfence if u wanna live that for real...maybe they be so glad to see the back of him they give him a few leaving presents...i gwan try write today even if only a bit try write some how u ask about mental illess. i was think of doing a shaman course actualy is a woman in us of a i like i emailed her few times a year or two ago was helpful. i hear how u say abouttry do a course . i not so good in mi head still sometimes but is good i feel like jah is show me lots of stuff but mi mind races so fast hard to comprehend or write it down if i cud pick me pen up muur it be cushty i hear its miter dan the sword...i wouldnt mind both i like two swords as well like an islamic ninja swordman phantasy ficiton maybe but not as bad as some these religous ppl at least i let them know i officially crazy these ppl try pretend they sane or else just dont realsie they crazy, bless them. that course is only cost about 80 quid i cud probably afford it if i was bit more carefull with mi money some weeks. i ordered a next copy that mind manipulator book after read letters from y i order yesterday online but think is post from uk. i wish was way i cud put phone credit for you i check that site again is not if i have enuf this week i gwn try buy some of those pre stamp enevelopes so u can more easily write your close relatives and comrades u have in us of a. if not i try mi hardest to remember wen i next get paid a week monday. if u need any other little things like notepads they do pens and stuff i dont know about art stuff i wonder if they sent u a catologue or is just an online catologue i gwan look again later try work it out i coulndt understand how it meant that last time and mi computer dont last long before messes up and i shut it down a while. Jah Bless keep da faith
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My name is Jess. I have been following your blogs for awhile now and just never commented. I really enjoy your stories... specially your stories when you write about your past. Sounds like you had a rough life. If you don't mind me asking, how did you end up on Death Row?
I would like to write to you, just don't really know how...
Grace
I've found the one thing I hold on to is that I refuse to let my past experiences change the person that I am. So single I remain haha
Thank you for sharing your thoughts, I enjoyed reading them :)
Nicki
I would like to acknowledge that by 'outing' yourself and your past with your writings in this space, you continue to release that shame & are furthering the process of acceptance and healing here. I have a great deal of respect for you for doing that in such a public forum.
I'm glad you don't let one terrible act in your past define who you are.
Thank you so much for sharing.
Nicki
I'm not sure I'll sleep well tonight; but thank you for sharing.
Nicki